Contrarily to what most people believe, there are a lot of women who crave anal sex out there. Trust me on that one. The name is Samuel Xavier. My friends call me Brother Samuel. A big and tall, good-looking bisexual black gentleman in his mid-twenties living in the city of Brockton, Massachusetts. Also known as Champion City, USA. The summer of 2009 is upon us. It's getting hot out there. A brother like me needs some adventure. Boredom is bad for men's health, if you catch my drift.
Lately, I've been so stressed out that it's gotten unhealthy. I'm quite mad at the world these days. I've had one too many run-ins with the racist men and racist women of law enforcement. I'm a black male college graduate, author and community helper. I'm currently a student at the Suffolk University Law School. I live in a nice house. I pay my taxes. I don't break the law. I don't make waves. The most radical thing I do is write a few edgy stories.
So why is it that every white person with a grudge against blacks in general seems to come after me? They're bus drivers, policemen, policewomen, librarians and even nurses. Everywhere I go, I run into these haters. People tell me that I have what's called racial paranoia. I think there is a lot of racism in the world and it's not going away anytime soon. I don't think black people should blindly trust every white person they think they know. If that makes me paranoid, so be it. Don't think of me as a bigot. I've got Irish, Jamaican, African-American, Jewish, Cape Verdean, Asian and Hispanic friends. Individuals I don't have a problem with. It's when people get into secretive little groups that I can't stand them.
My shrink and my friends agree. I must get a grip otherwise I'm going to lose it. I must deal with my fears. I've gone up against so much, folks. Man-haters. Racists. Sociopaths. I've met them all. And I've tangled with all of them. I am really worried about what happens when people who fall into these categories rise to positions of power. It's bad for the world. Bad for America. Vigilance is the price I think we have to pay to be a little safer. Security doesn't exist in the real world. Caution is what we must embrace.