He made his way into her office, a cozy and comfortably appointed room that seemed scented, either by her perfume or some kind of aromatic candle. Sweet, floral, subtle. She looked up from behind her deck as he entered, a fresh gleam across her white teeth as her warm red lips pulled back in a smile. It sparked in him the same. Both smiling, they extended their hands for a gentle shake. Her skin was soft and cool, her manner light and graceful.
She came out from behind her desk to sit on a large, burgundy plush chair, and welcomed him to the matching loveseat across from it. A small whicker coffee table sat between with a glass surface adorned with a small placement of dried flowers. Chamomile, he thought. They each sat, settling into comfortable positions facing each other, making light and effective small-talk.
"Do you have any experience with sex surrogacy?" she asked, in her mild Brazilian accent. As the words rolled off her tongue, his groin stirred. He could barely believe this was real.
"No, just something I researched and thought it would complement my current therapy regiment." His mouth was on autopilot while his whole being sought to feign composure.
"That's fine, I will be happy to explain everything and answer any questions you have." With compassionate poise, she began collecting a series of forms, inviting him to review and sign them. Her manner was so reassuring. Thankfully, in his distracted state, there was nothing that demanded much thought or consideration. He signed readily.
"A few things we should go over first."
She explained that she would seek an understanding of his goals for their sessions. This was crucial for success. She explained that as part of her practice, all encounters are recorded on video, and that only she and he would have access to the videos. Her clients, she explained, found great value in reviewing the videos long after their therapy sessions concluded, as they often represented a good foundation for getting back on track in case issues recurred later in life. She explained she has experience with multiple partners, that she was kink friendly, and her job was to navigate the therapeutic journey in whatever direction it took, provided it was safe. He hung on her every word, listening intently as warmth spread among his extremities.
"Do we have our encounters here?" He asked, somewhat stammering.
"My job is to navigate the therapeutic journey with you," she smiled. "We have a comfortable space through that door, but I have worked with my clients in their homes, at destinations, in public places... we have great flexibility." As she explained more, a sense of liberation came over him. He came to regard this as a safe space, and a means to achieving difficult goals. Emboldened, he asked more.
"How many clients do you have currently?"
"I maintain one client at a time."
"How long does therapy last?"
"We have our set time of two hours, and we check progress usually around 3 months after initiating the program. Many stop there, others seek to continue further on their journey."
"Are there any limits to what we can do?"
"We must only heed the safety of one-another. Otherwise, we have no limitations on setting or activities. Our duration is two hours, but it is a comfortable starting point and we can be flexible.
"What about climax?" He could hear his own voice shaking.
"There are no limitations." She sighed, understanding him. "You may climax on me, next to me, inside of me, or not at all." It was as though his penis heard the conversation through his clothes. A well of precum was emerging at its tip. A rather stunned silence filled the room. "What are your goals, Daniel?"
With a heavy sigh, he explained his desire to break through limitation and taboo. He sought comfort with his body, and a proving ground to build stamina. He sought a playground for his imagination, where he would not be burdened by creating the circumstances for sexual growth, but could just...grow. She listened attentively.
"As this is our orientation, I want to introduce you to two important concepts. Trust, and comfort." She stood, approached him, and placed her hand on his. "Feel my hand. How does it feel?"
"Warm, soft. Safe." She slid it slowly towards his forearm.
"How about now?"
"The same, but sexy."
"This is trust." She drew her hand back and brought both to the top of her white collared blouse. His eyes fixed on them, their proximity to the firm rounded flesh of her breasts. She unbuttoned the top four buttons, and released her breasts within her bra, squeezing them together and smiling confidently, her eyes capturing his. "We will have sexual encounters. You will come to know my body and I will come to know yours. This journey is about you, and I am here to facilitate. Let us trust in each other. This is comfort."
His erection pushed against his pants, the wetness spreading. He nodded.
"Let me show you around," she said.