Angie
Waiting for Angie to collect me on Sunday, I had mixed emotions. I couldn't imagine living in Ellen's spare room on a permanent basis, but I wondered how I would manage living on my own. This would not be like going to university. I wouldn't have hundreds of others around me all in the same boat. I would only have work colleagues, people with established links to friends and family. I wasn't going hundreds of miles away, but I would still be the outsider.
Once in the car, Angie was bubbling over with excitement. I tried to talk to her about the arrangements we had made, trying to explain about my desire to avoid complications. She wouldn't listen though. I changed tack and asked how she felt about going behind Gerry's back.
"I'm not. He wants our sex to be better too, so I told him. He was a bit put out, obviously, but I said that since no man had ever made me come, it wasn't his fault, it was me. I was hoping that with you, I can find a way."
"I'm not some sex therapist Angie! I've just somehow managed to have a lot of sex these last few months."
"Has any girl you fucked ever failed to come?"
I had to confess, apart from with Ellen, the answer was no.
"Believe me, Harry. That makes you very unusual."
She was silent for a minute or so.
"Look, I understand you don't want problems. But if this works out, by the time you start work in the bar, we won't be fucking any more. I'll be with Gerry and if she has her way, you'll be fucking Ellen."
Another silence as the implications of that sank in.
"Perhaps I'm clutching at straws and expecting too much. Please though, Harry, at least try tonight."
This was a strange position to be in for me. Since Ann asked me to be her first, I'd had a constant succession of girls wanting me to fuck them. Every teenager's fantasy. At one point I had been wondering if I could hang around and see how many of the next cohort of 18 year old girls I could bag, and maybe the one after that. I knew though that this couldn't go on for ever. What might be considered normal behaviour for an 18 year old boy with an 18 year old girl, is looked on rather differently if the man is 25 or 26 and he is still chasing teenage girls. However seductive the fantasy, I had to draw a line somewhere. With older women, I wouldn't have these problems and yet here I was, turning down the second older woman in 24 hours.
I sighed.
"OK. I can't guarantee anything, or that if we succeed, it will make any difference between you and Gerry. If you can't make progress with him after being with me, it will change your relationship, however we get on. That will be your problem to deal with. I'm not getting involved."
She squealed with delight.
"Thank you Harry."
It was a bit weird once we got to Ellen's flat. Ellen and Angie were both full of innuendo, teasing me about living with two women. Ellen joked about locking her door to be safe, but Angie told her she'd be fine -- she was going to lock me in.
Ellen eventually went off to bed, leaving me with Angie. She went to the bathroom and I heard the usual noises of cleaning teeth.
When she came out she went straight to her room, saying only that she would call me, I expected that when she called she would be sprawled out on the bed, wearing nothing much -- at least I hoped so. The reality was rather different. She was in bed with the sheets drawn up tight to her chin. I tried to pull them back but she held on tight. When I started undressing she turned her back on me. I climbed in beside her and cuddled up to her. She was stiff and unresponsive and made no move to turn towards me. I had expected her to be naked, but she had on some sort of nightdress.
"If you are having second thoughts I don't mind. I can sleep on the sofa bed."
"No, I still want you to do it."
I wasn't exactly reassured, but ran my arm around her to pull her closer, cupping her breast in my hand, feeing it jiggle in my hand. I continued my exploration of her body, my erection growing, pushing between her legs. She felt every bit as luscious as I had imagined. Her breasts were soft and round and so was her backside. She still seemed reluctant though, with no response to my caressing of her body.
"What's up," I asked. "You don't seem very enthusiastic."
In answer she simply said "I don't understand. I'm here."
"I'm not getting much of a response though."
She rolled on her back.
"I'm ready."
"Why don't you get on top of me? I want to see your gorgeous boobs."
"On top? Why?"
"Because I want to be able to see you and so I get a better idea of what you like."
"I've only ever done it like this." she said in a whisper. "I don't know what you mean."
"OK, relax. We'll start this way and see where it takes us."
I threw back the covers and she gave a little cry.
"Don't you understand, I want to see your body. It is beautiful and sexy and just l
looking at it is a turn on for me."
I
knelt beside her and leaning forwards, kissed the nearest breast, then flicked my tongue across the nipple, then repeated on the other side. I stroked my hand down her body, running my fingers through the mop of pubic hair, gently tugging it. I kissed her navel, licking the skin around it, into it, before heading further south and burying my face between her thighs.