Another One from Danny's House: LoriLee
Columbia. March, 1974
Besides her name, there was something still more unfortunate about LoriLee Loomis. She was one of those quiet girls you meet sometimes who, though of good intelligence, present a sort of druggy blank at the window of the personality normally used for carrying on interpersonal relationships.
In sexual relationships, LoriLee moved from boy to boy in a roughly serial-monogamous fashion, for longer or shorter periods of time. In public and in bed, she was unable or unwilling to commit herself to much more than bodily presence beside her partner.
Personally, she could take care of herself, had her own interests and opinions, even had a core set of long-term friends (Danny's wife Candi was one). But LoriLee seemed never to be more than half-present to anyone at any time.
Her coupling, as I said, was almost automatic. One boy would leave, perhaps bored, and LoriLee would immediately replace him with another from the group of desperate undergrads which immediately formed outside her door. She never spoke about her past, never alluded to any kind of future beyond the next student loan check. Never talked much at all, in fact.
She had a sort of humor about her, but after a while it wasn't very funny.
Whether it was due to old drugs or old stepdad, LoriLee was an almost passive sexual entity... yet one who seemed to be beyond... perhaps outside?.. any kind of hurt.
Not that her suitors had any great depth of erotic personality, either.
One night, a suitor was me.
LoriLee had accumulated an old car at the start of the spring semester and had moved out of Danny's house to a larger, quieter room farther from campus. Most of her time she still spent hanging out around the old place. On a freezing Sunday night in March, I found myself beside her - and Randy and Cheryl - in R and C's cramped room. We watched professional wrestling on teevee while Randy bragged of his old contacts in the Kansas City wrestling world.
I'd ducked into Danny's on my way back from the library, after finding out that the light jacket I'd put on earlier in the day was no match for the wind that had sprung up after sundown. LoriLee had slapped together a sandwich for me in the house's communal kitchen, and we had sat at the table sharing someone's Dr Pepper for a while, desultorily discussing LoriLee's art project and her next student loan check. Then we'd retired downstairs to Randy and Cheryl's.
As it became apparent that Dick the Bruiser would emerge victorious in the championship bout, unless the the fat Indian's manager did something illegal with the folding chair he was waving around the ring, I stood up to leave. I flapped my arms as if to warm myself up for the walk home.
"Take a blanket, Rich," said motherly Cheryl. "It's too cold to walk around in just that windbreaker."
"Becca left for home this afternoon," I replied. "I'll let memories of this weekend warm me."
"I'll drive you back," said LoriLee absent-mindedly. Her eyes were glued to the screen. The fat Indian's manager did indeed take out Dick the Bruiser, just as the referee looked away.