After my little 'cat dying' incident Amber came and stayed at my place for a few days. It was quite a rush sleeping on my bed with her. The same bed her father had taken my virginity on. I explained to her that my neighbor thought it was our cat's body on the side of the road, but it was just a stray, she was very relieved and business went on as usual. On the Thursday we were eating dinner and talking about the coming weekend.
'Come on Dolls, Henry's is going to go off.' She begged in a lowered voice,
'I'm not a drinker Amber, you know that.' I scolded. I'd only had alcohol once or twice and it didn't end well.
'My parents have already said yes! Your folks don't have to know. Come on!'
I thought for a moment. Amber's dad had said yes to us going to a party? Where there would inevitably be drunk boys trying to get into our pants? I'd already lost my virtue, what would stop me from fucking one of them? Obviously he didn't care. Or maybe he wanted to see what I'd do.
'Sure, let's do it then. Fuck it. What's the worst that could happen? You're paying for the booze, though.' I said cheerily.
The next night we switched over to Amber's house and started getting ready for the party. I always borrowed her clothes; mine were shitty hand-me-downs or clearance sales clothes. Hers were just like her house, the best quality and immaculately kept. I chose a tiny black cocktail dress with black thigh high stockings, a black garter belt to keep myself from having to pull them up all the time, and a pair of black stilettos.
'Classy with a hint of FUCK ME PLEASE!' Amber laughed at me when I stepped out of her walk in closet. I shoved her onto her bed and kicked her, we both laughed like idiots. She wore a fitted, cream lace dress with nude heels, we looked like ebony and ivory, angel and devil. When we'd finished our make up we headed downstairs for something to eat before taking off.
Mr. Wells was sitting in the living room reading a book, we made eye contact while Amber and Madge weren't looking and that familiar rush of adrenaline coursed through me again. I put my bag beside a stool by the breakfast bar, giving him a nice view of the tops of my stockings with the garters attached. I didn't look around to see his reaction. I had to make sure I looked indifferent.
I crossed my legs on my stool leaving two inches of skin revealed, and ate my food quickly. I didn't look over to him again until we said our goodbyes, and even then it was an innocent wave.
We hopped in the taxi and I felt a little rush of excitement, I hadn't been to many parties before and I never knew what to expect. Some were quiet, some were deafeningly loud with people drunk, dancing, screaming, running and fucking everywhere.
Amber and I nervously chatted away until we pulled up outside the very busy house with a street full of cars outside it. You could hear the music from the street over. This was definitely one of those deafeningly loud parties.
Amber paid the driver and grabbed our drinks, I followed her to the house where people were conversing outside and staring at us the moment we came into view. A few guys wolf whistled and a few people we recognized called our names. We waved and greeted the people we knew and pulled out our first drinks. I was so nervous about being around new people in my tiny outfit, that I practically inhaled my first drink.
The party went on without a hitch, aside from me walking in on Amber and some guy fucking in the bathroom. I chugged five drinks and by 2am I was feeling pretty drunk. I found Amber and we stumbled outside to call a taxi.
'Fuck man, I forgot the number..' I drawled and we both fell on the pavement laughing. 'No, but shit, what are we gonnado?' I whispered as though we were being spied on.
'I.. I'mgunna call my Maaaahhhm..' Amber slurred and dialed her home number. My sloshed brain didn't register that we were going back to her place, and who was there. She had a giggly conversation with one of her parents while I lay on the pavement, singing loudly at the sky.
We waited about half an hour, while some guys piled up around us. One of them was sitting right by where my head lay and was playing with my hair. I could tell he was doing his best to flirt with me, but I was only talking to him to be nice and because I was too drunk to walk away.
We talked about stupid crap, but I kept noticing his face was getting closer to mine and obscuring my view of the moon, which annoyed me, so I clumsily pushed his face away. He took the opportunity to grab my hands and lean down to shove his tongue down my throat.
I squirmed and tried to push him away, but he had my hands in a firm grip. Amber didn't notice, being only half conscious herself, and the other guys were just cheering this one on. I couldn't breathe with him smothering my face and decided the only thing to do was to bite.
I clamped down hard and our faces separated abruptly. I rolled over and got up quickly. The world spun for a second, but I found my legs and reached out, catching Amber's hand, dragging her up with me. We ran down the street in the direction we hoped the car would be coming.
'You fuckin' bitch!' I heard the guy scream after me and some footsteps following us. My lungs burned and I could barely see where we were going.