Still relaying the reminiscences of my long-ago lover, Alan, here is the seventh, following on from 'Pygiaphilia,' 'Semper Figura Chapters 1-3' and 'Black Bottom Chapters 1 and 2.' In the two previous 'Black Bottom' chapters, he was setting up and inspecting a series of projects, designed to benefit the inhabitants of less developed areas in a newly-independent African country. The supervisor from the ministry, Dr Azuka, she of the impressive posterior, appointed her assistant to accompany him on his next round of the locations.
1
Alan collected Mrs Dzifa from her home, as arranged, early in the morning, opening the jeep door for her and stowing her luggage, a small suitcase, amidst the gear on the back seat. She was wearing a loose, greenish-coloured shirt, faded and floppy from much laundering, and a long, loose skirt, of the same faded shade, also washed-out. Over her closely-cropped hair she had a multi-coloured scarf, secured with a knot at the back of her head. She was clad for travel in the bush, down to socks and canvas boots.
As they left the city, he observed in his peripheral vision that she was sitting bolt upright, staring straight ahead, tense, holding a small leather bag on her lap. He surmised that this held her more immediate requirements. She might have her period, for instance – he had noticed that women often kept their handbags close at such times.
Digression 1: I avoided this by carrying a couple of tampons down my cleavage.
Alan attempted help the young woman relax.
'This your first time upcountry?'
'No. I'm from a small town a long way away.'
'Are we going anywhere near it?'
'No.' He thought she shuddered a moment, and quickly went on.
'Have you worked for Dr Azuka long?'
'Three years and three months. She's wonderful. She saved me.'
He understood that she had not meant to utter the last sentence. 'If you need to stop for anything, let me know, and it'll be a useful moment to check the engine levels, or make some tea.'
He caught her nod, and began to tell her about the sites they were to visit, but it quickly emerged she had studied her boss's report and needed no briefing. They fell into a comfortable silence for a while, before she asked him to stop and got out. She was clearly anxious to be out of his sight, but not keen to walk into the hinterland very far. He solved her problem by getting out and opening the jeep's bonnet and burying his head in the engine compartment, enabling her to do whatever she wanted to do – perhaps a toilet break or a change of sanitary equipment. He waited until she got back into the vehicle before emerging.
After they had gone a distance, she said, 'Dr Azuka said you were a considerate man.'
'I hope so.'
'She said you might be able to help me.'
'I would like to.'
He made sure to face forward, so she wouldn't have to look at him, and there was a lengthy silence, eventually broken by the sound of half-suppressed weeping. He said, 'No need to talk now. We shall be together a couple of weeks. Take your time.'
2
She gulped, drew a large handkerchief from her bag to wipe her face, and said, 'I've got to tell it now or I won't be able. Dr Azuka says you can understand, but you won't have heard anything like it. It doesn't happen in England.'
'Sounds like I might learn something, then. But, remember, I was born and raised in Africa, and studied the continent quite widely.'
'It's something tribal, and secret, something women do to young girls.'
'Some kind of initiation?'
'Something like that.' She broke down again and mopped with the handkerchief.
'Something terrible.'
'Terrible.' She scrubbed hard at her face. 'The women cut...'
'Yes, I do know. The women cut out the girl's clitoris.'
'How did you find out?' She was so surprised she ceased crying.
'Our maid told me when I was sixteen. She had run away to our town, and was saved from it when my parents took her in.'
This revelation shocked Mrs Dzifa into a rigid silence.
Alan explained, 'She was always more a companion than a servant. Like a sister to me. We love her. She'll always live with my parents.' Suddenly he guessed what she wanted to tell him. 'It was done to you, wasn't it?'
'No. No it wasn't.'
There was a pause while he considered. 'And that was a problem?'
'Yes. When my husband found out he was furious. He didn't want me anymore.'
'He didn't know before you were married?'
'No. My parents let him think...he was much older than me, more...traditional. But he was important, and they wanted to be connected to his family.'
They drove on, while he considered whether he could or should ask more. Eventually, she shed further silent tears and said, 'You wonder if I am still a virgin?'
'I didn't wonder anything, Mrs Dzifa. I only wondered if you wanted to say more.'
Again, she scrubbed her face. 'He found out the third time. Because I showed I liked it. He had not known till then then, because...because...'
'The traditional position meant he didn't see.'
'Your maid told you everything.'
'She did, yes.'
'He didn't look till then.'
'And he couldn't adapt himself.'
'He sent me back to my parents. I was disgraced. No-one would ever want me.'
'But you got away from there.'
'Yes, the minister and Dr Azuka came on a tour and I threw myself on her mercy. She took me back with her. She sent me to college, She is my second mother.'
'And you haven't met another man.'
'I am frightened.. I do not trust African men now, and I cannot tell about myself.'