His glistening blue eyes scorched into mine, and for a moment I was motionless and unable to speak as a flood of emotions swept through me. So many years had passed since I last saw him, yet the sexual fog which surrounded us both was thicker than it had ever been.
He had taken the best of care of himself over the years, his body showed it. A firm tan forearm bulged out of the bottom of his short sleeve shirt and a couple of undone buttons gave me a peak at his sexy broad chest as he moved closer.
"How have you been?" he asked carelessly.
"Good, good and you?" I shot back steadily.
"Hanging in their," he replied as his eyes moved over my body. He made no attempt to hide his obvious flirtation, as was typical of David. There is no denying the burning lust I have for him, but our spotty past makes it difficult to imagine we could ever be anything together.
Years earlier I had dated a friend of Dave's, Zack, and the circumstances surrounding Zack's mysterious death would always cast doubt on Dave's innocence. Dave was the only other person in the car during the violent wreck that stole Zack from me. Dave survived virtually unscaived. There were many rumors that Dave had somehow forced Zack off the road. Maybe they had been fighting....they had been drinking. I didn't believe they had fought because they Never did. Still...Knowing there could have been even the slightest chance of wrong doing on Dave's part made me fear him. So now, standing before him with my heart racing, my knees shaking, and my breathing short and erratic I asked myself. 'What was it I felt the most? Fear? Lust? Remorse? Or something else.
Before I could even comprehend what was happening Dave's firm sweaty palm was wrapped around my hand and he was leading me toward the door. "I need to talk to you," he spoke softly. Like an obedient puppy on a leash I followed him through the door and out into the parking lot. I stood with my back up against an old pickup truck as he touched my face and ran his rough fingers through my long brown hair.
"I've missed you, I think about you all the time." He said with a devious smile. His eyes seemed to be searching my face for some kind of answer or response. I wanted to reach out and touch him. CAREFUL! I warned myself. The next move would be mine and the next few seconds would change everything. My mind raced through a few scenarios very quickly. One with me fucking his brains out, the other with me politely saying 'Nice to see you again,' and jumping in my car and rushing home. But this choice would not be one made with my head, but with something else.