Jake had to remind himself this was not a date, it was a hookup. The recently widowed thirty year old hadn't slept with anyone other than his wife in nearly ten years. Now he lay in his underwear on the king sized bed in a random woman's house. The lights were dimmed and a soft yellow glow filled the bedroom. The woman in question was named Jennifer but she went by Jen. They matched on Tinder but had previously seen eachother in the gym where they both worked out. Jake had always admired the intensity she brought to her workouts. She lifted weights with a purpose and her body was the perfect representation of that. Her body, while not skinny, was the perfect shape and thickness, at least in his mind. They had moved quickly once he knocked on her apartment door. A quick hug and kiss was given and with a laugh, she instructed him to go get ready in the bedroom. While Jake was doing that, she went into her bathroom.
As he waited on her soft, pink comforter he began having second thoughts. He began wondering if he was really ready for this, was it too soon? His wife had only been dead a year. Just as he began to change his mind, Jennifer stepped into the bedroom doorway. The light behind her cast her silhouette in a beautiful shape. Her muscular physique showed a tremendous amount of confidence and power. He could tell that she was wearing a black lace bra and panties. She smiled slyly and released her brown hair from the confines of its bun and shook it out until it fell to her shoulders. Jake was frozen in place as he gazed upon her.
"Like what you see?" She giggled as she stepped closer.
Jake coughed, "Uhm, y...yes."
She reached the foot of the bed and began crawling up toward him, her legs straddling his body. "I'm happy to hear that. You almost look like you're having second thoughts." She crawled up until her face was in front of his.
"It's just been a long time." He said softly.
"Well I won't force you into anything, we can just take it slow and if you change your mind we can stop." She said before slowly leaning down and kissing his cheek.
Her dangling hair tickled his cheeks where his beard didn't cover. She then kissed his lips softly. The kiss tingled against his lips in a way that made him feel like he had never kissed anyone before. His hands slid up and down her sides, the curves of her hips and waist like a curvy highway, her body was firm and soft at the same time. Jake returned the kiss, the taste of peaches on her lips and tongue had a somewhat intoxicating effect. She parted his lips with the tip of her tongue then pulled it out and bit his bottom lip in one fluid motion. Jake couldn't help himself as a low groan escaped his mouth, causing Jennifer to giggle.
"I'm sorry." Jake said, a slight sense of panic in his voice.
