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Neil was sitting at his desk, piles of papers randomly scattered seemingly everywhere. He was in the middle of a shift analysis project for his boss Jeff; one that was taking more time than he'd anticipated. Still, he was on track to finish it before the end of the day, which was his internal deadline. Jeff had requested it be completed by the next week, but Neil wanted to finish it before the weekend so he wouldn't have to come back to it on Monday. And with it being Friday, that left just a few more hours to get it off his plate.
That didn't mean he was going to go nuts. He had his normal shift responsibilities to consider, so he had to go out there once an hour to check on production. He also had the schedule to update, and the end of shift hours and final numbers to tally and enter into the computer system. Those things took precedence over the project.
He still felt he could get everything done. So much so that he decided he needed to stop and take a break for lunch. He was hungry, and he had started to lose some focus. A bite to eat would only help clear his mind and give him more energy. He pushed some of the papers to the side, clearing a space so he could eat. Taking his lunch cooler out of the drawer of the credenza behind him, he set it on top of his desk and unzipped it.
It was a grey bag made out of a material designed to keep the contents inside cold. It was basically a beer cooler that he'd won in a golf tournament, but he used it for lunch. It came with reusable ice packets that could be frozen, and then placed inside to keep the contents cold during the day. Or whenever, really, depending on what shift he happened to be on.
He just so happened to be on first, his life normal for a change. That is, if anything in his life could be considered normal when compared to other people he knew. After all, not everyone was married to an amazing spouse like he had in Ann. He smiled to himself when he thought about when he'd last seen her.
She had been standing on the front porch of their house in just her robe. He'd traipsed his hands over her naked body underneath it, opening the front in the process. When he walked toward his car he'd turned back to look, knowing what he'd find. Indeed she was there with the robe open, flashing her naked body for him and anyone else to see, albeit all to briefly for his liking. She closed it once she'd given him a last peek, leaving him with a happy wave of her fingers and the memory of how she'd started his morning. His cock was began stirring hours later as he recalled the incredible blowjob she'd given him to wake him up. And then she packed him a lunch while he showered to get ready for work.
"God, I love her," he sighed as he flipped open the top to the lunch cooler and saw the mouth-watering sandwich she'd made him.
He almost always packed his own lunch, establishing early on in their marriage that he didn't expect her to be the traditional housewife his mother had been, making his meals and doing his laundry. He insisted they share most of the mundane household chores, but making his lunch wasn't among them. He felt that was his job alone. Besides, most of the time he knew what he'd be in the mood to eat... it was just easier that way.
Still he was appreciative of the rare occasion when Ann would do it for him. It usually happened much like that morning, when she'd woken up frisky and wanted to take advantage of his body before he left for work. Knowing he didn't have as much time if they had a little morning fun, she'd prepare him something while he got himself ready for his day.
It was the loving gesture of a wife wanting to surprise her husband. He called it 'sex and a sandwich', which was generally what she'd make. He grinned when he saw the ham and turkey with Swiss cheese, loaded with all kinds of 'what do you want on it' items, like lettuce and tomato. Picking it up, he peeked underneath, his grin growing wider as he saw the neatly folded lavender stationary.
Whenever she packed his lunch, she'd always place a little love note inside, something to lift his spirits during work. Normally it was just a little Post-it note, with a smiley face and an 'I love you' written on it. Every once in a while, however, she'd write something on her patented purple parchment, and he knew right away that it was more than a quick sentiment... much, much more.
Whenever she broke out her stationary, it was special. It was intimate. More often than not, it would be erotic and probably sexually explicit. Just the sight of a purple envelope stirred images in his mind, memories of love letters she'd sent him while they were living apart, or erotic notes describing things she wanted to do for him, or with him, or to him. He could smell the enchanting scent of her favorite perfume on it, the aroma wafting from the cooler, teasing his nostrils; a romantic gesture he never tired of.
Carefully opening the folded paper, he set it on his desk, reading the perfect handwriting, his heart racing with excitement over what it could mean, particularly with the weekend upon them, and him not having to work.
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Hi Baby,
I hope you're having a great day at work today. I loved sending you off in a good mood this morning, and I hope you're going to come home in one too. But I suppose that will depend on how you react to what I have to tell you.
Since you're reading this, I'm pretty sure you're having lunch and you're sitting down, so there's no better time than now. Please know that I love you, and that I'll always love you. You've always accepted who I am as a person, but you've also helped me discover who I am sexually, and that makes me love you even more.
You once told me that I didn't always have to tell you ahead of time if I were going to do something sexually adventurous. You even said at the time that it would ruin it for you if I told you beforehand. I'm going out on a huge limb here, Neil, hoping... no, I'm trusting that you meant those words, because I'm doing something very, very naughty right now as you read this.
I hope you don't get upset or angry. Actually, I'm hoping what I'm doing is going to turn you on as much as I am right now just writing this, thinking about what I'm going to do today. I've been planning this day for months, baby, and it's turned me on the entire time I set it up. As I said, I love you, but I needed a day for me. I'm not going to go into all the details here. I promise I'll explain everything this weekend, but I did want to give you an idea of what this is all about. I know it's going to be a bit of a shock.
Neil, I'm bisexual.
I know I've never admitted that to you. In fact, I didn't believe it myself for the longest time. It wasn't until I went on my girls' night out a few months ago that I realized it. Nothing actually happened that night, other than it got me to thinking about my sexual feelings and urges when it came to women.
I've had to admit now that it's not a phase, or a fetish, or a role I play from time to time. This is part of who I am. Yet somehow, I think you've always known that, and that's why you've been so open and supportive when it came to this side of my sexuality. Like I said, I didn't understand for the longest time. And when I finally figured it out, I had to come to grips with my emotions, learning to accept and embrace that this is me. Now I'm able to say it to you, at least in writing.
The reason I'm writing this is that I'm doing what you've always encouraged me to do, which is to be sexually free and uninhibited. And that means I'm exploring that side of my sexuality today, baby; my lesbian side.
I'm going to be spending my day having random individual sexual encounters. By the time you read this, I'll hopefully have already been with two or three different women, and there will be more before the night is over. I realize this is probably a big shock to you, and I'm sorry for telling you this way, but I couldn't tell you ahead of time. The biggest step for me in admitting that I'm bisexual is to embrace it fully, and today is that day. I finally am. As usual though, I needed to do it on my terms, in my way. I truly hope you understand.
My being bisexual doesn't change our relationship, baby. I'm the same woman that sucked you and swallowed your cum this morning. And I'll be here tonight, naked, waiting for you take me and spread my legs; longing for you to fuck me senseless. I want to prove to you how much I will always love and need that thick, beautiful cock buried inside my pussy.
I know you love me, but I could understand why you would be angry with me for not telling you beforehand, and for doing all of this behind your back like I am. I feel in my heart that you're going to be okay with this, but I don't want to assume that. I guess I'll leave it for you to decide if what I'm doing is that bad enough or not. No matter what though, I'll be ready for you when you come home tonight.
Your loving bisexual wife,