This story occurred many years ago. I wanted to leave a record behind of what happened before I pass away. I am now 97 years of age. I am telling this story to my Care Worker at the Home where I now live, she is very kindly typing this up for me. I am in a retirement home in Oslo, Norway.
The story begins, sadly with me making a bad decision. When the German Army invaded Norway on April 9th 1940 the population split. Some supported the Germans and some supported the Allies. My brother who was a couple of years older than me and was a supporter of the fascist Norwegian Party like many young people at the time. My Mother and Father were against faacist Hitler and the Germans and were proud Norwegians. At the time, my brother Olaf supported the right wing policies and he was my best friend so I latched on to his thoughts and opinions. I, Heidi did not know anything about Hitler's terrible policies and the final solution. Genocide of ethnic groups or the murder of Jews.
Olaf joined the Nordland Regiment of German Troops and went off to fight against the Russians who as Communists were the main opponent of the Fascists. The Nordland regiment had all sorts of men from various northern countries; Denmark, Norway, Holland, etc., who supported the Nazis.
I offered my services to the Germans Army in support of my brother. I was conscripted to perform administration duties. Typing orders, stock taking, troop leave management, all sorts of paperwork really.
I became friends with the commanding officer; a Colonel Heinz from Munich. He was always looking at my legs or chest while he spoke to me. At first I found him very authoritarian. But after our first Christmas party when he drank a lot of Schnapps, he became a lot more friendly and tried to kiss me. I being a non drinker managed to push him into an arm chair and then watched him succumb to alcohol and fall asleep.
I was able to use his inappropriate behaviour that occurred that night to keep him under my control. I said to him a few days later, as he spoke to me while looking at my chest.
"Excuse me! My eyes are up here. Can you look at my face when you talk to me please!"
"Achtung! I do apologise!" He said as he raised his vision up to my face and looked in my eyes.
Don't get me wrong he was a nice guy. We had good fun, I just did not fancy him. My work colleague Gerd had the hots for Heinz. When next Christmas party came around, both Gerd and Heinz disappeared for several hours. The next day Gerd filled me in on how Heinz had popped her cherry behind the troop barracks shed.
Work was mundane and several years passed with me working for the Germans. They kept half a million troops in Norway. This was so that the Allies would not invade. It was only in 1944 that I discovered that Germany was losing the war. We had not been told anything about Russia driving the Germans all the way back to Poland or the D-day invasion on the French coast.
I was summoned to Colonel Heinz's office. When I arrived he was not happy. He had married Gerd last year and she was more than pleased with her husband. She told me all about him and their love making.
Heinz walked up to me and spoke;
"You know I have always desired you? You are the most beautiful female in our team. I trust you not to tell Gerd but I have always wanted to have you. To give you my big cock up your cunt."
I blushed with shock as he spoke. He pushed me towards his desk. He said;
"I have been ordered to send a female to headquarters to become a double agent to spy on the Tommies for our Fuhrer. If you agree to let me shag you now, I wont put your name forward. As you know spies are very often caught by the British and shot."
He pushed my head down on his desk while his hips pressed against the back of my skirt. I have wanted you for years now if you join in and willingly let me have you I will send Gerd instead. I have had her so many times, it is time for her to go. He pulled my skirt up over my bum cheeks. Then pulled my knickers down round my ankles.
I was stunned and panicking caused me to freeze and not know what to do. His arm held my neck down on his desk. His other hand pulled his trouser zip down. I looked over my shoulder and saw him pull a long but skinny penis out of his fly and bring it towards me.
Instinctively I lifted my right leg up fast and backwards. I kicked him in the bollocks with my heel. He immediately fell on the floor.
"You nasty piece of work!" I said to him. "Gerd loves you and you treat her like shit."
"Get out of here you slut, bitch, stupid cow, piss off. You are going to England now and that will be the end of you. You dick head!" I saw tears in his eyes as his bollocks were up inside his crutch.
I was sent on a training course for 6 weeks, and taught how to apply for jobs in the British secret service, how to use a transmitter to provide information to my superiors, how to put together a Luger pistol from parts hidden in my clothes and counterfeit pound notes so I could buy my way out of trouble.
I was allowed home for a few days before I was to be sent off on a mission. My brother Olaf was back home. He was a shadow of his former self. He told me about the horrors the Einsatzgruppen had carried out behind the German Army lines. Now the Army retreated on all fronts the soldiers became aware of the concentration camps, gas chambers and the holocaust. He said there was no food, ammunition, supplies or troops being sent to the front. Germany was going to lose the war, it was just a question of time. He went to push his hair off his forehead when I saw he had lost his right arm at the elbow.
"Ah! I keep forgetting that happened!" he said. "The Spanish troops fighting for the Germans in the Azul Division were recalled by their leader Franco. They had fought well, much better than we expected. But once they went home we were outnumbered and the Nordland Regiment was wiped out. I was sent back due to the injury to my arm. But it took me days to reach safety and by then to save me they had to remove my arm. I hugged him and cried and cried. My Mother and Father came and they hugged us too. Dad said;
"You will stay with us now. The Allies will win this war, you made a mistake helping the Jerrys. But we love you so you will change sides."
"I don't see that happening Papa." I said. I have been conscripted into the Gestapo spying division. I am being sent to England in a few days.
"Well my girl." Dad said. "You will be better staying in England till the war is over for safety. Get the Brits to protect you from Nazi spies or the Fifth Column hiding in the UK."
A squad of Wehrmacht troops called round to our house a few days later. I was forcefully grabbed and pulled out the front door. My brother appeared with his military jacket over his shoulder. It had SS badges on his collar. The troops immediately apologised to him. His division was highly respected so when he told them I was his sister they immediately backed away and apologised for being rough. My Dad said:
"You will have to burn that jacket soon son. The SS have a very bad reputation and taken part in massacres and hate crime. Even though you have not, that jacket will tar you with the same brush!"
Luckily the soldiers did not hear that. I was escorted away. The next day I was on a fishing boat heading across the North Sea. It was sailed by Kriegsmarine German Navy sailors. I was dressed in fisherman's clothes with a hat to hide my long blond hair, loose clothes to hide my boobs and female buttocks, just in case we were searched by the Royal Navy.
At night off the coast of Northumberland I was rowed ashore by the fishermen in a dinghy.
I threw my suitcase onto the beach and jumped out of the boat. I ran ashore in the dark and hid in the undergrowth until the sun came up.
I got out of my wet fishing clothes and changed into my civilian garments out of the suitcase. I wore a nice flowery dress which reached my knees, stockings and black shoes. I put in clips to hold my hair up as was the fashion at the time. I had no bra. My boobs had been wrapped up by a cloth wound around my chest to hide them. Now I was in England I unwrapped them but had no bra. I just went with it. The dress wasn't see through and they kept their position well. So off I went. I had a forged railway ticket to take me to London. I boarded the train at Darlington after being given a lift by another Norwegian girl, Olga in Britain also working for the Nazis.