We did go to dinner with Conner and Alice. Just a double date in a public place. Nothing risque'. With every hour that passed i began to feel more awkward about what had happened. Normal people didn't just have oral sex next to another couple did they? Or had this been something that everyone did and nobody talked about? The orgasm was fantastic, there was no logically denying that. Even if my brain couldn't wrap around the idea comfortably my body was very into it. We decided as a group not to outright plan the "next time," since i felt like it would be weird and too much pressure.
"I think it will be easier if it just happens naturally. I'm sorry i can't just dive in." I said quietly and avoiding eye contact with my friends.
"Yeah, actually i agree. " Conner added. "I think i would get performance nerves if we tried to plan it in advance anyways."
I glanced at him and he smiled at me. It made me feel shy when i remembered him smiling at me before...from between his girlfriend Alice's legs. I blushed and glanced away again.
The rest of dinner passed for normal. In the car on the way home i turned to Kayden, "Are you disappointed babe?"
"Disappointed? About what? The food was good, that waitress had a nice ass too. What's to be disappointed about?" He grinned as he drove. I rolled my eyes and clasped my hands on my lap. "About not planning any other sexy stuff. With Conner and Alice." I clarified.
Kayden looked at me with his serious face. "Well no, disappointed isn't the right word. Being with you Karli, getting to put my hands on you and have sex with you. THAT is all i need. Ya know? If we never do anything with anyone else ever again i wouldn't complain. Doing stuff with other people is just icing on the top. Without you i wouldn't want any of it."
"Really? Alice is a lot skinnier and more outgoing than i am." Seeing his face turn angry i raised my hands to ward off his retort, "I'm not saying that to belittle myself! It's just a fact. I'm a curvy girl who's naturally shy. Alice is bold, carefree, model thin, tiny. I just wanna know if you're sure you aren't into this stuff because part of you wants her. And don't get mad at me for asking! I have every right to ask these questions if we are going to do this stuff. We HAVE to be able to speak freely. There have to be rules. I need there to be limits Kayden." I was doing my best not to shout it at him.
He stopped at a red light and turned to look at me. His face was appraising, trying to gauge my emotions. Tilting his head he answered shortly, "One, i wouldn't poach on a friend's territory, and two i wouldn't do that to you. If you told me i could never touch another woman again, i would respect that because i love the hell out of you. That said, i am a man. I look at women and i think about how i would fuck them, how they might feel. Natural curiosity. I think my curiosity about Alice is partly because her body type is a lot different than yours or any of the other women i have dated. But that's a basic thing. I don't want to date her or be with her that way. We're just friends. But if we could be friends with Alice and Conner and satisfy our curiosity without jeopardizing that, then why not? As long as it's not hurting anyone, why not do what we want to do?" The light turned green and he looked back to the road as we drove on.
"So i can make the rules?" I asked after a minute or two. "If we keep going down this road i can decide who and how far and how often and all of that?"
He pulled into the garage at our house and put the car in park. "Yes i'm fine with that. I don't want to do anything you don't want me to do. You say the word and it is law."
It gave me a tingle to hear him say it. Silly as it was, it turned me on to hear him swear too. Especially things like 'loving the hell out of me' and 'fucking.' I flicked my hair over my shoulder and sent him a flirty look as i asked, "So you will do anything i say,... starting now?"
He grinned at me, "Yes. Why? Do you wanna practice?" His dimple flashed as he smiled his wicked sexy smile back at me.
I licked my lips nodding, "Lean your chair back."
He reached down and pulled the handle making his seat in the driver's side recline. I turned the radio on to a rock station and turned the volume up. Then i reached over his body and pulled his hands over his head, wrapping his hands around the headrest. I managed to scoot my body over onto his lap so the steering wheel was at my back. I straddled him, my left leg still laying wide across the center console. His face was in shadow from the limited light in the garage, but i knew his eyes would be daring me like they always did.
I bent over him so our lips brushed when i spoke, "Keep your hands on the headrest."
I watched his biceps flex as he tightened his grip. I moved to kiss one. I loved his sexy muscles and broad shoulders. Then i moved to his neck, kissing and nibbling from his ear to his collar and back again. Letting my breath tickle him as i let my hands wander over his chest, then up his sides. All the hard angles and sexy edges of his beautiful body.
Then i moved my hips so i could grind against him as he got hard from the attention. I love turning him on, making him grow for me. I sighed as i finally kissed his lips. Heat swept through me and the kiss turned desperate. I pressed my body against his, grinding in his lap as the taste and feel of him started to drive me wild.
I sat back and jumped when I bumped the steering wheel and the car horn went off. We both started to laugh and i leaned down to touch my forehead to his and kissed him playfully.
"Count to 50 then come and get me." I winked at him as i said it and then opened the car door, disentangling myself and ran into the house with a big smile on my face.