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. This is during the summer of 1974. Lenore lives in the same building as Paul. She has been inviting him to her apartment when her aunt isn't there. She turned eighteen the previous winter (I think I placed it in December) and he turned nineteen in May.
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On the Tuesday after the college party, Lenore invited me to her apartment for an afternoon. This would be my second time alone with her there.
In the morning before I was supposed to meet her, I was in my room pondering my still very new relationship with her.
You took me home, you took me to your house. Your father was at work and your mama was out shopping around.
In this case, there was only her Aunt Julia, who would be at work during the day.
Check me into your room . . . why did you do it baby, why did you show me your thing?
That's exactly what happened the previous Tuesday, but she had done much more than that. Following her instructions, we had enacted a session of mutual masturbation. It wasn't quite like fully losing my virginity, but it was a good start. She had told me little of what she had done in the past, and I hadn't confirmed the fact of my own virginity. In my case, the big, final event was obviously going to be soon.
I was struck by how Lenore, who had first seemed like a nice but unexceptional young woman, was using her sexual power over me. She was setting the tone and pace for everything that was happening, and she wasn't timid about it. Maybe her agenda was to launch herself into full adult womanhood and do it pretty quickly too.
Maybe I had nothing to complain about because at the age of nineteen I needed to launch myself into full adult manhood. Yet I was aware that maybe I should be taking the initiative, not her. Relationship dynamics were mostly an unknown topic to me. In 1974, there was no Internet and it was difficult to get other people's opinions about such matters. In any case, her sexual knowledge seemed to be beyond my own.
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I had asked her to meet me on a bench in Bronx Park, across the street from our building. In the previous week, it had been awkward to go to her apartment straight off and find that she had dressed up for me. She had worn a skirt, not her usual jeans or shorts, to make an impression. She had succeeded.
Now on this pleasant morning, I spotted her before she saw me approaching.
You were my queen and I was your fool.
I pulled myself together and stepped in front of her.
"Hey, Paul, how are you doing?"
She gave me a few moments to look her over. Her appearance may have been something close to what is now called "business casual," although that phrase was far in the future.
Her dark hair was loose and down to her shoulders. She had a white short-sleeved blouse that buttoned up the front, and a loose-fitting dark-blue skirt than come down just above her knees. I noted her nylon stockings and her black medium-heeled shoes. I immediately understood that she had dressed up for me again and she was going to pull me into her frame, as the term is now.
She looked fresh-faced in the sunshine and almost modest. Any older person seeing her might think,
what a nice young girl; I wonder where she goes to college?
Actually, in a few weeks, she would be enrolled at Lehman College a few miles away. However, there was another side to her that I had seen the week before.
This girl of mine is a hot number, and pretty fast too.
She indeed made me feel good, made me feel all right.
We sat there and made-out for a while. Then she said, "Let's go upstairs; I have some nice surprises for you."
Oh yeah, baby, lay in on me.
I was under her spell and would have followed her anywhere.
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We had glasses of wine as we sat on the bed in her room. After talking for a little while and doing some smooching, she revealed something new to me. "Aunt Julia is a big collector of porn magazines."
"I didn't think women looked at porn."
"Well, you thought wrong."
"How do you know about this?"
"She doesn't make an effort to hide them; she leaves them around in drawers and cabinets. A lot of them are from Denmark." This Aunt Julia, whom I hadn't met yet, seemed like an unusual lady.
Lenore said, "I want to show you something in one of them. Give me a moment to get it."
When she came back she had it folded in her hand. She stood there and asked me, "Have you ever seen an explicit magazine?"
"Well, I've seen
Penthouse.
"
"This is way beyond
Penthouse
. I have to warn you, you're in for - a shock, maybe. I wish I didn't have to reveal all of this in one swoop, but I think I have to."
She sat down on the bed next to me. "Are you ready for this? Okay, look at this photo spread."
As she had predicted, I wasn't ready for it. The first panel showed a woman, maybe in her thirties, putting her make-up on in front of a mirror. She was wearing some kind of see-through pink top. There was no bra, but she did have a black garter and straps holding up her stockings. Her outfit didn't look like street clothes.
After that, there were two guys in business clothes who did all sorts of activities with her. Her cunt got licked and there was a lot of cock-sucking going on. Her method of operation was to be fucked by one guy while sucking on the other one. She got entered from the front while she sat on a chair. There were also several rear entry penetrations, and she did a reverse cowgirl on one of them. I couldn't quite look at the last two panels.