Lust Or Love Pt 01

Lust Or Love?

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This is a work of fiction. All characters depicted are 18 years and over.

Donald had been tossing and turning for hours. All the stress he was under was causing a bout of insomnia. He could just not get to sleep. His mind was working a mile a minute. He decided to get up and get something to drink. He threw the covers off of himself and sat on the side of the bed. He ran his hand through his hair and rubbed his eyes. Then he got up and went into the kitchen.

He looked in the refrigerator, not really expecting to find anything, but there was a little orange juice left. He took it out and poured the rest of it into a glass and discarded the carton in the trash. He moved quietly into the living room and turned on one of the lamps. He did not want to wake Steven, his roommate, or his girlfriend, Dana.

Donald and Steven had been rooming together for three years while finishing up the last two years of college, and now both working on a graduate degree. Steven was working on a Chemistry Masters and Donald was working on a Civil Engineering Masters. Both still had probably another year to go in order finish up. They knew each other very well by now and were very good friends.

About six months ago Steven had started going out with Dana and they had been living together for the last two months. Dana was easy to add to their little family, not only was she quite a good looking woman, but she was smart as hell. Donald liked her a lot but was careful not to intrude on their relationship. But lately Dana and Steven seemed a little at odds with each other. Donald was not sure what was wrong but since it was none of his business, he made sure to stay out of it.

But that was not what was keeping him up a night. That stupid thesis was starting to nag at him. His adviser had suggested several topics for his thesis, but none of them aroused much interest in him. And he was not having much luck coming up with any alternatives. It was driving him crazy. He needed to find an acceptable topic soon or it was going to impact what time he had left to write the thesis.

He took another drink of the orange juice and sat there looking blankly at the wall in front of him. He tried to close his eyes but that just made it worse. Maybe he should take a sleeping pill, he thought. No, that would not clear his head and that, more than anything, was what he really needed.

About that time he heard Steven's door open and close. Then Dana came into the living room to his surprise.

"What are you doing up?" Donald asked.

"I couldn't sleep. How about you?"

"Me either. This thesis has me all tied in knots."

She came over and sat beside him on the couch. She was wearing an oversize pajama top and her hair was somewhat mussed. She was just as good looking as if she had been dressed in an evening gown.

"Is Steven still asleep?"

"He sleeps with the dead. He would not wake up even if a freight train went through his bedroom."

"That's our Steven. He's been that way since I've known him."

She smiled slightly at that comment. "It can be infuriating at times, especially when I'm horny late at night."

Dana was always very open, it was one of the things Donald liked about her. She could say anything to anyone at any time. But she was discrete when she needed to be.

"Well don't look at me, I want to keep Steven as a friend."

"You're in no danger. It's just frustrating, sometimes."

"Uh, can I ask you a personal question?"

"Sure, ask away."

"Are you and Steven having problems. You don't have to answer if that is inappropriate."

She paused to frame her answer, not because she did not want to answer.

"Well, yes. It is a little hard to explain, but not because it's personal, it's just hard to explain. Neither of us can put a finger on it directly, we just seem to be uneasy with each other. It's not something that causes us to fight with each other, I think we could deal with that, but it is something else. I wish I could be more clear about it, but I can't express it any better than that."

"Wow, that's tough. I wish I could say something but I can't think of a thing."

She smiled at that. "I know. I wish I knew what it was, then we could fight about it. At least it would be out in the open."

They were silent for a while, not sure what to talk about next.

"So what about you? Have any girl prospects on the horizon?"

"Not really. This thesis has been occupying my mind too much lately to be interested in girls. I haven't even had a date in a month."

"That's got to be frustrating."

"Well, not really. Until I get past this thesis topic problem dating seems to be on my back burner."

"Maybe you should go on a date to clear your mind."

"I guess I could. It's just that I don't have any prospects at the moment."

"Maybe I could fix you up with someone."

Donald smiled at that. "I probably would not make a very good first impression. But thanks anyway."

Dana left it at that, but she did not want him to wallow in his own juices.

"You are good guy, Donald. If I wasn't with Steven, I could be with you pretty easily. Don't worry so much, something or someone will tickle your fancy and you will be off and running again."

"Thanks, that almost makes me feel better. But what about you? Are your classes going well?"

"I think so. No big problems yet. This semester can't seem to go fast enough. Just one more after this one and I can finally get my degree."

"Are you going to go on to graduate school?"

"I don't think so, at least, not yet. I want to take some time to travel a little, maybe visit Europe."

"So you're not thinking about marriage yet?"

"No, not yet."

Then, it was if a light bulb went on in her head. A strange look came over her and she was suddenly thinking very hard.

"Maybe that's it." she said.

"What's it?"

"What Steven and I are uneasy about. Maybe he is afraid of losing me and I really want to leave when I graduate."

She was still working over the idea in her head. Donald did not say anything but let her work through it on her own.

"Oh my God, that really is what is bothering us, or at least him. We each want something different and there is no way to resolve the problem without one of us having to give up something."

"You mean you really haven't talked about this?"

"No, we had a conversation about our plans a few weeks ago but that's all. Come to think about it, that's when things got different between us."

"You mean you're not in love with him?"

"No, I made that pretty clear to him some time ago. I do like him and the sex is great, but love? That's just not in the cards. I know he's not completely right for me. He is a fun guy and a great companion to run around with, but a husband? I don't think so."

"Yeah, I can see where that would devastate him if he was in love with you."

"I have to think about this some more. I need to let him down easy. I don't want to destroy him."

"Well, I'm glad about that. He is my friend and I would hate to see him go through a bad breakup."

"I don't want to have one either. It's too much of a hassle. But at least I know what has been bothering us and I can plan some kind of an exit strategy."

"Would you leave him right away?"

"I think that would be best. Prolonging it will only make it worse for both of us. Better to break it off clean as soon as I can."

"Yeah, that sounds right. I know him and if he does get let down easy then he will recover in no time."

She was silent for a moment. "But I will miss the sex." She smiled at that admission.

"Is he good in bed?"

"Oh yeah. Not the best, but pretty good."

"Well, you will find someone else soon enough."

She was thoughtful for a moment, and then smiled at Donald.

"Maybe you could help with that."

"How, I am not a match maker by any stretch of the imagination."

"No, silly. I mean you, yourself."

Donald was stunned. "You mean you would consider having sex with me?"

"Of course I would. Like I said before, you are a good guy. You are handsome, kind, attentive, a good person to be with, and I know you have thought about it."

"Well, yeah. But I did not want to come between you and Steven."

"That's no longer a problem, or at least it won't be within a few days. So, would you like to have sex with me, right now?"

"Do you think we will wake Steven?"

"Not in a million years."

She changed position on the couch and slowly began to unbutton her pajama top. She got to the last button and moved to sit on his lap facing him.

Donald could not believe what was happening. It was as if he were in a dream.

"Now, you're not going to fall in love with me, are you?"

"I hope not, I will try to resist the temptation."

"Good, now that we have that out of the way you are free to have your way with me."

Donald spread the two parts of the pajama top to reveal her breasts. They were beautiful. He knew they were large from the clothing she sometimes wore, but actually seeing them made him appreciate them even more.

"You like them?"

"They are beautiful. You are beautiful."

"Thanks, you are not so bad yourself."

Donald used his fingertips to trace patterns on her breasts, occasionally touching her prominent nipples. They started out small but each time he touched them they grew a little more until they were hard points.

"Oh, wow. That feels wonderful."

She put her hands against his shoulders and leaned into him. She lowered her head a little to touch her forehead to his forehead. Her hair was falling around her head and felt so sexy to him. Her hips were now moving a little. He could feel his cock rising of its own volition to try to meet her sweet spot. It was tenting his shorts and soon he would need to adjust himself to relieve the pressure.

His hands were now softly squeezing her breasts, her nipples pressing into his palms. He just had to kiss them so he leaned her back on his lap so he could get to her breasts with his mouth. He began to kiss all around them and nuzzling them with his nose. Then he kissed her nipples one after the other directly.

"Ooh, I like that. Suckle on them."

He did as he was asked and used his tongue to lightly lick each nipple. Then he placed each one in turn into his mouth and lightly sucked on them. She was obviously enjoying what he was doing as she pressed her breasts against his mouth as he sucked each one. When he thought she had enough for the moment he lifted her back up and moved her down on his lap a little until his cock was pressing against her clit.

"Ahhh, that's much better. My, you have a big one."

She got up off of him and took off the pajama top. Then she laid down on the couch on her stomach with her head next to his lap. She put her free hand on his cock.

"Wow, I wasn't wrong, it is big."

She pulled his waistband back and used her hand to bring out his cock. She could just get her hand around it. But it was also pretty long. She so admired circumcised cocks. She started moving her hand gently up and down on it.

"I like this as much as you liked what I was doing to you."

Dana smiled at that. Then she began to lick his member paying special attention to the head. She liked to lick all around it. It seemed to grow a little in her hand when she did this. That turned her on a little more. When she could not stand to wait any longer she slowly sucked his cocked into her mouth. She loved giving head, almost as much as intercourse, almost. She slowly bobbed up and down trying to take in as much of his length that she could. Soon she was able to relax her throat and proceeded to take a little of his head into it.

"Oh my God. You are so good at this."

Dana loved it when a man congratulated her on her fellatio skills. She really enjoyed giving head, it made her feel powerful. She lifted her head to look at him while replacing her mouth with her hand.

"So I guess you like it?"

"God yes."

"Are you thinking about your thesis now?"

"Hell, no. When you do that I can not ignore you. You are the only thing in my mind right now."

"Good."

She continued to give him head again. Soon he could feel his orgasm building.

"If you don't stop I am going to cum."

Dana did not stop, she sped up, bobbing her had faster and faster.

"I'm cumming, Dana!"

And he started pumping cum into her mouth. He pumped rope after rope of cum into her. For her part, Dana managed to swallow every drop. It was the thing she loved most about giving head. Feeling a man cum in her mouth was the best. A complete turn on.

When he stopped cumming she lifted her head and looked at him again. He responded by lifting her up and placing her on her back. When he had her legs partially spread he reached under her and slowly began to remove her panties. He want to enjoy every second of the main reveal. He was not disappointed. She was clean shaven and absolutely beautiful. When he had her panties completely off he lifted them to his nose and inhaled them deeply.

"Wow! You smell incredible. And you look even better. I think I will have something to eat."

She smiled at that. "Eat up all you want."

He got between her legs and started kissing the inside of her thighs, working slowly up her legs as he went. When he got to her crotch he licked all around her sweet spot teasing her as much as he could. When he thought she was ready he started at the bottom of her pussy and slowly licked upwards with the flat of his tongue. He discovered she was very wet as she leaked a little all around his tongue. His tongue easily slipped inside her but he continued upwards to her clit. When he reached it he licked all around it and she began to squirm a little.

"Oh, that feels incredible. Just like that."

After a few more trips around her clit he put his mouth on it and sucked on it lightly. She now was moving her hips up to mash her clit into his mouth. That just made him suck harder. After a few minutes of this he put one of his fingers into her.

"Fuck my pussy. Make me cum."

He withdrew his finger and replaced it with two of them. Then he was using them to fuck her as he continued to suck on her clit.

"Oh God! Keep going!"

He moved his finger in and out of her a little faster and sucked even harder. That did it for her.

"I'm cumming. Oh I'm cumming!"

And did she ever. Her vaginal muscles squeezed his fingers over and over again and her hips were moving up and down matching her vaginal convulsions. He could see that her eyes were closed tightly and a frown was on her brow, while a small smile was on her lips. When her climax subsided she opened her eyes and really smiled at him.

"That was incredible. Are you full yet?"

"Yes, but now I need to wear off the calories by fucking you."

"I like the sound of that."

Donald took off his shorts. Then he positioned himself above her and took his cock in hand. He moved it to her pussy and then paused.

"I assume you are safe?"

"Don't worry, I'm on the pill. Now fuck me."

He rubbed his cock up and down on her pussy and then entered her slowly.

He looked down at her and said, "You feel really good."

"So do you. You fill me up nicely. I like that."

He started slowly fucking her while keeping his weight off her. She was exquisite. He had never fucked anyone that felt this good. She was really a great fuck. He hoped he could have more of this.

"You have a really nice cock. And you know how to use it. I love it when I am fucked by a good man. And you are that."

"You are an amazing woman. I had no idea you were this sexual. I like it a lot."

He was moving a little faster now and she was responding to him. He could see that she was getting turned on again and it spurred him on to make her cum again. He sped up his pumping a little and tried to get as far into her as he could.

"Fuck me, Donald. I am getting closer."

He kept up his motion, using all he had to get her off. And it was working because he could see it in her face and feel her hips move against him. She was looking straight at him as he plowed into her. The smile on her face told him everything he needed to know.

And then she shot off like a roman candle. She covered her mouth with her hand to keep from crying out but it was obviously a great climax for her. And her hip contortions were unbelievable. She was shaking from her orgasm while her hips ground against him. It took her a while to come down but when she did he slowed down to just barely moving into her.

"Wow, that was fantastic. You are great. You can fuck me anytime."

He put his hands under her and lifted her as he sat down on the couch. Now he was still in her while she sat on his lap facing him.

"Now you can return the favor by fucking me." he said.

"I can do that. Nothing would give me more pleasure."

She began to pump up and down on him, all he had to do was sit still and let her work on him.

"I like this position." she said. "I can watch you as I make you feel good. And by the way, this position turns me on as well."

She smiled at him. He loved her smile, it brightened his whole mood.

"God I love fucking." she said. "I would do it all day long if I didn't have other obligations. As it is, I never get to do it as often as I would like."

"We will have to see about that in the future."

"I like the sound of that."

Her motion was a little faster now. It was turning him on, the feel of her pussy, watching her breasts move up and down with her motions, and watching her face as she got more turned on again. He had never met anyone this passionate before. When she fucked it was with complete abandon. She let every emotion she felt show on her so that her partner could see it. It was beautiful. She was the biggest turn on he had ever known.

And now he was getting closer to his climax. She continued to speed up a little every minute.

"Are you close, Donald? I know I am."

"Almost, just keep going and I will give you what you want."

"If I can hold out."

He could no longer hold out. He started fucking her by matching her motions. It brought both of them to climax at almost the same time. She was first and he followed almost immediately. They both were in the throws of the biggest climaxes either had ever felt. And it just kept going on and on until it eventually reached its end and they both collapsed on each other, their arms around the other.

They sat like that for a while. Dana finally lifted herself up a little and kissed him. When he opened his eyes she was smiling the biggest smile he had ever seen.

"Well, I think that should hold you for a while." she said.

He answered by pulling her close to him and holding her tightly for a minute.

"Can we do this again?" he asked.

"Just try to stop me."

Now it was his turn to smile.

"I guess we should each get back to bed. I think I can sleep now."

"Good. Just remember, mum's the word until I can talk to Steven."

"Not a word."

With that she removed him from her by standing up and gathering her top and panties. When she had them she walked back towards Steven's room, but before disappearing she turned to him.

"Good night. I enjoyed our time together."

"Me too. Good night."

And with that she turned and disappeared into Steven's room.

Donald picked up his shorts, put them on, and returned to his room. When he got into bed he was asleep before he knew what happened.

**********

When Donald's alarm went off the next morning he woke and felt refreshed for the first time in days. Then he realized why. Was it a dream, did it really happen? To determine the truth he smelled his hand. Yep, it really happened. A big smile spread across his face. He got up and went to his bathroom. After showering, shaving, and putting on clothes for the day he went into the kitchen.