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"God I fucking love you," I whispered into my boyfriend's heaving chest. His heart pounded in my ear. Slick beads of sweat trickled past my eyes.
I smiled as he twined his fingers through my hair, gently smoothing it into a familiar and respectable bob with practiced hands. My hand trailed his waistband, enjoying the hardened muscles of his lower abdomen.
There's something about the way he is with me. He never rushes me to finish a thought. He makes time for me when I've had a hard day. Whatever I need, comfort, cuddles, a sympathetic ear, he offers freely and without condition. I could be myself and feel seen, safe, and loved. Combined with all the rest and, well...I know just how lucky I am.
I shuffled up until our faces were aligned and softly praised him, "You know, you make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world." I sealed my declaration with an affectionate kiss on his lips and a smatter of pecks across his cheek and neck.
Just an hour earlier, I'd been an emotional wreck after a particularly bad day at work. He held me while I rambled, ranted, and got it all out of my system in the safety of his arms. This wasn't his first rodeo. I often wondered how he put up with it.
Like usual, I ended up feeling bad for talking about myself for ages non-stop. Normally, he gets a little reward for his effort. Today was no different. I love making out after cuddling. Our bodies relax and sync together. Pleasure takes over and removes the worries from my head. I enjoy his gentle kindness without a care in the world.
"Should I go get us a pizza?" He asked cheekily, knowing that we shouldn't be lazy but that neither of us could resist the temptation.
I smiled at him knowingly, "You know what I'm going to say," pausing to watch his smile grow, "let's share a large one."
"Okay, but you know the deal. I get an extra slice if we share," he declared.
He'd grown used to my love for sharing food, even though he hated it. I always let him have a little more.
He picked up his shirt from the floor and pulled it over his head. Picked his keys up, put his shoes on and headed for the door.
"Joe! Wait," I blurted out. "Please can we do the thing...?" I blushed.
"What thing?"
"You know... the thing," I repeated, not wanting to spell it out for him out of embarrassment. My eyes stared into his, trying to jog his memory.
"Ohhh. That thing. You kinky girl," the shit-eating grin across his face was as teasing as his words.
My face had turned bright red with embarrassment, "I just want to thank you for earlier and for being such a good boyfriend."
"Bullshit," he laughed, "I knew you enjoyed it last time. Go get ready."
I rushed into the bedroom and almost pulled the drawer from the wall with excitement. I departed for the bathroom with my outfit in hand; meanwhile Joe was searching for a box under the bed.
I had already lost my blouse to our make out session earlier. I took my plain white bra off, letting it tumble to the ground. My breasts sagged, free from their prison. I lifted them with my hands, enjoying the cool air along my underboob. It truly is the best feeling in the world!
My breasts were always an insecurity for me. Joe obsessed over them. He had made me feel better about myself, but I still felt the anxiety of being self-conscious when I looked at myself in the mirror. By all accounts, not just Joe but previous lovers and my friends, I had a "cracking pair." They were round and full, bouncy and pert, and natural.
I held the red lace bra up against them, knowing I'd feel much more confident after putting it on. It was snug against the underside of my boobs, pushing them up and closer together. Joe's face was a picture the first time he saw me in lingerie like this. The lace was thin and sheer, so you could see my large nipples through the material. Joe had picked it out especially for that reason.
I took my suit trousers off and socks off before I pulled my matching white underwear down my legs. The skimpy red lace panties that replaced them were far less comfy and much more revealing. Only a thin strip of material came from the waistband to cover my crotch and hardly a single thread of fabric covered my bum. I twisted in the mirror, making sure the g-string nestled correctly.
In matching lingerie, I left the bathroom to meet Joe back in the bedroom. He was propped up against the headboard, his eyes widening the moment they landed on me. I could see the hunger in his gaze.
"Oh my," he gasped, "I wish you could see yourself like I do. You're perfect honey."
I couldn't help but feel giddy. The way he looked at me made me feel beautiful, desired, and sexy. I took a step closer, the lace of my panties hugging my curves just right and the fabric barely concealing what lay beneath.