The fire engine rolled down the road with the lights and sirens on. I was putting on my structure gear when my captain yelled to the back "Helen don't rush it looks like this is another false alarm". It had been a busy day call after call and usually by this time i begin to let me mind drift and wander around while in the rig.
I worked countless hours to be a firefighter. Went to college and became an emt working small departments to build a resume in hopes of one day working for a big city. Now after all that time of hard work here i am thinking about something as minor as how i haven't done much in my sex life.
Its not like i didn't have the option to have much of a sex life. I have always gotten attention i was just always so focused on working to make myself successful in this field. It made it easier that i am gay so i didn't really consider any of my coworkers as options to be in a relationship with but that didn't mean i didn't notice them notice me.
I am 28 years old brunette but my past as a volleyball player gave me a slim waist, bubble butt and thicker hips that stayed with me. I always felt like i looked like a regular white girl but i kept hearing how my face is adorable. I am 5'10" with 32 F cup tits which means most of the guys at work if they do notice, see that i have to strap them down so they don't draw to much attention on a day to day basis. I don't mind the attention but never really gave it much thought since i just like girls. I have had a few steady relationships with my current one being the healthiest of them all. My girlfriend Claire has always been supportive but like all my other relationships my sex life was great but very vanilla. We have sex once a week if we are lucky and aren't to busy with work stuff.
But that brings me to my latest predicament. I have never been attracted to men and i have never really given it a second thought, but about a year ago something started to change. I was watching what i thought was girl on girl porn when a man came onto the screen and the girls began to suck him off. I usually skip at this point but for some reason this time watching those girls work his dick made me imagine what it would be like to try myself. I found myself sometimes watching straight porn just focusing on the girl sucking and imagining that i can maybe do it better. I would think to myself that it didn't look so hard or that i could go deeper than that. A year later it has been festering in my mind more and more. Which takes us to now.
I have decided that even though me and Claire are engaged i would regret not trying to suck a dick. My only problem is that i didn't want it to be anyone i actually know personally. So after dinner when i was in my room at the fire station i decided to look online in the few sites i know to solicit strangers for these types of activities.
I saw lots of posts looking for things i wasn't interested in and sent some messages that didn't go anywhere until i found one that wasn't necessarily ideal but reasonable. It was a 45 year old man who claimed his wife had no interest in satisfying him. No one had commented or liked it and i assumed it had to do with his age. Which i didn't love or really hate either. But it was was on my way home from work in the morning and in a nice area and i just wanted to get this out of my system. If i'm going to do this i may as well make some older man feel special if no one else is interested.
I didn't like that he was married but i couldn't judge being in my shoes as well so i messaged him. I told him that I am a 28 year old lesbian who has never been with a guy but would like to see/feel and suck a dick. I could feel the excitement in his immediate reply. He replied, "That sounds great! I would love a blowjob. I'll be alone tomorrow morning if you would like to come by. But if you don't mind sending a photo of yourself or your body with your username in frame just so i know you're real. I'll send one of myself as well." I thought damn i don't want to but it makes sense as long as he went first. After giving my demands i see a photo come into chat. It was a neck down photo of a mans body. Average height and slender with a piece of paper in his hand that said SILVER FOX.