It was Thursday, but it felt like Friday. I sat in the far corner of the coffee shop scouring the want ads. My cell phone battery was almost dead; I tried one more call. They put me on hold and my phone died. I cursed softly and then I froze, before me stood the storeowner.
"Lori, you're not looking for another job on company time are you?"
Even though he was at least ten years my junior, he intimidated me. "No, I'm finished for the day, Mr. Johnson. This is my time and I even bought my own coffee and muffin," I replied with the most bravado I could muster. I stared up at him and watched a smile spread across his face.
Sorry, I didn't mean it that way. However, I would like to talk to you. May I sit down?" Two cups of coffee and nearly an hour later I had agreed to become the new morning shift supervisor. Six hours a day, Monday to Friday and one weekend a month at nearly double my preset salary plus benefits. The only drawback was that I had to start at 5AM. My three day training would begin the next day and I would commence my new duties the following Monday.
I sat in the toilet stall and appreciated the release of my bladder. The thought of my new job and the fact that it would solve most, if not all, of my money woes generated pleasure and relief too. I washed my hands, primped my hair, and headed back into the coffee shop only to almost run into Brian as he entered the shop. He greeted me with a big smile and a hug and then introduced me to his friend Scott McMillan.
Scott was slightly taller than I was, with wiry build, short black hair, and brown eyes. He had a friendly smile and extended his hand in introduction. Self-consciously I extended my still damp hand. His grip was warm and firm, but gentle.
Brian invited me to join them for coffee. It was the last thing I needed but after the way Scott said, "...Please join us..." I could not refuse. Brian entered the long line waiting to order and Scott escorted me to an empty table. We sat in silence for a moment. Scott seemed uncomfortable. He nervously squeezed the table edge. Then he looked at me and blurted out, "I'm in town for a few days on business. Brian and I are old friends and since he is out of town this weekend...well...well he suggested...well he thought that you might be willing to join me for dinner or a trip to the museum..." He stopped his ramble when he saw the expression on my face.
Surprise, horror, anger, and indignation all swept over me. I wanted to stand up and scream across the coffee shop at Brian. How dare he try to pimp me out. Who did he think he was? Instead, I swallowed hard, bit my lip, and I sat there glancing first at Brian's back and then a Scott's face. His expression was one of embarrassment. His mouth moved but only a hoarse, barely audible whisper emerged. He cleared his throat and stammered, "That was very rude and presumptuous of me. I apologize. I'm sorry, if I offended you. I just hoped that you might..."
I did not let him finish. "...No offence taken, Scott. It's just that I'm starting a new job on Monday and my training starts tomorrow at 5 AM. A late night is not a good idea, but please thank Brian for thinking of me." I could hear the sarcasm in my voice as I rose from the table.
He reached across the table and touched my arm. "Please allow me to phone you." There was regret in his voice. He pause and then continued. "Whether it's a late lunch, an early dinner, or even just a conversation on the phone." His words seemed sincere. In a flustered reaction, I blurted out my cell number and then bolted toward the exit nearly bumping into Brian and his three cups of coffee.
At home, I took refuge in the shower. The hot, steamy beads of water seem to melt my anger. By the time I turned off the water and began to towel myself dry, I was feeling good about what happened at the coffee shop. My good work ethic had been recognized and rewarded with a promotion. While Brian's actions had offended me, I realized that I was angrier with myself than with him. However, I noticed how I was changing. I had reacted with control and confidence.