I have always been a well behaved girl. Good grades, wholesome friendships, a boyfriend that my parents approved of. Unlike my older brother, who was wild, I had never given my parents reasons to worry. If anything, my dad would be concerned that I was too serious, and suggest that I would go out clubbing instead of staying at home with my books. But I have always been happy as I was.
This is why it came as a big surprise when, on my eighteenth birthday, I announced that I would move to the city and postpone my university degree.
"I am very grateful for my wonderful family", I said, "But I need to see the world a bit more before deciding what to do in life. I have been too sheltered, and I do need to understand things a bit better."
My parents were shocked, but neither of them tried to stop me. "I don't understand what you are doing, but I trust you, Hannah. You have always been wise." My dad said.
Later that day, my mum confessed that she wish she had done something similar. "I love my career, I adore your father and I am proud of the life we've built, but... I do wonder what would have happened if I took some time off to understand what I really wanted from life. I was so young when I chose my degree, and the only reason why I chose to be a doctor was because my father was a doctor too. And I married dad way too early - I should have given myself time to know other people." I kissed her and said I understood.
One week later I left to the big city. I rented a room in a flat share and took a job in a local museum. The view from the window of my small room, overseeing the roofs made gold with the sun, made me feel a thrill of excitement. I was alone for the first time. I had a life that was all mine. I could do exactly what I wanted - a sense of freedom I had never felt before. No school, no assignments, no time for dinner. I could do exactly as I pleased. No expectations. No one even knew me!
Working at the museum wasn't difficult. I did a bit of everything, from being at reception to cleaning the windows. The money was quite bad, but it wasn't stressful or too boring. The visitors were rare, and as a result I could spend a lot of free time at the computer, reading a book or chatting with the rest of the staff, if they were around. A girl called Emma has been working there for a couple of years, and she told me everything I had to know about my job, and much more. Emma was six or seven years older than me, and I admired her enormously. She was confident, funny and absolutely gorgeous. I wished I was like her, and I found myself copying her unconsciously.
I have always been self-conscious of my body. I am short, my hair is too straight and my boobies are too big. At school, I have always tried to hide them in loose clothes, because I hated the way boys leered at me. I still remember, full of shame, the day I found out that the boys in my class rated me "BB & BT", which apparently stood for "best bum and best tits". I was so angry. I felt they were mocking me.
Emma, on the other hand, had no problems in being stared at. Her boobies were also quite big - actually, they were bigger than mine, because she was a little bit chubbier, while I had a more slender figure. She wore very tight, low-cut t-shirts and skinny jeans that left nothing to the imagination. One warm day she came with a lovely black dress which hugged her figure so well I felt a little bit attracted to her.
"Are you going somewhere, Emma?" I asked. Her thick brown hair cascaded down her pale shoulders, in a sophisticated hairdo. Her long lashes had at least two layers of mascara, and her lips were a beautiful coral pink. She laughed.
"How did you notice? Yes, I am going somewhere. I will have a first date today. I am absolutely on fire." She opened her handbag and showed me something long and pearly pink. "See this?" she asked, conspiratorially. "This is a state-of-art dildo. I have been using it every night for the past week. I am so horny, I need to fuck someone. So I accepted to go on this first date with my friend's friend. He is a bit stupid, I must admit, but he is very good looking and I do need to have sex with someone. I decided he would do!" She winked at me, smiling.
I wasn't sure what to say. I have never seen a dildo before, and I have never heard anyone being so open about their sexual needs. I have surely felt horny before, and I had played with myself at night. Me and my ex boyfriend had had sex many times, but I would never dream of telling this to anyone. It was something very private to me, and I felt a mix of excitement and disapproval towards Emma. She didn't seem to notice, though, and carried on telling me about her plans for the evening. Later on, when I saw her leave, I couldn't stop picturing her fucking some sexy stranger, her beautiful hair messy and wet, the dress pulled up, the hand of the stranger in her boob. The thought made me inexplicably wet.
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The next day was a Saturday. I am not sure if it was Emma's fault, or if I just hadn't had sex in a while, but I woke up incredibly horny. I had this crazy sex dream where Emma was being fucked in the museum reception by my ex-boyfriend. He pulled her top down and was sucking her tits, and then he pulled the skirt up and she wasn't wearing any underwear, and he fingered her and she moaned loudly, and then he fucked her hard on top of the table. I woke up almost in the verge of an orgasm, my vulva dripping with desire. I rubbed my fingers lightly over my outer lips and over my clit, the other hand massaging my boobies under the nightie. A wave of pleasure run through my body, and I rolled over my stomach, the images of Emma and my ex-boyfriend still on my head. I rubbed my vulva against my flat hand, moving my pelvis as I imagined them fucking over the museum table. As the orgasm approached, I introduced a finger up my arse, and my whole body twitched and contorted as a soft moan escaped my lips. I laid there for a few more minutes, enjoying the warmth of the morning sun rays.