You said yes. I can't believe that you actually said yes! We were just having coffees when I told you how lonely and broken I felt, and how you were the one I want to help me to feel again. That was two days ago, and since then I have been a wreck. I want everything to be perfect. I'm staying at the house in Leaside so at least I know that there is privacy, and that it isn't a hotel. That is the last thing I want for this moment. Not some cheap hotel, or even a nice hotel with paper thin walls.
I bought wine, although my picking wine never seems to quite work out the way I hope it does. I ditched out of my afternoon meetings to make sure everything was perfect. This may be our only moment, and if it is I know that I want to remember every detail. The food had to be perfect too, so I had slaved over that for the afternoon, making everything from scratch.
I'd showered a little while ago, my hair still damp. In bare feet with my jeans on, and a sweater thrown over my bare upper body. I had planned on putting on a proper shirt, but that was when the time slipped and when the doorbell rang, you were standing outside.
You'd been to a client earlier in the day, so you had on those black boots you knew I liked, not too high a heel, but yet they did so much for your sexy legs. Knee length skirt, brown, and a black turtleneck. You have one of your scarves around your neck, which I can just see in the open jacket you have on. We greet each other with a smile, and I help you through the door, pulling you into my arms as I shut the door behind you. You feel so good there against me. I lean down thinking of a chaste, lingering kiss on your lips, but as soon as they touch it is like fire. You are returning my kiss with the same intensity, and it quickly becomes a battle of tongues.
We move from the entrance, never leaving each others embrace, you bunching my sweater in your hands as we both shuffle towards the sofa on the opposite wall. I can taste the cinnamon lip gloss, knowing that you've done that because it was something you had asked me for. It was something that I told you I very much enjoyed when we had kissed at Christmas. At the edge of the sofa, I knew when the backs of your calves touched, and I wrapped my arms around you, spinning and pulling you down on top of me as we landed lying on the sofa. I bring my hands up to stroke your hair, and breaking for air, only briefly I say a simple "Hi", and you return it with similar whispered intensity. Then it is our mouths claiming each other again.
At some point, we both had removed our glasses, which was a good thing, because they would certainly have been broken. Your hands slid under my sweater and are running up my chest, and I am struggling to get you to break contact so I can remove your jacket. I slip my mouth away from yours, kissing your cheek, jaw and side of your neck, until I reach your ear. I whisper that I have dinner for us in the kitchen, but you look me in the eyes saying "We have dinner right here." Realizing that we both feel the intensity, desire and need to be fulfilled this night, I slip out to grab the wine and glasses, and to shut off the oven which was keeping the food warm. You lean against the door jam as I work in the kitchen. I don't know that I have ever seen that intensity in your eyes before.
I turn with the wine and the glasses to find you right behind me in the kitchen. It is a small space, barely enough room for the two of us to stand in. "Let me help" you say taking the glasses from me but not before a searing kiss between us. You turn and sway your hips as you lead me back to the other room. Denim never felt as tight as it did in that moment.
You are standing in the middle of the room, your jacket gone but not the scarf, I am staring at your body, thinly hidden from me by the skirt you are wearing, the turtleneck clinging to your upper body almost as a second skin. I move behind you, pressing my arousal against your lower back. Kissing you along the back of your neck, and around to your ear, nipping lightly at the ear lobe. "Did you want to go upstairs or do you like the sofa?"
You turn, wrapping your arms around my neck before giving a little hop and wrapping your legs around me, your frame fitting so well against me, and your heat now pressed against mine. "Let's start here." is what you said, or I think that was what you said. My hands cupping your ass, sliding the skirt up so I am cupping the bare flesh rather than through the fabric. I kiss from your lips to your jaw, and then down your neck and throat, until I encounter the edge of that turtleneck. I know that you must have worn this on purpose, knowing how it would excite and frustrate me at the same time.
I move us back to the sofa, letting you down only to put the glasses and wine on the floor beside us and we collapse onto the sofa, now with me hovering over you. My hands begin moving slowly along your cheek, caressing your neck and collarbone. Then across your shoulder and down your side, skimming across the fullness of your breast, teasingly close to your nipple, but just out of reach. When my hand reaches the waistline of your skirt, I pull up at your top, releasing it from .the confines of the skirt, and pulling it up. Our kissing never stopping during this. I stop for a moment, and move your arms up over your head, allowing me to pull the garment from your body more easily. I look down to see your torso exposed, your breasts captured by the fabric of your bra, a beautiful black bra with lacy trim that I wonder if you have worn for me, or is it just your everyday lingerie?
I want to bring your hands back to my skin, allow you to run your nails on my back, but with your hands over your head, I can't stop myself completely. I find your scarf, and I look into your eyes as I wrap it around your wrists, binding them, but not too tightly. I know you could get out if you wanted to, and hope that you don't yet.