It was coming close to the end of the school year, and my daughter Grace was feeling overwhelmed with the amount of work she had to do. She was getting ready for school one morning, and she had a bit of a breakdown.
"Daddy, it's just too much. I have so much homework, and now I have two projects that I need to do too. I just can't get it all done," she complained.
"You need to stay focused and stick it out, Gracie. You're almost there."
"But it's so hard. I have no time to myself. All I do is homework!"
"Honey, you certainly spend enough time on Twitter and Instagram and texting. I think maybe you're over exaggerating a bit."
"I'm not, Daddy! Now I need a book from the library for this project. I don't know when I'm going to get that," she wailed and started sobbing.
"Okay honey. I'll get the book for you. When you come home today, let's work on a plan for how you can get everything done, okay?"
Grace calmed down a bit and shook her head. She gave me a hug and a peck on the cheek, grabbed her backpack, and headed for the door.
"I'll see you later, daddy."
"Gracie? What book do you need?"
"Oh," she giggled. She pulled a sheet of paper out of her backpack, and handed it to me. "I need any one of the books on that list. Thanks Daddy!" She flew out the door and headed for school.
When most people think of the New York Public Library, they think about the landmark location on Fifth Avenue, with the big stone arches and columns and lions out front. For many people in the city, that location is not at all convenient. Fortunately, there are quite a few much smaller branches sprinkled all throughout the city. I went online and saw that my local branch had a number of the books on Grace's list available. Going to the library was not the way I intended to spend one of my vacation days this week, but I figured I'd get in and out pretty quickly.
I stopped at a Starbucks and strolled down to the branch on 79th Street, sipping coffee and listening to music. When I arrived, I finished my coffee and walked inside. The branch isn't very large, comprised of a main room for adults on the first floor, and a room for children on the second. I walked over to one of the computers to locate a book on the list. I found the listing in the online category, but it didn't really help me with where it would be in this branch. Frankly, I haven't actually used a library in ages. I was actually a bit lost.
I decided to wander the shelves a bit, trying to figure out how the library organized books. I spent about five minutes nosing around, and a library employee carrying an armload of books rushing past me.
"Excuse me," I called out.
She took another step or two, and it was quite obvious that she wanted to keep going. She did stop, and turned around, prepared, I am sure, to tell me that she couldn't help me at that moment. She opened her mouth to say something, then stopped and smiled. She tried speaking again, and once again just smiled. It was a moment that I'm having a very difficult time explaining. There was an instant attraction and connection between us. It wasn't like one of those-look at that fucking piece of ass-kind of moments. It was different. I'd say love at first sight, but without the love, but not necessarily lust either. We just somehow clicked.
I stood there a bit dumbfounded just looking at her, and she switched over to an amused smile, tilting her head a bit to one side as if to say...Yes? You needed...? In those slow motion seconds, I took her all in. She had full, soft looking lips, brown eyes and long brown hair with what I guess were henna highlights. She was pretty, but the kind of pretty that would be overlooked by many people that only looked for common beauty. She had curves and was well proportioned, not skinny but certainly not fat.
She shifted her weight onto her other foot, still looking at me, he smile now bordering on a giggle.
"Um, hi," I began. "Sorry...I can see that you're busy. I was just trying to find a book for my daughter," I said, trailing off.
"It's okay," she said. "What book are you looking for?"
I pulled out the list and showed it to her. "Actually, any book on this list, but I know that this one is available for sure according to the online listing," I said, pointing to a title on the list.
"That could be in one of two places. Let's try over here," she said, walking towards the back of the library. I followed behind her, watching her ass as she walked. She was definitely a curvy woman, in just the right way. She was wearing jeans, and her ass filled them out very nicely. She also had nice wide hips, which I have always loved in a woman.
She stopped in front of a shelf and turned around towards me. Once again, she had a smile on her face. "It would be here, alphabetically, by author," she said. We scanned the shelves together, and I found a different book by the same author. The one I was looking for wasn't there.
"It may be in the children's room," she offered. "I'll go check." She flashed a demure smile at me and headed over to the desk, putting down the books she had been carrying and heading up a flight of stairs. I poked around the area a bit, thinking I might find a different book from the list. I frowned at myself for not having accompanied her upstairs. I liked looking at her, and I was down here and she was up there.
I crouched down to look at a bottom shelf, and she was suddenly by my side, holding a book. "Tada! I found it. It was up in the children's room," she said, holding the book out to me.
I was looking into her eyes as I reached for the book, and she still had that smile on her face. Damn, did I want to reach in and kiss those soft lips of hers. "Thank you so much for your help," I offered instead.
"You're very welcome," she replied. We stood like that for a few more seconds, until she released the book and broke into a large grin. "Can I help you with anything else?"
"Ummm...I...I think I'm good," I stammered.
"Okay then," she said, laughing a little. It sounded beautiful; almost lyrical. She smiled and bit her lip, giving me one last look before turning away and heading over to the counter to resume what she had been doing. I noticed her glance over her shoulder and look at me as she walked, and we smiled at each other once again.
I went to the counter to check the book out, and since I hadn't ever used the New York Public Library, I had to fill out an application for a library card. This process took much longer than it needed to, because I was taking my time. I didn't want to leave. My friend was returning to the desk again and again, picking up books that needed to be reshelved. She caught my eye each time, and it was clear that she was enjoying the attention. Finally, I received my card and checked the book out. I looked around for her one last time, not seeing her, and reluctantly headed for the door.
I walked through the doors and down the steps, and there she was. She stepped in front of me, still smiling. That smile. I will never forget it.
"Hi," she said.
"Oh, hi," I said, breaking into a grin of my own.
"I'm going over to Starbucks for some coffee. Would you like to come?" She flashed that smile at me yet again.
"If you keep on smiling at me like that' I'll follow you anywhere," I replied.
She let out that lyrical laugh again, and smiled theatrically. "Let's go then," she said, starting up the block. There was a Starbucks on the corner, and we went inside and got on line. We each ordered an iced latte, and I paid the cashier as my new friend grabbed some straws. We sat at one of the small outside tables, sitting at a forty five degree angle from each other.
She reached her hand out to me. "I'm Sandy," she said. Of course, she was smiling at me.