I couldn't believe it was happening. I was so nervous I was shaking. I sat in my car, knowing what my goal was, and shook; both excited and terrified.
You and I are both married. Both in love with our spouse, but both wanting more in our sex lives. We're so much alike sexually, it's scary.
We'd had our encounters, sure. Hugging for far too long in secluded parking lots. Occasionally me kissing your neck or pulling your hair as the sexual tension mounts. You jumping onto me, wrapping your legs around my waist, and me shoving you against a wall or my car. Often my hands would run over the glorious curves of your body, but each time we'd fight our urges, and we'd push away, say good bye, and go our separate ways.
That day I had other plans.
Your husband had to work. You were home alone at your apartment and I didn't have to work myself. I'd made some random excuse to leave and headed straight there.
I'd been to your apartment once before. In the middle of the night I talked you into coming outside onto the stairwell for a kiss. Something I swore would happen only once. However, I wasn't expecting you to come out, and I certainly wasn't expecting it to be you who placed the kiss on me.
I felt unprepared, and that the long-anticipated kiss was a letdown for you. It caught me off guard, so I felt terrible about it.
That day I was going to make it right. You knew I was on my way. You tried to talk me out of it, but only halfheartedly. You wanted me there as much as I wanted to be.
I text you that I was coming up, and that I'd knock until you opened the door. So, I did. I went upstairs and knocked. Almost immediately you opened the door.
I had my usual stupid grin on my face, my mouth cocked to one side.
You smiled, let me in, and quickly closed the door behind you.
At once I grabbed you, shoved you against the wall, pulled your face into my hands and kissed you. Much better than the first time, we sort of melted into each other. I tried using tongue, forgetting that you don't like doing that, and you had to remind me, "No French kissing." That was going to be hard for me, but I'd adapt, for sure.
I started my hands inside the black hoodie you were wearing, grabbing your breast.
I couldn't believe it was happening.