Bad Girl
Sometimes a good wife needs to be a bad girl. I makes her feel desired by others. After many years of marriage when the husband thinks he needs to have other experiences. Why does he never think that the dutiful wife feels the same. He believes that because she is his wife that she should be thankful he still come home to her. After all his dalliances are just a way for him to feel that women find him attractive. He believes his wife is his personal concubine that no other may look at let alone touch. After all he works hard to provide for the family. He deserves his relaxation as he see fit. He believes that his concubine should worship at his feet.
Grate Grandmother was raised to believe that. She taught grandmother. Grandmother taught Mother. But men who cheat on their wives forget that the woman he is using just might be married herself. If the woman is not some 20 something bimbo. If she is in her 30's she most likely has a man at home. But he does not care to find out. He might know she has but his little head is leading him on. That is why when a woman does the same thing she is the slut. He is just being a man deserving of his reward.
BULLSHIT. We women have the same needs as men. We need to have someone penetrate us during sex. Sex is a biological function that is also intertwined with an emotional experience. We women want to have the emotional need met. That is why when we are younger and newly married. We drop our panties for our husband. Because we are still riding the emotional high of a new love experience. When after a few years pass he can not keep awake after is five minutes of sex. We need to take maters into our own fingers.
That gets old quickly. Some of us turn to our girlfriends for the emotional experience we miss. Lesbianism is more an emotional intercourse. The kissing, hugging, the gentle touching. The soft caresses. Even the smells of our woman lovers excites our senses and emotions. We allow ourselves to experience the thrill we receive from our mutual emotional entanglements.
My mother told me what her mother told her about the duty of a wife. Then she said with the advent of the PILL she burned her bra and took off her apron. When father started his "secret" adventures. She found some for herself. First with a girlfriend she still has a few special girlfriends. She said once she found how enjoyable lesbian sex can be. She will keep the spark alive.
Then a boytoy from the local college. What he lacked in skill he made up with being ready and willing many times the same night. She enjoyed being the one to hone his skills for him. Then a married man who was cheating on his wife with her under him. She wanted the older man's experiences with women. He might not be able to please her more than twice a night. But he had the understanding of the afterglow by just holding her for a while.
Now it is my turn. My husband of 17 years is starting his "poker nights" or "bowling nights" or the "late night at the office". He should take time to shower before he comes to me in bed. I don't wear that perfume or use the shade of lipstick I have found on his underpants. I remember what my mother told me. I keep my PILL prescription current. I did not burn my bra. But they are sexier with matching panties when I wear them.
I keep my pubic area and lower shaped trimmed and shaved. He thinks it is for him. But my special girlfriend made the suggestion. She did not like a hairy lover. I find men and women like some pubic hair. The women like to pull and play with it as she licks my smooth lips. The men thing some pubic hair showing is a sign that the woman under him is legal age. I like it because it helps me to keep clean.
The kids are away at school. My husband is out, he has a poker game or is it a poke her game. Tonight I soaked in the bath and shaved and trimmed extra close. My panties and bra are extra sexy. I have a new LBD that shows my upper curves nicely. With a flowing mid-thigh skirt. My hair is up but I plan to release it when the time is right. Men like that effect. My makeup is sexy but not slutty. No stockings. My five inch heels round out my outfit. My black clutch purse and I am ready.
