Oh jeez mom, leave me alone! I got enough problems!
"Come on, get off the couch! Look at this place!" Mom was doing her best to imitate a harpy. "It's a fucking mess!"
That pulled me up, mom saying "Fucking"? I'm not sure I've ever heard her use the word before. I got up, onto my feet, stood there. She wrapped herself around me and said, more gently, "I know, you're hurting right now, but this sitting around, making a mess is not helping you. Come on, you're better than this."
Okay, some background. My dad walked out on us years ago, mom was able to keep the house, but has had a boyfriend for the last four years and sleeps at his place, mostly. My brother, Steve and I lived here on our own, we were both over eighteen, until he moved in with his girlfriend after graduating college and starting a new job. I was here, on my own, until my, now ex-, boyfriend moved in about two years ago. Work for him hasn't died dramatically over the last year, like it has for so many people, he's a plumber, he remained busy. I was completing my degree, and two weeks ago, he said, "Fuck you," and walked out, with all his shit thrown into his work van. No explanation, no argument, no nothing, just here one moment, gone the next. So I'm left feeling bewildered, lost, alone, and depressed as all fuck.
The last eighteen months have not been easy, agreed. Science, masks and vaxxes versus ignorance, anti-vaxxers, dead idiots, shutdowns, isolations, have made all out lives a lot more difficult that it really needed be, I think. My ex-, well, he had refused vaccines, until he was tested positive to the virus. I got it too, whereas he got it bad, I was barely slowed. I had my vaccines, at mom's insistence, but she couldn't persuade him, so fuck him- well, fuck him no more.
Mom works for the State Health Department, she is, right now, working so much overtime and today is the first time I've seen her in a week. For the next hour, she directed me and helped clean the place a bit. Things were picked up, clothes went into the washer, dishes into the dishwasher, floors were quickly swept. At one point I heard her talking on the phone to her boyfriend, telling him she was going to stay with me for the night. I knew she had a meeting the next morning so wouldn't stay for breakfast, but just having her here was actually helpful. We talked a little and she helped me get a somewhat better perspective.
Then she said, "Wait a moment." I blinked and heard the front door close. A few minutes later, she was back, with a neighbor, Mary.
Mary is older than mom, but still attractive, and was a real friend of mom's. We saw a lot of her when dad moved out, and mom did say that without Mary, life would have been a lot more difficult. We had a coffee and talked girl talk. I found Mary to be a good listener, charming. Then she said, "David and I are going to the gym in the morning, Chloe was supposed to come with us, but can't make it. Can you fill in for her?" Chloe is her daughter, a lot older than me and occasional baby sitter for Steve and me when we were still kids and needing a sitter.
A gym? Me, in a gym? I found myself agreeing saying yes, I wasn't working in the morning, then asked about paying. "Oh no sweat," she said, "They've just reopened and we had to book. We're members, but Chloe isn't, we had to pay up front for her, a no-show is non-refundable. Thank you for that. I'll let David know." I shook my head, thankful for her generosity, I don't have a lot of money, working part time in a supermarket.
Mary went home, just a couple of houses down, mom and I eventually went to bed. Mom woke me in the morning, made a breakfast, there wasn't much in the fridge, told me she would do some shopping and see me that evening. She took off, and I was left again, alone. I could feel myself sliding down but then remembered Mary was coming to collect me at eight-thirty, to go to the gym. She did and we went, with her husband, David, to a gym quite a distance away.
We did the gym thing, weights, treadmills, stationary cycles, all sorts of pulley machines and after about 20 minutes, I was feeling it. I couldn't understand why we seemed to shift from thing to thing, but Mary did explain about trying to balance their exercise, between core strength, upper and lower body strengths. Mary was going like a Marine on an obstacle course but still stopped to help me. She could see I was struggling. I had caught a whiff of a sauna at one point and asked about it. Yes, there is a sauna, it's mixed, but we didn't have the costumes for it today, perhaps next time. Next time?
Finishing at the gym, we didn't take time out for showers, but went straight to the coffee lounge next door. We talked for a bit and went home. This set a pattern for the week for me. When I wasn't working, Mary invited me to the gym, mom offered to pay, but Mary wouldn't hear of it. She and David are very generous people. I got better, then the beginning of the next week, Mary suggested I have a swimsuit so we can use the sauna.
We went through their routine and I made it to the end without collapsing in a big heap. Mary told me she wanted to use the sauna earlier, so this time I brought my bikini, changed into it, joining them in the sauna. It was a lot larger than I thought it would be, but there was only four other people in there, two couples, all enjoying the heat. It hit me but in moments I could feel it relaxing muscles, getting into my bones, relieving tensions, it felt good. I lost track of time in there, and it seemed like it was hours before we left. In reality it was only about ten minutes, first time in a sauna for ages and Mary didn't want to overdo it. We came out and the transition from the heat of the sauna to the cold of the gym made me gasp and my nipples pop.
Mary and I went into the shower and it didn't have individual cubicles, it was one large room with lots of shower heads and taps. I looked at her and for an older woman, she was quite shapely, not sagging at all, still beautiful. Nice breasts and a landing strip of hair on her pudenda. She could see me looking at her, and turned to face me, asking how was I feeling. She ran her eyes over me and I felt a rush, I haven't been looked at like that for a while. My nipples betrayed me, they got hard. I got under a shower quickly. That incident left me a little shaken. She looked at me, and I responded, that never happened in a shower with a woman before. What got me was that I was looking at her too, and not just in a friendly way.
Dropping me off, Mary got out the car too, told David she would be home soon. We went inside my place, and we started talking. There wasn't a lot of housework, I had gotten on top of it during the week, with mom's help. We sat and talked, and I found myself pouring out a lot of crap, most of which I hadn't even said to mom. As I said, Mary was a good listener. I got up to take our cups to the dishwasher, thinking we were finished, but as Mary stood, I got close and instead of reaching for her cup, I reached for her. I stepped closer, hugged her, thanked her for being such a good listener. She looked at me with that same look she had in the shower, saying, "You're so beautiful, I don't understand why anyone would want to give you up." I kissed her.
I mean, I kissed her, on the lips, with passion, a woman, I kissed a woman. Look out Katy Perry, I'm kissing a girl! My nipples got harder, I could feel my pussy swelling, demanding to be touched. Mary responded, she kissed me back! In seconds I was pulling her clothes off, I wanted her breast in my mouth. I wanted her pussy on mine. I wanted her fingers inside me. I was so fucking horny!
There was nothing elegant here, I dragged her off to my bed, unmade as it was. Pushing the duvet out of the way, I pulled her onto me as we kissed, hands flying over her body. Her breasts were soft, her taste, well, funny, but it didn't stop me. Suddenly, she took charge. I was open to her, my track pants around my ankles, my panties trapping my feet, I felt her tongue on me, her mouth suckling my nipples, her fingers sliding all over me.
My clit was swollen to the point where it might burst if it got any larger. She flicked her fingers over it, fuck! She really knew what she was doing! This was so exciting, I was just dripping juice. She had two fingers inside me pumping my clean shaven pussy, slapping my clit with the palm of her hand. No-one has ever done anything like this to me before! This was fucking brilliant! I was loving it! I could feel the tension inside me growing, sending tingles to every nerve in my body.