Chapter 3
Tammy tell me true.
A week after the company dinner Tammy talked to Denny, over coffee quietly during breakfast. "Denn, I was talking to Alice at the Christmas dinner about how hot she looked. She was so sweet to me. Instead of fat shaming me she told me I was pretty and that men might still want me. I said, 'my husband doesn't even want me, why would other men want to fuck my fat ass.' Alice told me, 'You would be surprised, and why do you think Denny doesn't want you?' I thought for a while, 'We haven't done it in over a year, that's why. If he wanted me, wouldn't he just take me? After all I am his wife, and he has rights to my body.'"
Denny looked confused. "So why are you so distant and cold? I think the opposite, that you don't want me. Do you still want sex or is that chapter of our life over and done with now that you have the family you always wanted? Now that your sperm donor has done his job and I am supporting you and the kids."
Tammy looked strickened, "No. I am just afraid that you would reject me. My self-esteem is very low. If you rejected me, I would be crushed. I would rather not know than have it confirmed how disgusting you think I am."
Denny looked even more confused than before, "That is crazy talk. Do you want to go to therapy?"
Tammy confided, "Not exactly, but therapy of a sort. Alice sent me some porn videos, one scene in particular was very hot. It was a room, with stations around the walls. Each station had a hole in the wall at crotch height. In each hole was a woman's legs and hips and pussy stuck through with a curtain around their hips, the men couldn't see them and the women couldn't see the man either. The women's legs were held open with cuffs attached to the walls, so their pussies were available to the men to fuck. It was a female gloryhole. Not every woman was a skinny little twig, and every woman was getting serviced and sounded like they were having fun. I watched other videos some with model types and some heavy women and realized how unattractive some of the fat women were. But I watched anyway, putting myself in their place. After my initial shock I was excited thinking about the gloryhole. I kept going back to that one video, over and over again. I even got a vibrator and masturbated to the scene. I would like to do that. That way no one could see my belly and be repulsed. My mind has been dwelling on that experience. What do you think?"
Denny replied, "I think I know exactly what you are talking about. The last few weeks of OT we have been constructing a room exactly like you described. Ned showed me the video and asked if I would like to attend the event."
Tammy gasped and squirmed in her seat. "Just you?"
Denny grinned, "No. Ned invited us both, but I told him I didn't think you would be interested..."
Tammy Interrupted, "Well! Husband, you thought wrong. Would you allow me to do it if I wanted to? Let your wife get fucked by other men?" They had kept their voices low because the girls were eating breakfast in the other room, and it would soon be time to go to school and Denny to go to work soon.
Denny paused to collect his thoughts. "Would I? This all comes as a shock. I am not saying no, but I need to think about it." Just then the baby barfed up her fruit loops all over the kitchen table, her sisters panicked and started screaming. End of couple's conversation and semi-private time.
By the time Denny got home from work Tammy was sleeping with their youngest in bed with her. They picked up the conversation a couple of days later. "So. What do you think, Denn?"
"I thought about it and while it sounds crazy it does turn me on a bit. Since I am getting nothing now, there is no reason why neither of us should get any. A slutwife would be better than a roommate without benefits."
Tammy confided somewhat timidly, "Alice told me about the site and asked me if I wanted in, the test day is in a week just before New Year's. I was nervous and scared but also turned on at the thought, so I said OK. I hope you don't mind."
"This is very unlike you, but if it is what you want, who am I to say no?"
"You are my husband, and I am yours to command. Tell me what to do."
"I guess I want to go but not alone, it is either both of us or not at all. I don't want you telling me later that I had too much fun without you. That I cheated on you."
Tammy smiled and felt her parts moisten as she said, "OK. I will talk to Alice and ask her what I need to do."
Tammy was confused by all of this. She was from a very conservative family and this kind of thing, if it ever occurred, was kept secret. She loved watching romance movies and reading trashy romance novels. While she enjoyed them with their limited descriptions of erotic delights, the porn really sent her imagination into overdrive. There was nothing in her personal experience to prepare her for this. Nothing in her strict upbringing. She knew that her parents had to have done it or she and her three sisters wouldn't be here. But she was never aware of any sexual feelings between her parents, they even voted against sex ed in school. There was some very vailed family gossip at large clan picnics each spring, whispers about one of her aunts who ran away from her husband and kids with a black man, but only accusing whispers, never any real info. She hadn't thought about any of that in years. Tammy wasn't a deep thinker, so she was adrift in a sea of unfamiliar desires and thoughts.
If Denny says I should do this, then I will.
She and Denny only did missionary in order to get her pregnant. She had been a prude. Now she was rebelling against her upbringing and wanted to try being a slut. The thought excited her and gave her something to look forward to.
Denny, command me to do this. Make me your slut. Like in the videos.
Time for a full test run
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Go time. Ned worked through his punch list, and everything seemed good to go. He rounded up Deon and crew, some of his friends from the peep shows, plus Denny and a few of the workers who had worked extra hard to built the event space. The room was more sophisticated than the one in the video. They had installed multiple video cameras. A full system and huge monitors that showed all of the camera views plus a video server to collect all the footage for later editing into a watchable porn video. They had set up a live feed on a website and had a tech who sent select camera views and action to the live feed. The internet pay per view fees would help defray the costs of the operation AND make a lot of perverts gloriously happy. Pay per view rates were $50 if you signed up early, which rose to 200 the day of the event 200+ people signed up for e-mail updates based on advertising on the web and limited word of mouth. Male participation was invitation only. With only five women to service they couldn't have too many guys, they invited 20. It seemed like a good round number for a gangbang. If things worked out properly each woman could expect to be fucked multiple times during the test and experience every cock available.
There were three wall fuck stations on one wall. On an adjacent wall, the BJ wall, there were 3 six inch holes for men to stick there cock into a somewhat anonymous mouth. In the center of the room there was a pillory type torture station. With enough room around it to work. Swing a cat as it were. With a rack of whips, paddles and such. A woman would put her neck and hands on the block. The top of the block would swing shut, lock, and hold her in place. Her ankles would be chained to eyebolts on the floor, legs spread wide to keep her from squirming away while granting access to her holes. There were cameras with a view of her crotch and her face. One of the TVs was directly ahead so Alice and the lucky guy servicing her could see everything. Five percent of the event subscribers were women. Ned and Deon were hoping to get more slut volunteers for an all-expenses paid trip to fuck town, when it came time to go live with the main event in a month or so.
