After we got married, I purchased a copy of "The Joy of Sex" to help me with both the physical and emotional transition in going from a girl who had been screwing lots of guys was now just screwing one guy. I remember seeing my wedding picture in the local newspaper and often wondered if, when they saw my wedding picture, thought to themselves "I got that pussy before he did."
Over time, our lovemaking got juicier. We dropped our false bravado, and our lives became enmeshed physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually, and sexually. The total trust, surrender, the ability to give and receive interchangeably was so much better than when I was a swinging single girl where all that mattered was having a hard dick in my pussy with the man balls deep inside me.
About eight years after we were married, I entered a yearlong affair with a co-worker. He was 28 and single. I was 38 and mother of two children. Gene, my husband, was traveling all the time and gone during the week. Unfortunately, my high sex drive was not being met, and I found it in the arms of another man. Gene was gone Monday through Thursday of each week. When Gene was gone, I would tell the babysitter that I had to work overtime and would not be home until 6 p.m. or so. I would also call Gene and leave him a message. My lover and I would go to his apartment and fuck. I would return home with a cum filled pussy. There was one time that Gene had told me that he was going to be gone until Friday. I told my co-worker that we could fuck on Thursday evening as well. I did the same routine with the babysitter and Gene and told them I was working late. My lover and I had great sex and when I returned home -- guess what? Gene's plans had changed, and he was home. He was horny and wanted sex that evening but I was able to talk him out of it. We fucked the following night. Unfortunately, my health suffered from the affair and the guilt associated with it. I quit my job and became a full time stay at home Mom.
I confessed the affair to Gene many years later and he said he had always suspected it was going on due to his travels. He accepted responsibility and said he was not giving me what I needed at home. He also told me it turned him on knowing I was fucking another man behind his back. Many years later, in my 60s, I became a Hot Wife with Gene's encouragement. I think my need for sex and my affair with my co-worker made me feel comfortable with straying and having sex with men other than my husband. I am still a Hot Wife and regularly see five men for sex. Gene loves watching me.
