If you had your life to live over, in the light of experience, would you change it?
But how much could you change, or would you? Other peoples' lives entwined with yours will change. And tiny changes can snowball in ways it is hard to predict. I wondered what would have happened if I had made just one choice - between two girls who came to a party, Penny and Jill, who I know now both fancied me then, and had both come to the party hoping to see me. 'Then', first time round, life version one, I picked Penny. My friend Len had got to Jill first. But 'now' I chose Jill. And everything was different.
So three weeks later, after the application of all my lifetime of acquired wisdom and the confidence that goes with it (especially what I knew about Penny) I found myself in bed with both of them. Jill, the girl I chose at the party turned out to be an adventurous and playful lover, at ease with her sexuality, and attracted to Penny as well as me. Penny, who I knew from life version one was a submissive bi-sexual with strong voyeuristic and exhibitionist tendencies, had become her lover, and mine.
Would I make that change if I had the chance? Hell yes!
Jill woke me with a kiss, and a soft "Good morning, handsome man."
"A very good morning, beautiful woman." I replied. "Indeed an excellent one."
"Shhh. She's still asleep." Jill whispered, "can you slip out so I can get out and go to the bathroom, please."
We both tiptoed out, and Jill flitted ahead of me to go to the loo. In a minute she called me in, and it was apparent that she was about to brush her teeth. "I'm sorry darling, but I need the loo too, would you mind?" I asked, meaning 'would you mind leaving.'
"Oh, no I don't mind," she said "In fact I've always wondered what it looks like when a boy does it," and she turned to watch.
I've never been one to suffer stage fright, but it was disconcerting. However, a man's gotta do what a man's gotta do.
More disconcerting was when she said "Oooh." and came over for a better look. She ended up about a foot away from me, and the expression on her face was pure fascination. "Wow." she said. "What does that feel like?"
I laughed. "Well, I suppose it feels the same for girls, relief if your bladder is full, but, it doesn't feel like much really. I mean, it isn't like coming, if that's what you mean."
Jill shrugged "Yeah, I suppose it can't be that different from girls doing it. You must think I'm weird."
"No, not at all. Of course I've never seen a girl do it." I said "but, I'd be interested to see that."
She looked at me, a bit startled, and then smiled. "Okay. Next time."
We washed what needed washed and brushed what needed brushed, and headed back to the still sleeping Penny.
She was snoring. Quite quietly. Jill said "Isn't she cute?" and I had to agree.
We got back into bed, and cuddled and talked in quiet, intimate voices. We talked about school and parents, and my work on the MG and her driving lessons, and summer holidays. I realised it was the first time we had been alone to chat for days, and I was so happy just to talk with this wonderful woman. Then hunger started to make itself felt so I suggested we get up and make breakfast, but Jill didn't want Penny to wake up with no one there.
"That's easily sorted then, wake her." I said.
"No Sean, you wake her. I got the first kiss yesterday." she said, and slipped over me so I could move beside Penny.
Of course for a moment I had her naked on top of me, which was a highly desirable occurrence, and both of us were tempted. Jill looked at me, and grinned, and said "Later, lover, breakfast first."
Penny was no longer snoring, but sleeping lightly, and I woke her by gently calling her name. She opened her eyes blearily and looked a little startled, and then grinned. "Oh, Hi Sean"
I kissed her, and she sleepily put an arm around my waist, rolling toward me. I kissed her a bit more. She slowly woke up, and the kiss lingered, and her embrace became more intense. She noticed my erection pressing against her thigh, and giggled. "Oh," she said "Hi, Sean."
"Good morning, Penny. Sleep well?" I asked.
"Good morning Penny, do I get a kiss?" Jill asked, popping her head up over my shoulder.
"Yes, and yes." was Penny's reply.
"Hmm, thank you," said Jill, "now Penny bathroom, Sean dress, I'll put the kettle and toast on, and come up, Sean can make tea and butter the toast while I dress, and we can be ready to go out in half an hour, just in time."
"Just in time for what?" I asked.
"It's Sunday morning. What do you think? It's only a five minute walk to our church, so we won't need the car, and the fresh air will do us good. Come on, chop chop!" she said and sprang up to go to the kitchen.