He was in it - he knew. She was like discovering heroin. Kevin's mind was on fire, the highest high that he could even remember. He was going over the taste of her mouth for the tenth time, fixing his dick in his pants for the tenth time, remembering how her hand felt against his cock for the tenth time and found himself walking past a familiar set of doors...
Only to realize that he was walking past his own building's lobby. It was like he had teleported the 10 blocks between Brooke's place and his.
He did a double take and shook his head. He was still a little tipsy from the party but not tipsy enough to miss his own door. No - that was all her. He wasn't a particularly superstitious man, and he never thought of himself as needy...
But he rubbed his key fob and opened the door and waited for the elevator all with a single idea in his head. An idea so foreign to him, that he wondered if he was losing his mind...
He thought to himself that he might have actually just met his future fucking wife.
Kevin shook the thought away. It was a ridiculous idea. But the connection between them was so debilitating - the spark so obvious. There was no imbalance there - they talked to each other and were genuinely riveted by each other. Tonight wasn't just a means to an end like so many other nights before. Nothing that had happened tonight was just a dance to allow them to fuck. She was as coy and ladylike as she could be given the fact that she was horny as hell for him and he couldn't have been any more obvious that he wanted her. But if she had turned him down, he would have still wanted to spend every second with her. Beyond the drumbeat call of his dick throbbing like it had been waiting to be inside of her his entire life, there was the clarity - he missed her already. Missed her goofy sense of humour...her cheeks when she smiled.
Going down her fire escape would make one hell of a story to tell their kids...
"What the fuck has gotten into you?" he muttered under his breath, berating himself as he got to his door.
His laptop was open on the bed. He knew that he shouldn't, knew what a fucking loser it would make him...
But there was the clarity again. He kicked off his shoes, typed her name into Google and went down the rabbit hole.
***
Kevin opened his eyes again to see his ceiling. He must have fallen asleep. The time said 3 am.
He should have been worried, startled. Instead he was just relieved.
She picked up his laptop from off of his stomach and set it on the sidetable. The lemon scent of her perfume danced all around him.
"I wasn't sure I could wait," he said smiling at her.
Brooke didn't smile back. "I was sure that I couldn't," she said settling on the bed between his legs. She promptly started undoing his pants.
"'First chance I got' I believe you asked," she said, wrestling his pants underneath him. "So I snuck out," she finished proudly.
"What a big girl you are," Kevin said. He was trying to play it cool but he was so overjoyed to have her in his bed that he thought he was about to pass out. "You don't need no stinking curfew." Light and playful. Trying desperately to keep it light and playful while the blood in his brain was evaporating fast.
"Right?" she said, smiling, settling up between his legs, her face next to his crotch. His cock felt like it was pulsing and she didn't belabour a thing. Her french manicured nails pulled the elastic down and had his cock in her fingertips and she licked a trail from his nuts up to the tip of him along the belly of his dick that was as intense as anything had ever felt since he lost his virginity nearly 20 years earlier.
"Ohhhh, Jesus fuck," he breathed out, trying to sit up to get a better view.
Her hand went to his stomach pushing him back down, her nails scratching against his skin. A quick smile came to his face.
But it didn't last long. Her licking of his cock continued, wordlessly, almost as if this quick introduction was her making up for the interruption that he'd suffered earlier on. And his smile and giddiness quickly evaporated at the sensation of her tongue caressing his shaft like his dick was a popsicle melting in the sun.
"Fuck...baby...!" was the sound that came from his mouth as he stared unblinkingly at her tongue as it drew every last drop of blood into his cock. His mouth was dry from having it hanging open, his jaw opening wider and wider each time her tongue went down and then painted its way back up to where her lips would meet and plant a kiss at the tip of him, each stroke a journey 5% closer to an ending that he never wanted to come.
"You have a really nice cock," she whispered with a guilty smile, jerking him slowly up and down, biting her lip. "I hope this makes up for sending you home empty-handed."
"You...you...shit," he panted out when she finally dropped her mouth around the top of him and gently sucked him proper. The words felt like cottonballs in his mouth, his breath shaky as his abs burned to keep him upright enough to stare at her mouth. "Baby...you need to cool it...or I'm gonna make a mess like...like I'm a fucking teenager..."
She smiled with his cock still partway in her mouth before lifting her mouth off of him and stroking his cock in her palm like he was a newborn.
"We have all night..." she whispered matter-of-factly, green eyes staring into his soul.
You're like a fucking dream
, he thought.
***
His eyes opened again, staring at his ceiling. It was morning. He forgot himself, where he was, where he had been.
Then the fog lifted. He remembered the laptop open on his chest, her LinkedIn profile dimming as his eyes fluttered closed...
And her eyes dancing in his lap...the warmth of her...how fucking ecstatic he'd just been...
It was a dream. He'd been dreaming about her all night and woke wondering if any of it had been real. The scratch on his arm from when he'd gone down the fire escape. His dick was so hard that he knew that I'd be an hour before he could take a proper piss. Then he checked his phone.
He saw the notification, her name, felt his heart race. Touched the screen to find a picture of Brooke.
Still in her bra and panties from last night, she looked to be in her bed, the angle of the shot looking down her body between her tits - the endless, solid black seam of her cleavage was precisely in the middle of the shot. Her hand was underneath her panties, leaving nothing to the imagination as to what her fingers were doing.
The text read: I went to bed tonight thinking of you...
He closed his eyes and dropped the phone against his chest.
Fuck this
, he thought.
He propped the phone up against the sheets and it took him all of three minutes to rub one out.