I'm 43 years old, successful, good looking, but carrying a few extra pounds. I've been married for 11 years. I have two beautiful kids.
Until recently I would of always said our marriage was happy, but after a recent argument thinks have changed. We said we forgave each other, we are cordial with each other and act like everything is great in front of people, but something in our marriage seems off broken.
The sensible option and the one most people would probably choose would be to suggest to my wife we go for couples therapy.
However not me. I've always had fantasies about cheating on my wife but never acted on them. Now I want to, I don't know how.
I do know that my thoughts of infidelity have increased lately. So the question I ask is... What should I do?
My wife and kids are leaving for a two-week vacation, visiting with her folks.
Thank fuck for that! I'll miss the kids, but not having to pretend even for just two weeks will be such a change.
I'll have the whole damn house to myself, and more importantly, 14 long-ass days to try and make my fantasy of cheating on my wife a reality.
But fuck, am I really gonna go through with this shit? Am I really going to betray the woman who's put up with my sorry ass for all these years? Ah, who am I kidding? Let the games begin.
While I haven't made up my mind if I should do it with a stranger or someone I know, I have narrowed down the list of people I would like to fuck. First on the list is Emma, my first girlfriend from when we were young. It's been over 30 years since we last saw each other, but there has always been a connection between us. She's divorced now and lives alone. I'm sure she'd be up for some fun, plus she had a damn good body back in the day.
The second option is Bex, another ex of mine from our mid-twenties. She was bisexual and adventurous in bed with a body to die for. Her hourglass figure and perfect breasts still haunt my fantasies. We broke up when she got engaged, but we still met up occasionally for some mind-blowing sex. To this day, it remains the best sex I've ever had.
Now, the third option is something entirely different. It's someone new that I haven't had sex with before, in fact I hardly know them - the receptionist at work. She's in her twenties and quite a bit younger than me, but damn does she have an ass to die for and those small perky tits drive me wild. The tattoos peeking out from under her clothes hint at hidden desires waiting to be explored. Our conversations are flirty, but who knows if she's just like that with everyone? Yet there's something about her that makes me want her more than anyone else.
So those are my choices: Emma, Bex, or the receptionist at work. To be honest I'd be lucky if any of them agree and I'd be total insane to thinking I could cheating on my wife with more than one of them. But oh how glorious that would be.
Or maybe to keep things safer, I should just go for a stranger using one of those goddamn apps? Who should I choose?
I grabbed a glass and a bottle of whisky for some Dutch Courage. After several large glasses of courage I thought 'Fuck it'.
Why not go for broke? I grabbed my phone and stared at the screen, contemplating whether to send a text or two that would change everything. I didn't have the balls to call anyone. My heart raced with anticipation as I weighed the consequences of my actions.
I had decided that it would be either Emma or Bex. They were both familiar enough to me, but distant enough from my current life to make this rendezvous feel more like an illicit affair than a casual fling. With trembling fingers, I typed a message to Emma
"Hey beautiful, hope you've been well. Been reminiscing about old times lately. especially that night at my brother's wedding 😉" God that night at my brothers wedding was amazing. Thinking about it now all these years later made me horny.
My palms were slick with sweat as I hit the send button
I drank some more whisky. Probably a mistake. In my now drunk and horny state, i figured in for a penny in for a pound and send Becky a message too.
Only it wasn't a message per say, it was more of a picture. To be frank it was a dick pic entitled. "I've shown you mine, now you show me yours" "
There was no turning back now. The ball was in their court, and all I could do was wait anxiously for their responses.
As the minutes turned into what felt like hours, doubt crept into my mind like a venomous snake slithering through tall grass. What if they didn't respond? What if they laughed at me or worse, told everyone about my desperate attempts at infidelity? What would Becky do with the dick pic
To calm my nerves (and perhaps silence the self-doubt), I poured myself another large whiskey and took a long sip. Liquid courage flowed through my veins as I imagined all the naughty possibilities that awaited me if one of them agreed.
The minutes turned into hours, and still no response came, doubt began to gnaw at me like a persistent mosquito buzzing in my ear. What if they had seen my messages and were laughing their asses off? Or worse, what if they thought I was some pathetic loser trying to relive his glory days? The more I thought about it, the more ridiculous and desperate I felt.
Drunk, horny and tired I went up stairs to sleep.
I tossed and turned in bed that night, unable to find any relief from the raging hard-on that plagued me. My mind kept replaying the messages over and over again, analysing every I sent.
Finally, unable to bear it any longer, I decided to take matters into my own hands - quite literally. With a frustrated grunt, I reached down between my legs and slowly wrapped my hand around my thick cock. As I started stroking myself with long, deliberate strokes, images of Emma and Bex flashed through my mind.