I've had the hots for my best friend ever since I saw him for the first time. It was if my heart took a big leap and landed on cloud nine. His name is Kshitij. He is tall, handsome, attractive, but what caught my attention were his eyes – deep, mischievous, and lively.
Usually I stayed away from boys, but he was an exception. I followed him around; I interested myself in whatever interested him… Finally came the day when we really became friends. My heart nearly burst with happiness. But there was a problem. He was a popular guy, and I became just one of his many friends. But I still tried hard, and then one day came his words – You are my best friend. I trust you more than I trust anyone else, you are very important to me and I hope that I shall have you by my side all my life.
But still, I was only a FRIEND. And the biggest problem was that he had a girlfriend.
He told me that I was very sexy, he told me that he dreamed of having sex with me, he told me that he wanted to have sex with me, but he had a girlfriend.
I decided to take the plunge and told him that I loved him, but he said no, you don't love me, you can't love me because you are my friend. After that, I lost all hope of ever getting him, but what could I do? He was so sexy; his voice would make me tremble, a mail from him would send me into jitters… I was helpless. But still, I was his friend. I was the one he told how his girlfriend loved me, how she pleased him. I had to listen to this when I wanted to be the one doing it all to him.
One day he called up and said he wanted to meet me, so I said, "Sure, come over in the evening."
I showered, dressed, and drowned myself in perfume. My parents were away for the weekend, so I wore a really short skirt and a sheer white blouse that showed my bra trying to hold my 36C breasts.
I heard the doorbell. I knew it had to be Kshitij. I checked myself in the mirror one last time, and ran to open the door. Oh God! Why did he have to be so attractive? Why did he have to smell so good? Why did he have to be… my best friend?
"Hello? Anybody home?" he asked, tapping my head.
"Uh? What? Oh sorry! Come in."
"Are you OK?" he asked, concerned.
Again. Why did he have to be so sweet and caring?
We went and sat on the couch. Something was wrong. I could hear it in his voice, feel it in his tone, but he didn't tell me. We had been talking for nearly an hour when, suddenly he said, "My girlfriend dumped me." So, that was it.
"What happened? Did you fight?" I asked.
He nodded yes, not wanting to speak.