Lauren sat at her computer, her mind spinning. After the weekend's encounter she was confused as to what she was getting into and whether she wanted it or not. Their first encounter felt so amazing, she felt in control, empowered, initiating things she would never have imagined. The second though, the sex was amazing but she couldn't help feeling a little used. The third really had her mind spinning, she loved it in the moment, but is that what she wanted? Was she a toy to be shared? No, she was worth more than that. This adventure had started with her taking control and she felt that going completely if she stayed on this path. The anonymity of it all was exciting, but was it a relationship? Did she want a relationship or was she happy with just sex? One thing was certain, she wasn't just going to drop everything for his next summons, whether he knew it or not, the ball was in her court. She had some thinking to do.
She was still mulling things over a couple of days later when another email from "Number 7" pinged into her inbox. Immediately, she felt her pulse quicken despite herself, her mind automatically recalling memories from their previous meetings. She felt her pussy tighten as she went to open the message.
"This is ridiculous," she thought to herself, "We've only met up a few times. I don't even know if I want to meet him again."
"22nd April - 8pm - Royal Hotel, Evesham." read the message.
"I don't think so," Lauren thought to herself and quickly typed her reply:
"No, my turn"
As she pressed send, she felt a lot better about the situation. She did want to see him again, but she now felt more in control even if she didn't know what she wanted to do with him. Her arousal hadn't gone though, if anything it had increased. Looking round to see who else was in the office, she slowly reached between her legs and pressed hard. She could feel how hot she was, even through her trousers. Rubbing slowly, it felt good but it wasn't enough. Not quite believing what she was doing, she carefully undid the button of her trousers and slid her hand inside.
With her eyes flicking around, keeping an eye on what everyone else was doing, her left hand tapping on the keyboard, pretending to work, she pushed her hand into her knickers. She held her breath as she found her clitoris, standing proud from her trimmed hair. She slowly rubbed the sensitive flesh, trying to concentrate on keeping her breathing steady as her pulse raced. The thought that someone could call her name or walk over at any moment was such a thrill, pushing her to increase her pace, trying to prevent any interruption. She'd never known a feeling like it whilst masturbating, it became harder and harder to control her breathing, she wanted to arch her back and cry out. Eyes still flicking around the office she kept her head still as she tensed her body, trying to prepare for the inevitable climax. She bit down on her lip as she rubbed herself to orgasm, holding her breath as she did all she could to control her body, managing to keep the external signs to small twitches of her hips.
Glancing around the office, she couldn't believe she had gotten away with it. Removing her hand from her knickers she lifted it to her mouth in a thoughtful way and sucked her juices off her finger. Her pulse slowed and her breathing calmed as her moment passed. What had gotten into her? A few months ago she wouldn't have dreamed of doing anything like that, it was exciting, but with a niggling worry in the back of her mind. The exercise had given her a bit of clarity though as an idea started to form as to what she wanted to do with her new lover. Another trip to Honey Rose was going to be called for at the weekend.
On the Saturday, Lauren booked her own hotel room for the next week and emailed "Number 7" his instructions and set off into town.
"Lauren," exclaimed Liam as she entered Honey Rose. He welcomed her like a long lost friend with a hug and kiss on the cheek. "So, how are things?"
"OK," she responded cautiously.
"Just OK?" Liam queried sounding shocked, "With what you went out of here last time, he should be worshipping at your feet and you should be on cloud nine!"
"Don't get me wrong," explained Lauren, "It was great." Liam raised his eyebrows as a sultry smile crossed her lips. "We just need to work on our communication."
"You like him then?" pushed Liam.
"I think so," replied Lauren, "I'm just not sure we're on the same page and want the same thing."
"Well I think he'd be crazy to let you go," reassured Liam, "But I'm not the one to come to for relationship advice. However, I am the one to come to to get you looking and feeling your best. What are you after this time?"