Since I arrived in London last week, I had been running amok around town like a mad woman dealing with all the preparations needed for uni.
But today, it would be different --- not because it was a Sunday but it was tonight that I would get to finally meet him.
All that I could focus once waking up was him. I met him off at Craigslist with a w4m add that I posted a couple of years ago - basically on a whim no doubt.
He was one of the few that answered my posting and he outshone all the others simply because he knew what I wanted. He secretly knew.
Leah was absolutely right with the fact that Craigslust London was hard to maneuver. Few answered the postings and it easily got flagged due to common reasons that the men wanted to monopolize the ad and the women wanting to get ahead.
Our correspondence started off innocently enough. I was pleased that right from the start we both knew that we had the same wavelength (in some way) with regards to our sexuality and the kinks we wanted.
I continued to talk to him about my life which he paralleled it with stories of his own. He was one of first people outside of my circle who knew that I had lost my virginity to my first boyfriend at the age of 25.
I told him that after getting a taste of a proper hard fucking, I had succumbed to inebriation in the end.
He also knew my fears with the subject of anal play. He was one of the people that guided me and helped me to open up with that aspect. I told him that it hurt like fuck when the boyfriend did it to me the first time even though we had a huge bottle of lube and that I couldn't walk properly for days after.
I told him if I had come to London sooner, that I would've wanted him to be the first one to touch my ass and dominate me there. I guess it was because there was a pseudo-trust that we had established over time. I trusted him in our own sickening way the least.
Then reality got in the way but I still informed him of my adventures from time to time as he did with his. And tonight we were having dinner.
I had told him that in the event; where there would be a possibility of rendezvousing with him (in the future) and on the grounds that we both weren't married, presented a clean bill of health to each other and still wanted to play around --- then we could.
As I dressed for the evening with the same usual care, I imagined all the dirty things we could do. I even took out a dress that best represented me; the saint and the sinner.
After getting my needed prophylactics, I informed my friends that I would be dinning out tonight. As I stepped out of the room, I stopped by the hotel bar and ordered one whiskey on the rocks (single malt) just to get the edge off. The barman eyed me lustfully and I just laughed and shrugged it off thinking that tonight, I was the property of another man, of someone else.
We agreed to meet up in a cafΓ© near the hotel. As I opened the door and scoured the scene of where my friend might be; then I saw him, eying me. The bastard.
He was looking at me the whole time. He had a table positioned at the center of the room where he could've easily seen everybody going in and out of the cafΓ©. And I just laughed at the thought and proceeded to him.
As we introduced ourselves, the memories of our correspondence came rushing back in my mind. I felt elated that finally there was a presence (a solid block of mass) behind the person whom I was corresponding to all these years.
The evening turned out pleasantly enough. He told me about his life, how after being divorced changed everything and his feelings on the matter. I told him about what my activities were since I arrived in London and my plans for the future,
Since the night air was warm enough, we decided to walk a bit and get some of the alcohol out in our system.