Lessons Ch 03 7

After a quick clean-up, we drove to the diner. We sit down in the booth to one side, and Hayden is alone. I want to sit with him, but Laine is already upset and I don't know if he wants me near him in public. I can feel Laine's annoyance with me and start to feel guilty. He is her brother and our roommate. Laine's right; this could get really messy. I watch as Hayden lazes against the wall and leans his arm over the table, eyeing me with an unreadable expression. Is he mad? I wish we could have talked before anyone found out. Maybe he didn't want anyone to know. It's not like I'm a catch. Does he blame me? I should have messaged Laine last night, but I was too distracted with losing my V-card to her brother.

He starts toying with a silverware roll, and I have an insane urge to reach over and grab his hand. Would he like that? That's too clingy, especially after one night. We never talked about the after. Fucking doesn't make you his girlfriend. Do you even want to be his girlfriend? Does he even do the girlfriend thing? I've seen him with other girls but usually the morning after when he's walking them out of the apartment like a gentleman. I feel Laine elbow me and look up to see the server waiting for an answer. "Uh," I didn't even look at the menu. "I'll have black tea and ice water, please." I waited until she was behind the counter before asking Laine to let me out of the booth. "If she comes back, I want an everything omelet without sausage and my hashbrowns extra crispy." I rush to the bathroom and dab cold water on my face, suddenly flustered. Such a stupid girl. I sigh, chuckling at myself in the mirror, before smoothing my hair and leaving the restroom.

I see Laine and Hayden glaring at each other across the table, clearly in the middle of an argument. Rushing outside, I head for the car. Unsure what my plan is; I don't have the keys. Hayden drove us all here. watching me squirm in the review mirror the entire drive. I don't want to come between them or mess up our living situation, and it looks like I'm already doing that. "Is there a reason why you're running?" I falter when I hear him behind me, refusing to turn around with a shrug. "It's gonna be a little awkward for a while. Do you wanna talk about it?"

I sigh and lean against his SUV. "I don't know." I huff again. "I don't know what I'm doing. What this is or how to do any of this."

"Any of what?" He leans next to me.

"I didn't want to hurt Laine." I groan. "And I don't want to be that stupid clingy virgin you have to tell to get lost. I don't want to overstay my welcome." I chuckle and chance a glance at him. I can't read his expression. It's perfectly blank, waiting for me to go on.

"But?"

I blush and shrug again. "I-" Sighing, I make myself say it out loud, knowing I'm going to sound so stupid. "I wanted to hold your hand in the diner, but I don't know if that's allowed. I wanted to sit next to you, but is that too clingy?" I don't have to look at him to know he's trying to resist laughing at me. "Like, I don't know if you're okay with some PDA or just want this on the down low. Is this," I gesture between us. "Even a thing? What about Laine?" I groan, throwing myself against the side of the SUV. "I know I'm overthinking this a lot and being ridiculous, but I don't know what I'm doing."

"We're adults. Laine will have to find a way to get over herself." I shrug back, unsure, while he wraps an arm around me and pulls me close. "You're not being ridiculous. These are normal questions." He kisses the back of my neck. "So you want some PDA, huh?" He presses himself behind me.

"Yeah..." God, I sound so needy. "But only if you want it too, not just because you think I'm pathetic." I pout.

He chuckles, grinding his hips into me. "Want to see how much I enjoy some PDA?" He places my hands on the window.

I gulp and look around. "We can't do anything here."

"We can if you promise to be extra quiet." He raises my skirt so it's just below my ass. "Yes or no?" I listen to the traffic drive by on the street on the other side of the parking lot. I look around, not seeing anybody in the parking lot, and I can feel his erection growing and pressing against me through his jeans. How can I resist? "You can always change your mind later." I nod in agreement, knowing I'm not going to change my mind. I'm already wet at the thought of how risky this is. "Keep your hands on the window." He buries his face into my neck. He bunches my skirt around my waist, pressing against me to shield my backside before sliding his hands around to my front. "No panties and getting wet already." He clicks his tongue. "Dottie does have a naughty side." I sigh as he starts rubbing my clit. I can feel a slight breeze, which makes me more aware of how turned on I already am and how hot I'm burning when the air hits my wetness. I whimper as he pinches my clit between his pointer and middle finger. "Stay quiet." He reminds me as I start grinding my ass against him.

Hayden slides a hand under my shirt, stopping just below my breasts. I squirm against him, trying to get him to at least slip a hand under my bra. He grazes his teeth on my neck, and I can feel him smiling, knowing he's teasing me. He grips my hips so I can't rub against him anymore, and I let out a pouty huff. The hand he had under my shirt slowly lowers to my thighs, which he gives a squeeze and an appreciative grunt before he trails his hand up toward my center. He pushes two fingers into my hole, letting out a breathy moan. "Feel how ready you are for me." I drop a hand to my pussy, feeling how slick I am. "Keep that up, baby." I hear the clank of his belt buckle and zipper. as I continue rubbing my clit.

I can feel his erection prod me in the ass while he kicks my feet apart so my legs are wider for him. He grabs my hips again, pulling them back so my ass is out before he positions himself behind me. "We'll have to be fast." He rubs his cock between my labia, coating himself with my wetness. His cock is so hot between my lips that I feel like he could brand my core. He presses his tip into my entrance, pushing into me slowly. It feels so different, him taking my pussy from behind. He feels deeper, and I let out another whimper, my hand turning into a fist against the window. He stills himself, holding me close while I play with my clit, readying myself for him. It doesn't take long before I pant and push my hips back to take more of him. "There's a good girl. You're perfection, Dottie." He groans as he starts thrusting into me. He's all around me, pressing me against the cold car, holding me up, holding me with warm arms, keeping me in place, breathing on my neck, and grunting in my ear. I moan, and he grabs my throat, cutting me off. "Gotta be quiet, or we'll have to wait till we get home." I nod the best I can with his hand around my throat and grind my hips into him, needing more. He nips the back of my neck and continues thrusting. "You like when I fuck you like this? Where anyone could see us together?" He murmurs in my ear. "You want people to see that you're mine? Hear how good I make you feel?"

I bite my lip to quiet my moan. "Yes." I hiss back. I do want that. I want people to know I'm not the innocent little goody two showed Dottie anymore.

Hayden grabs my hips, pulling me back to meet each of his thrusts. "You'd like people to know this pretty pussy is all mine?"

I gasp at his words, stirring something so deep inside me. "All yours, Hayden." I whimper, and neither of us is quiet anymore as he pistons into me from behind. I cry out every time our hips connect, and I know I'm supposed to be quiet, but he feels too good. I can hear voices of people leaving the restaurant. My legs are shaking and I'm so close and panicking about how I'm going to stay standing and trying to be quieter. "Oh god!"

"Fuck!" He groans and grabs my neck, pulling out. He spins me around and grabs my thighs, lifting me and pinning me between him and his vehicle. "You suck at being quiet." I think he's trying to chastise me, but his words have no heat as he focuses on

realigning himself with my pussy like it's a need. "You make me so greedy." He pushes into me and crushes his lips to mine. I throw my arms around him, needing him closer and almost wishing we had gone home so I could feel him against me. He's not the only one feeling greedy. We kiss sloppily, panting in each other's faces while he thrusts into me.

"Oh." I bury my face into his neck and nip at his collarbone. "I'm so close, Hayden." I bite my lip and focus on being quiet.

"Me too." He grunts. "I'm going to fill your pussy up again."

"Your pussy." I remind him. "This is your pussy." He moans, and his movements become frantic and unsteady, and I know he will cum soon. I press my lips to his and moan into his mouth as I climax, loving how he pushes deeper into me as he cums. He groans and leans into me, nipping my neck as he presses me harder against the car for balance. I cling to him, too shaky to use my legs and not ready to break our connection.

He kisses me softly before pulling out. "I can get some plan B on the way home." He kisses my cheek, helping me to my feet.

I hadn't even thought about possible repercussions yet. I curse myself for being so stupid. "I have an IUD," I reassure him.

"Let's get some breakfast." He kisses my forehead before pulling up his pants and helping me readjust my skirt and hair. He grabs my hand. "I like knowing that you want me, Dot." I look at him, caught off guard, almost tripping over my feet. "I hope you know I want you too." I can put a face to the voices as we walk towards the door and I know we weren't quiet enough as they stare us down. Hayden squeezes my hand and gives me a crooked grin. "Guess they know you're mine." I can't help the laugh that bubbles out of my throat at the absurdity of what he just said but I can't deny I like the idea.

Laine eyes us as we near the booth. "This is what I get to look forward to now? You two sneaking off for a quickie and ignoring me?"

The food has already been served. I start sliding into the booth beside her, but Hayden grabs my shoulder and directs me to his side. He slides in next to me and throws an arm behind me. "Maybe on occasion." He stares her down as he pulls my plate to me. "Try not to be too big of a bitch about it."