My head has been on a constant swivel. I feel I am being watched at every turn, every corner, every hall way. Fucked up part is I really was kind of looking forward to my next encounter with... With ummmmm... Damn I couldn't even remember her name. But whatever it was, she had my ass gone. I was excited to go to work daily, not knowing what was to be expected. Even though my last few days had been disappointingly normal, my mind was steady running wild.
Honestly, the only place I was not as edgy, was on campus. Class was my mental down time, even though you would think with classes being intense in college it would be the total opposite. Not for me though, school always had come pretty easily and naturally for me. Today was Tuesday and I had two morning classes; calculus and world history. I was usually stoked about history as it's one of my favorite subjects. But today I was dragging after Cal. The Professor slapped on a video about WWI, just as everyone was pretty much seated.
Propping myself with a slight lean in my chair and my chin in my hands. I could hear really faint chatter under the volume of the video. But to me it was surprisingly interesting, kept my attention pretty well at least. It was about 30 mins in when shuffling started down the aisle from where I was sitting. I sat up from my slouched position, in anticipation to let whoever pass by. My efforts were thwarted, as they sat right next to me. I was struck by the scent instantly.
Glancing over I did a double take. It was her... it was fucking her. Not knowing whether to run out of class, change seats, or stay put. To say I was shocked was an understatement. I mean how did she know where my class was, how did she know where I'd be sitting. Who in the fuck is she? My mind was racing a mile a minute and all the while she was just there smirking.
"What are you doing here?" I whispered.
"Mi a come ere ta teach yuh."
"Wha... What? Teach me what?" I was utterly confused.
"Hush yuh mouf look pon de video."
I turned back toward the screen, still in shock. There was so many questions and so few answers. Had no clue weather to be scared or turned on, my psyche was all fucked up. Trying to get back focused as I just knew there'd be a quiz next class on this very video. I noticed her in my peripheral when she shifted in her seat. I was trying my damnedest to ignore her but my dick had other thoughts. His ass was trying to pitch a tent at mere fact that she was here. I was internally coach myself like "dude you need to chill we not here for this." It was no use, he had his mind made up.
"Yuh aright?" she leaned over and whispered in my ear. I just nodded. "Well yuh keep squirmin' like a ting boderin' yuh."