It is amazing to me how liberated I've become. Who knew sex would be this much fun? I'm not saying that sex with my husband isn't truly amazing, because it is, he makes me weak in the knees just by looking at me. But, it is the illicit feelings that an affair brings that really excite me.
The first time I fucked a man that wasn't my husband, I felt horrible. I cried, even though I had wanted it desperately. I'd knowingly let him into my hotel room with the intent of fucking him senseless. And, I had, but I cried because I felt so guilty for cheating on my husband. I found that faded with time.
The second man I dallied with was an all too brief but amazing time. He taught me a lot about myself, and opened me up to new worlds sexually. He made me realize how much of a sexual creature I am. He took me on wild rides, and I don't regret that time at all. How could I? It made me ripe for the picking by my newest fuck friend.
Here lately, I'd become pretty satisfied with fucking my husband on a regular basis and pleasuring myself every chance I got. I even got pretty good at fingering myself to orgasm sitting in my office chair, and so far, no one has noticed.
But, then, I ran into him. I think I'd known him forever, as long as I can remember, and he's always been a "Mister" to me, thanks to my proper southern upbringing. He and his wife have been friends of my family for most of my life. When I happened to run into him while out one night with a coworker, I thought he looked amazing. Salt and pepper hair, still very strong physique, taller than me by a good foot, and the broadest shoulders I'd ever seen. We talked, and when he leaned in to talk to me over the noise of the band, I took the opportunity, and the chance, and rubbed up against him as much as I could. He laughed softly into my ear, and leaned in closer and nibbled gently on my lobe. It was truly all I could do to not rip at his clothes then and there. Several more times through the night, he'd take advantage of the band playing to lean in and gently lick my neck under the guise of talking to me. He'd kiss and nibble all along my sensitive neck.
He asked me to walk with him to go get a drink, and, as we walked through the swarming crowd, he pulled me up against him, pushing his rock hard dick into my back. I couldn't' seem to help myself, I turned around and pressed my belly up against him, and let my fingers creep down to wrap around him, as much as his jeans would let me.
After we had each gotten our drinks, we drifted to a secluded corner, and he leaned in to talk to me again. "What would your parents think of you acting like this?" I laughed, and said, "Are you really thinking about my parents right now?" He admitted that no, they were the last thing on his mind.
Older men have a frankness, a no bull shit style that always turns me on. They have learned that life is too short to beat around the bush and play stupid games. I love that directness. He moved even closer, pushing me up against the wall of the building, and said, "Do I make you hot? Are you wet, just thinking about me? Do you want me to fuck you?" I groaned what was supposed to be a "YES!" but came out more just a guttural acquiescence. He knew I was his for the taking.
Unfortunately, I'd come with a coworker who did not need to be in on our growing little secret, so we spent the night touching as innocently as we could make it appear, and enjoying the noise around us that afforded us the opportunity to whisper in each other's ears.
Under the guise of keeping in touch with him, I grabbed a card from my purse, jotted my cell number on it, and couldn't resist adding "For a good time call." He laughed, and said that he would definitely be calling.
Knowing that we are both working adults, it became amazingly easy to sneak off in the middle of the day and spend time together. The first time I met him, we just went to lunch. He wanted to talk. To make sure I knew what I was getting into, to make sure I was sure I wanted to do this. I laughed, and shocked him by telling him about my two other lovers. "Wow, you sure have grown up, haven't you?" he mused.