A Quiet Girl and Her Hobbies
Deborah Minton, and Karen
St Louis. Fall, 1972
My junior year, college, Becca took on two jobs totalling about sixty hours a week, and my meetings with her fell to just one or two a week, and Deborah Minton asked me for a lift to Dr Meltzer's weekly classes on
Being and Time
. These were held every Wednesday evening that fall at the Meltzers' apartment off the Delmar Loop.
I don't remember seeing Debbie before that year. I can't recall ever seeing her at any of the numerous parties hosted by my major's Department. And she'd never been in any classes I'd attended the previous spring and summer at Grove College. But suddenly that fall, she was in three: the "Doing Phenomenology" and Heidegger seminars, and the Greek Philosophy Two class.
When I first became aware of Deb, I assumed she was new to Grove College. Her petite smoothness and taciturn behavior led me somehow to peg her as a freshman - after all, prerequisites for upper-division courses were freely waived in the enrollment-starved Department. But it turned out that Debbie was a year ahead of me, and something of a star student to the philosophy and history faculty at Grove... which is to say, to everyone who had routinely read her term papers and test essays. In the classroom itself, Debbie seldom spoke. After classes she disappeared, presumably to her father's house, where she lived within walking distance of the campus.
"She's one of those Mystery Students you get from time to time," said Ed Callahan, the Blarney Professor. "Some of her papers could almost be published, but all she shows of herself is what you see in her writing. In class she makes about two comments each semester. But they're always so appropriate and so original you can wind up blowing the rest of the week taking off from them.
"What, ' you interested in her or something? Kinda strange one, she."
I was interested. The Mystery Girl aspect drew me - I was and am a fool for extreme introverts. But what first caught my attention were Debbie's legs. She was small, fine-boned, well under five feet tall. And she had the most well-shaped legs I'd ever seen carry a small woman. Somehow, they conveyed the sweet girlish roundness of small women's limbs, but without revealing any bulky interruption in the line of calf or thigh. They were long-lined, sumptuous leg-model's limbs right up to her compact, yet feminine bottom. Knees and ankles were unexaggeratedly trim; the feet were small and well-defined.
Debbie apparently knew all this. Her legs were carefully depilated with wax. Her feet appeared to be pedicured. And for the first warm weeks of school, she wore sandals and very short shorts of European cut... those boxer-silk things that reveal everything but manage to retain sophistication by revealing everything... in chiaroscuro.
Despite the display, I never heard her speak to a nonprofessorial male, before she spoke to me.
"Are you driving to Meltzer's on Wednesday? To
Being and Time
?" she almost whispered. "Could you give me a ride there with you?"
Debbie sort of ducked her head as she spoke to me, but kept her eyes on mine. It was a head of indifferent attractiveness, but (those legs!) attractive, certainly. Later, I recognized that Deborah's small oval face exhibited a subtle erotic intelligence more compelling than mere aggressive assertion: soft to the glance, with even features. Her brown hair was a trim boy-cut of a length uncommon in 1972. Her nose was straight, nicely carved about the nostrils, and its tip moved expressively with each distinct movement of her small mouth. Debbie's eyes were strange; it took a second glance to see why. By some genetic quirk, the irises were decidedly parti-colored - blue-gray and brown around each pupil. This mix signaled some problem in the iris, so that her eyes were slow to react to changes of light. Debbie usually wore dark glasses in the daylight outdoors. Here in the college cafeteria, though, her face was bare, and suddenly blushing.
"I don't mean to be forward or impose..."
"Of course," I said.
The informality of the evening class in the Meltzers' living room seemed to open Debbie up a little. She talked more in the small group, and even traded small talk with everyone before and after the seminar work. On the commutes uptown and back, the two of us swapped college gossip and incidental details about ourselves.
Debbie was the first in her family to go to college. Most of her fees were paid by a scholarship. Her father was a factory foreman, apparently a guy with some self-cultivation, who was supportive of the aspirations of Debbie and of her older sister. The older sister was a secretary at a foreign consul. Her sister had her own apartment, but preferred her boyfriend's place. Wednesday was Dad's bowling night, so he needed the car. That was why I was shuttling Debbie down Big Bend to Meltzer's. I'd learned this much about her by the end of September.
For some reason, when I talked about myself, I kept quiet about Becca.
Early in October, encouraged by an unusually long exchange of glances between us while waiting for Meltzer to open his door, I asked Debbie for a date. She begged off my suggestion of Friday night. But Saturday we went to some event with another couple from the Meltzer seminar. Sunday afternoon we went to a free concert. I told Becca I had the flu that weekend.
*****
Over the previous year at Grove College, I had gotten into the habit of hanging around the cluttered old suite of Departmental offices. It was particularly well-designed for hanging out. Deb began lounging there as well. Alissa Scarlatti, a new faculty member, rather took the pair of us under her wing. She suggested we both submit papers to an undergraduate journal, and spent some time working with us on our manuscripts.