Her listless hands reached for the plastic packet. Somehow, the movement seemed at once lithe and desperate. As she held it in her hands, the reflection of the tentative yet eager expression in her green eyes and the shadow of her tongue behind her lips stared back through the boldly emblazoned letters "CORNFLAKE CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIES". It was a ritual she engaged in often, yet each time she tasted one she felt as if it were, at once, her first and last.
She carefully opened the packet, trying to make as little noise as possible, and slowly slid the plastic wrapping from the tray beneath. In an equally slow and steady movement, she picked up one of the cookies, consciously feeling its coarse texture in her hand, then on her lips as she bit into it. She made as if to go back to her bedroom, then turned, and with a quiet chuckle, picked up the whole packet, and sauntered back to her bedroom with a big smile on her face.
As she sat down at her computer, she brushed her long black hair away from her face, allowing it to flow again over her shoulders and down her back. Her eyes twinkled green in the reflection of the monitor, part of the mischievous smile that had spread infectiously over her face. In front of her was the familiar social networking system and a web browser with a search box. She clicked on the browser, licked her lips, and sucking her lower lip into her mouth for a moment, and entered "cowgirl fucking".
"Safe Search is enabled and has blocked all of your search results due to explicit content. To override Safe Search, click here."
She let out a short giggle and then clicked on the hyper-link. Her computer accepted the search without any further protest, and with a few more clicks, began playing a grainy black and white video. Ruby smiled as she plucked her headset from its place behind the keyboard and began to watch.
***
Bryan sat down at his computer next to his bed, brushing back his hair. Since his hair was only an inch long, this served no practical purpose, but it was a habit that was difficult to break. He looked at the monitor and saw Ruby's familiar profile displayed on the chat system. It read as follows:
"Ruby; 18/f. I am new here so please be gentle, but would really like to get into all of the erotic chats. Message me if you want ;) ^_^ xx"
Below this description was an icon-sized face portrait, evidently professionally taken, of a pale-skinned, slender-faced girl with long dark hair and a slightly vacant but inviting smile on her face.
Almost as if on cue, Ruby's chat window appeared.
"I'm horny, help me?"
Ruby was a welcome change to anything in his experience. Instead of the careful reserve he was used to and frustrated by, no topic of discussion, particularly anything to do with sex, was off limits. She was not his ideal of a romantic partner, but over time, had convinced him that his desires for her were enough to compensate for the diversion from his ideal. Despite her lack of years, and, as she claimed, lack of experience, she was uninhibited enough to alternately send his mind flying into pleasurable fantasy and crashing to the ground in shock. Bryan had spent many late nights talking to her, but was reluctant to meet her for fear of attracting a real version of the barely believable stories of her mother's vengeance on her ex-boyfriends.
The seemingly artificial distance between them weighed upon Ruby more heavily each time they talked. She wanted to escape from her house of horrors, touch him, and feel him, and let the realisation of her fantasies that he seemed to accept so readily envelope her, comfort her. She wanted to shatter the elusive barrier between them, touch him, and make him her own. Their discussions were like the videos she watched when her desires speared through her like primal screams, threatening to burn her alive from the inside out. Sometimes, this would boil over and manifest itself physically, making her flush and shiver as she would feel the familiar wetness between her legs and let her hand stray downwards as the other typed frantically at the keyboard.
As the night wore on, the lights in Bryan's bedroom seemed to grow in brightness. He switched them off and allowed the monitor to provide the only light in the room; the screen seemed to fluoresce in surreal swirls of colour. His eyes were glued to it against the silent backdrop of his sleeping surrounds as the clock in his status bar ticked over: "03:00 AM". After having tempted him into touching himself again, she began to beg him and finally insist in a way to which he was not accustomed that they should meet. Not just any time, but that night. She could not wait any longer, she said; it had to be then. Her parents were away for the night and she could leave without being noticed, and she would not wait for the next time she was alone. If he refused to comply, she would talk to someone more deserving, she declared.
The thought of losing her, however it could be possible to lose someone he had not yet met, was finally the catalyst that allowed him to overcome his fear of the situation. Not long afterwards, he was throwing on the closest nondescript shirt and pair of jeans to his hands as he opened the wardrobe, shaking just a little, paused to take a deep breath before bolting for the front door. He could barely believe that he was going to meet her, not just any time, but in the middle of the night, and in his haste forgot anything but the vaguest hint of self-presentation.
His mind raced; he had to force himself to slow down and take several deep breaths as he sat in the driver's seat of his old sedan. He paused and wondered for a moment what would happen. The situation was so strange that he could barely breathe, let alone think. Gradually, he managed to gather himself together and relax. At last, he turned the key in the ignition, flicked the switch on his electronic navigator and entered Ruby's address, which he remembered easily without having written it down.
The grand, double-storey whitewashed mansion to which the navigator led Bryan was almost completely in darkness except for the pale beams from his car's crooked headlights; the ornate pillars on the front porch cast long and ominously irregular shadows that alternated with the reflection of the beams on the door. Bryan pulled his phone from his pocket and typed a message to Ruby of only two words, "I'm here," as he turned off the engine and began to wait. After a delay of what seemed like hours, but his phone told him was only minutes, the front door opened and Ruby glided gracefully from the entrance. Her eyes twinkled and seemed to flash from green to red in the beams as she slinked through the shadows toward Bryan's car, as a playful, girlish smile spread across her face. He nervously took a deep breath and tried to pretend that what was happening was perfectly normal, however peculiar it felt.
Ruby opened the door and sprung into the seat next to Bryan, then wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him on the lips. He hesitated a split second, then kissed back, rather startled by her approach. "Herro," pealed the musical tones of her girlish voice, "not so scary after all, huh?"
"Guess not," breathed Bryan.
Ruby giggled, reached over and ran her hands through his hair, then ruffled it, and poked the tip of his nose gently with a forefinger, smiling sweetly. In the dim lighting Bryan could see she was wearing a tight-fitting red top with a plunging neckline that sparkled slightly, leaving little of her breasts to the imagination, and a short red skirt. Her lips matched the colour of her clothes, and her face was perfectly clear but a little pale; of the elements of her that Bryan felt, only her sweet-smelling perfume seemed to sit somehow at odds with the rest of her, for reasons he could not explain to himself. After a moment, Ruby turned the electronic navigator toward her and began selecting a destination for them.
"A big empty block?", enquired Bryan, looking at the map, still feeling slightly nervous.
"There's a theme park there."
"A theme park?"
"It's where they keep all the rides from the show when it's not on. And it's fun. I wanna go there."
Bryan shrugged and started the engine. There didn't seem much difference between taking a girl out in the middle of the night and taking a girl to a deserted theme park, also in the middle of the night; they would both carry with them an element of danger, but one not necessarily more than the other. As Bryan backed his car out of the driveway of Ruby's now deserted home, she slid a hand over and placed it on his inner thigh, squeezing a little, then turned to him and smiled.
"Don't take too long. You know what I wanna do", she intoned, with special emphasis on the "you" and "I".
Bryan exhaled sharply, turned and kissed Ruby on the lips, sucking her lower lip a little and enjoying the feel of her soft supple skin against his. As he tasted her lips and felt a soft whisper of her breath on his face, his whole body seemed to shudder inwardly with desire. The feeling overpowered his fears with pure and intense longing not to pull away. Some minutes of kissing must have passed when Ruby slowly pulled back, then placed her forefinger across his lips.
"I wanna do it there, not here. More fun."
Ruby slid her hand downwards and spread her fingers, running them down his chest and gently pushing him back into his seat at the same time.