I can still smell her scent...sweet and unfamiliar. It clings to my clothes, my lips, the sheets upon my bed...it hangs in the air like cherry blossoms in spring... and I will never forget it.
She arrived at 5pm sharp, emerging from her little car and cautiously approaching as I stood staring like a simpleton in front of a math problem. I could scarcely believe what I was seeing!
She was more beautiful than her pictures had let on, with smooth pale skin, a bright perfect smile, and the most kind and captivating blue eyes I have seen in all of my 25 years. She wore casual yet stylish clothing accented by tasteful tattoo and a perfectly placed piercing though her lower lip, this portrait was made complete by a green army cap like the kind Fidel Castro wears to bed each night...I was completely enthralled.
Something familiar tickled the back of my mind, as if I had seen her before...wanted her before. Had we met?
Standing at the foot of my stairs, we both laughed awkwardly and looked into each others eyes for a moment, each commenting on how nervous we were...like children discovering the opposite sex for the first time.
I invited her to follow me up stairs, and as we moved toward my door, the wind caught her fragrance and it washed over me like a thick fog of desire. My pulse quickened and I was about to open the door for her, but saw that she was quite nervous so I stepped inside and held my arms out.
"See, no monsters in here." I said, hoping to put her at ease. I led her into the living room, where a large window offered a view of the lake and the mountains beyond.
"Grab a seat, can I offer you anything to Drink?"
In a husky voice she asked for water, and I obliged her almost too eagerly...nearly dropping the glass. Had she noticed? I don't think so...
I sat down next to her at the kitchen bar, and proceeded to chat while I clutched a beer as if it were my lifeline. I wanted her to feel comfortable, so I could not just dive on her right away. For all she knew, I could be some sort of Looney!
The sun was still out, and we walked out onto the balcony and talked about our lives, our beliefs and got acquainted a little better. When the sun hit her face, her eyes meet mine with a radiant smile that hinted at intelligence and earthy wisdom found only in the select few. I knew then that she did not follow conventional thought, and I was certain for some reason that she was a follower of much older traditions.
I asked her... I was right.
"You can't do...are you reading my mind?" She said quietly, gazing at me once more with those indescribably beautiful eyes...a vast ocean of blues and greens that one could get lost in for hours.
"I'm not that cool." I joked, looking out across the courtyard below and trying not to blush. I was blown away by our connection and common thoughts, and I wondered why fate would drop her into my life in such away
After a time I could feel her beginning to relax ever so slightly...and we moved back to our seats once again, talking openly about what we were feeling. I had an almost ethereal attraction to her as she sat there gazing at me, holding my attention like a virgin on Beltane... and this was my right of passage.
At just the right moment I casually asked her how much time she had, knowing damn well that she had very little. I asked if I could give her what she had been lacking for so long and she breathlessly agreed. We stood up slowly then, and for a moment I circled her, taking in the sight of a body so different from anything I have known before.
I beckoned her towards the bedroom commenting on how my heart was pounding in my ears, a feeling almost forgotten after years of sexual stagnation. My room is tiny to be honest, with fresh sheets hastily arranged by yours truly several hours earlier. There was a large bed in the center of the room with only a wooden dresser crowding against the wall.
There we stood...staring at each other, both of us visibly shaking with anticipation.
We both recognized this, and she said: "We haven't even touched each other yet..."
Indeed, our hearts pounded as I asked her to remove her clothes... I stood captivated against the wall for a moment unable to move or speak. She was a sexy woman indeed.
She was bashful all of a sudden, saying that she had issues about her body's appearance. I simply told her the truth and said that we ALL do, and she had nothing to be self conscious about. She was more than beautiful.
Her dark hair fell in little wisps over her perfect face. Her milky skin was accented by the occasional tattoo, glinting colorfully in the light pouring through the window. Her breasts were round and full; unlike any I had seen with my own eyes before...with large flawless nipples standing erect before me. You know, the kind you can barely fit your mouth over? My pulse quickened as my eyes followed her gentle curves downward, the faint signs of motherhood only adding to her pure beauty and my primal attraction. My gaze fell between her legs, and I throbbed with curious need when I noticed that she was completely shaven... I had never seen such a thing and had always wanted too...This could not be real!
I came out of a daze for long enough to notice that she was freezing; I asked if she would mind if I kissed her...she closed her eyes saying in a coy and sexy voice:
"I love kisses, and I don't get nearly enough at home."