How I so hesitated to go near you in the sexual realm, even with the push that whole year from your girlfriend to do so. The main reason being, you were the first man in years to pique my interest in the esoterical sexual kind of way, and the first also in years to procure an orgasm from me just by your mere touch. Which is why I knew better, because over time I felt the difference in my body that came from your touch and how electric it was compared to others. Just your presence filled me with an erotic essence. We remained platonic, unfortunately, at least for me.
Then a little over a year later, we really started talking as friends, you invited me to what you called a "Love Party", and I said sure. I wore my fishnet bodystocking with only panties and a see through bra underneath, just to purposely titillate you. Somewhere later in the night, the doorbell rang, and we walked hand in hand to answer it, and I thought wow, why can't this guy be single. He embodies what I would want in a man, the sensual, the spiritual, the sexual and the erotic.
Which I felt when you massaged me as I lay on the floor, oh how my hips were grinding externally and internally as you lay your sweet hands on my body. Then later that night we played spin the bottle and I kept hoping it would point to you. Well, it finally did land on you, and man oh man, did your kiss send shivers down me from head to toe. I never told you this, I felt a connection with all that is through that completely cosmic kiss. Even with my usual frank openness, I too at times can be quite quiet about what I'm feeling.
Well time passed and we remained platonic friends. Hanging out and talking at times. Oh the sexual tension that would build up in me just from sitting next to you and me silently wishing still, why can't he be available, he gets me so hot, as hot as black asphalt in the Texas sun in the summertime. A little later in time, you suggested to me that we try phone sex. I never tried phone sex before, but I wanted to try any kind of sex with you by now, even if it was a few miles away and through some impersonal wires. My roommate was home, so I went into the bathroom and shut and locked the door, with the phone cord coming up and underneath the door and leading to my ears; my ears that would be engaging in an erotic encounter through 'ma bell' for the first time. Oh first we asked the typical, what we were wearing. Then with oral instructions from you I removed my clothing, slowly one by one, until I was fully nude and sitting on my bathroom floor with my right hand between my thighs, procuring pure orgasmic sighs that was giving my sex a natural high.
With you talking me through our sexual encounter and my return delivery, I procured from myself, with the aid of your voice, the most mind blowing, mind tripping masturbatory orgasm that I ever had. After this, I knew I wanted to go all the way beyond the orgasm's void and into a total mindgasm with your head at the helm. Thanks to all that is, none of my housemates picked up the phone or needed to use the toilet, because I wasn't moving from that spot for anything.
