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I felt happy and accomplished just like after my last encounter with a man, which led to a happier life at home together with Claire. It was almost easy to forget that what I was doing was wrong; life felt like it got better for the both of us, as selfish as that sounds. We had our lives together; it just so happened I had a little hobby she wouldn't understand.
Not everything was the same. Before, I'd felt distant, and ashamed of what I'd done behind her back. Now it felt like a fun part of my life that I could explore on my own. I knew I could improve my skills, too, and that there were still plenty of cocks out there that deserved servicing.
Thanks to that new, healthier mindset, our relationship got back on track. We started to go out on dates and spend more time together regularly with only one noticeable change. My newfound confidence made it so that I was more willing to wear clothes I normally wouldn't have. Before, I hadn't liked the attention I'd received while wearing them, but I found myself liking it more and more. Claire loved me and my body, but it wasn't the same. Her love was more sensual. When I was out and about in my risque clothes, I could tell just from a man's look that he thought I was irresistible. The more I thought about it, the more I realized how much I enjoyed men enjoying me. I still enjoyed Claire's sensual touch, but sometimes I wanted her to manhandle my body - just grab on my tits and suck on them like she couldn't resist me and be in bliss like those guys had been. That's just not the relationship I had with girlfriends, though, and that pointed absence of animalistic passion made me want to indulge my urges again. All Claire had on her mind was our date - going to the mall that night - which I still had to get ready for.
I looked at myself in the mirror and admired myself getting ready. My brown hair hung down to the top of my F cup breasts; they sat high on my frame over my slender waist. I stuck my chest out and turned to see my backside in the mirror. My bubble butt stuck out, completing my hourglass physique. I couldn't tell if it was from my time at the gym or just luck that I had it, but I wanted people to enjoy it. It was always a chore to pull my yoga pants on over my ass, but the end result was great since you could see it jiggle as I walked. I put on a crop top, which is a fancy way to name a tank top with spaghetti straps that ends a couple inches below the tits, keeping the stomach exposed. It had deep cleavage, and my breasts were perky enough that I didn't need a bra.
I thought I was ready until Claire walked into the bathroom and caught an eyeful. As she stepped in, her eyes went from playful to concerned. "Oh wow Helen uhm leaving much to the imagination?"
Normally I would have just said she had a point and changed, but all I did was shrug, "I dress for me. It's not my fault if they like to look."
When Claire and I arrived at the mall, I thought I would feel guilt. Being so close to where I'd had my tits sprayed with cum as I'd given Ed my best effort. Instead, I felt excitement as the memories flashed behind my eyes. We got out of the car and Claire pulled a list out of her purse of all the places she wanted to hit. Usually I'm all for shopping, but even for a lesbian the length of the list was daunting. It didn't feel much like a date night, but it was nice to just be together. I grabbed her hand. "Well, I guess let's get started!"
I lost track of how many stores we went into. I started feeling like one of the husbands you see sitting on the couch waiting for their significant other to be done. I made a point to go over to where they were waiting and give them something to look at - bending over, showing cleavage, or sticking my ass out, anything I could get away with. But as time went on even that got boring. That's when I came across a dress much too small to contain my body. I thought it would be funny to put it on and see Claire's reaction, so I grabbed it without her seeing and went to the dressing room.
Maybe I got one even too small as a joke. The cups on the dress could barely cover my nipples and more or less just held up my tits like they were a pair of hands proudly displaying them. The sides of the dress were open, showing my waist, and the back was pulled tight, only covering half my ass. I smiled and called for Claire to come take a look. The door opened a sliver; her face appeared and immediately betrayed shock. She chuckled as she said, "Oh my god, Helen, what are you even doing?" I struck a pose and gave a spin. That's when, just above her head through the crack in the door, I saw him. The security guard who'd seen me tit fucking Ed walked into the store and my whole attention went to him. My arms fell to my sides and my breasts fell out of the top completely. Claire gave out a playful yell and shut the door, saying, "I'll be out here when you're done."
Would he recognize me? I thought to myself. I couldn't decide if I would be happy if he did or offended if he didn't. I got dressed back in my clothes quickly and stepped out slowly, looking through the store. I saw the back of him. He was talking with a woman at the front of the store. His grey button-up security shirt looked a bit baggy on his slightly overweight frame. Same with his black dress pants and tacti-cool duty belt. He walked out the door before I could see much else.
Before I could impulsively follow, Claire came up to me pushing my arm. "Hey! What's with the free show?" She smirked.
I smiled and said, "Good things happen to good people." I realized that I badly wanted to know if he'd wanted a turn with me as well, and if he'd just been nice enough to let Ed finish. I wanted to service his cock right then and there.
We left the store and headed to another. I started thinking of ways I could possibly get away for a bit, as bad as that sounds. I quietly tried to plan my escape, but I couldn't figure out a way to get Claire and I both home separately without raising suspicion. It began to look like a futile effort, and I resigned myself to just finishing the day with Claire. Disappointed, I looked at my phone and saw emails from work. Oh! I thought, I could tell Claire that someone had to leave my station and they need a firefighter there the rest of the night. That way I'll just go to my station after and be at work for tomorrow morning. My station had extra beds; the plan would work, I thought, as long as no one investigated much.
I waited a few minutes and pulled my phone out again. My mouth was dry from my nerves, knowing I had to lie. I pulled up a random email to look like I was reading. "Oh, Claire, it looks like they need a firefighter to backfill the rest of the night at my station. I should probably take that since I work tomorrow anyway."
Claire looked a little disappointed. "Aw man, but we were having so much fun! I don't want to leave yet."
"Well, we are almost done anyway, and it'll be easy overtime. I can Uber to the station; it's not far from here. How about I buy you something nice with some of the money from it?" I took out my purse and handed her some cash.
Claire smiled at me. "You don't have to do that, but fine; if you think you should go, be safe."
I gave her a kiss goodbye. "Send me a picture of the present I got you. I'll see you at home!"
I walked in the direction I'd seen the security guard go and tried to make some distance from where I knew Claire was going to be. I kept walking and looking until I finally saw him. He was a Hispanic man around 35 years old. He had a buzz cut, the beginnings of a goatee I didn't recall him having had before, and a light scar that went down his right cheek. His ill-fitting uniform held in his beer gut and looked baggy on his tattooed arms. He was looking to the side, away from me, until I was finally standing right in front of him. He turned to address me, and he looked inquisitive until his eyes grew wide in surprise.
"Hello Mr. err Sanchez," I read on his nametag. "I would like to make a report about something I saw." My voice was quite chipper; I was practically bouncing.
He stuttered for a second as he responded. "Oh umm, About what?" His eyes dipped from mine, looking towards my cleavage.
"Well, I would rather tell you in a more private place, but..." I looked around and leaned into his ear and whispered. "I saw someone sucking cock in the parking lot."
He looked surprised by what I'd said and looked around to see if anyone had overheard."Oh, wow, ya, maybe we should talk about that in private. I'll take the details in our security office if that's okay with you." He pointed in the direction down an ally between two businesses.
"No problem!" I said cheerily, and began to strut my hips in front of him. We rounded the corner to a solitary white door that had a poorly made 'Security' sign over the top.
He typed his code on a keypad and opened the door for me. "Right this way," he said, and ushered me in.