Pamela was the girl next door and quite a honey. She was an outgoing sort of girl, friendly and easy to please. The sort of girl who you would want to take to a fancy restaurant, but who you knew wouldn't complain if you were a little short and took her to McDonalds.
She worked as a checkout chick at the local supermarket, meaning she was chronically underpaid and always short of a dollar. I took unconscionable advantage of this one day, shortly after her eighteenth birthday. She had a big date coming up on the weekend, so I figured she wouldn't mind a little honest paid employment.
I hailed her as she was passing one evening. I was doing some research for a story I was writing and needed a little help. Would she be willing to give me a hand? Twenty bucks an hour and I'd pay her a minimum of fifty. She jumped at the chance and I suggested she come over after dinner.
Pam came trotting over later. She was dressed casually, T-shirt and yoga-pants. I do like yoga pants. They show off a girl's figure so nicely, and Pam had a figure worth showing.
I showed her into the front room and as soon as she stepped onto the rug I had there I hit her smartly across the back of her knees. It wouldn't have hurt, but her knees promptly buckled and she went down, landing on her hands and knees.
I was ready for what was going on, whereas Pam was taken completely by surprise. I had hold of her yoga-pants and had both them and her panties down and clear of her bottom while she was still starting to react.
With one hand on the small of her back, holding her in place, I was kneeling behind her, my cock pressing lightly against her pussy. She knew immediately what it was and just froze for a second.
I took advantage of that stillness to stand up, zip up and move over to the couch.
"So, tell me, Pam," I said. "What did it feel like when you thought you were about to be raped? What sort of thoughts went racing through your head?"
She turned her head and looked at me. Ever heard the term balefully? That defines the look in her eyes.
"What?" she hissed at me.
"Research, remember? I need to know how a young woman feels when unexpectedly assaulted and they just know they're going to be raped. So how did it feel?"
"Research? You scared me out of my wits for research?"
Her voice, I noticed was getting higher. Shock and anger.
"OK. I've got the shock and anger from after the event, but what about during the event?"
"How did I feel? I felt betrayed. I was petrified. I was appalled that this was happening to me. I couldn't believe it. I felt helpless. Is that what you want to know?"
"It'll do for starters," I told her. "During the event, fright, betrayal, disbelief, and helpless. After the event shock, anger and forgetfulness. Hmm. Any feeling of arousal before or after?"
Pam was standing there, glowering at me.
"No. No arousal, before or after. And what do you mean forgetfulness. I remember very well what you did."
"Uh-huh. No feeling of let down that it didn't actually happen? Why don't you tell me about it from your point of view?"
"Let down? Why on earth would I be disappointed because you didn't rape me? And how did I see it? I walked in and you pushed me down and ripped off my pants and oh my god!" she finished in a wail.