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This is a work of fiction. All characters depicted are 18 years and over.
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Steven looked at Dana. "He looked chipper this morning. Certainly different from last night."
"Yeah, he did."
"What time does your class start this morning?"
"Ten o'clock. So I have some time this morning." she said.
"Mine doesn't start until ten either. Want to go back to bed and fool around?"
At the moment, it was the last thing on her mind. Might as well get this over with.
"Steven, can we talk?"
"Sure, what about."
"Well, this is going to be hard." She paused a second. "It's about us. Something about our relationship has changed recently, and I think I know what it is. Are you still hoping I will fall in love with you?"
He was not exactly surprised at the question, never the less he had been hoping for that exact thing.
"Well, yes. I know you told be you weren't in love with me, but you continue to have sex with me, so I thought, maybe, that might change things between us."
She sighed. "Steven, that's just not going to happen. Look, I am a very sexual person, I love sex. But that's different than love. Love requires a lifetime commitment and I just can't make that kind of commitment right now. There are so many things I still want to do before I can settle down."
"I know, I know. You said that before. I guess I was just hoping against all the odds that you would somehow change your mind and fall in love with me. I guess that idea is dead."
"I'm sorry, Steven. I really am. I hate confronting you like this but I don't want to see you hurt. I think it's best if we break off our relationship before one of us is hurt."
He was silent for a minute. "Yeah, I guess you're right. We can't go on like this, the tension is just too much. But I will miss the sex."
"I know. Well now that we have that settled I guess I need to call Cindy and let her know I will be moving back in. I will try to be out of here today, no reason to put it off."
She put her hand on his. "But thanks for taking this so well. You are a good person and you deserve the best. I hope you find it one day."
"Thanks. I hope you get everything you want. Do you need help packing?"
"No, I live lite so there isn't much to pack. I guess I will get started."
Dana got up from the table and moved her dishes to the dishwasher. Then she went back to Steven's room to pack. She really didn't have much, just some clothes and toiletries. She was packed in fifteen minutes with only a single bag. She carried that down to her car and then went back up for her books and laptop.
Steven was still sitting at the kitchen table, not doing anything. She went by him and put her books and laptop into her backpack. She took one more look around the room for anything she might be leaving behind, but saw nothing. She sighed and went back to the kitchen with her pack.
"Well, I guess that's it." It was obvious that Steven was in a funk from his facial expression. "Look, Steven, don't wallow in your sorrow like this. You are a good man, someone will come along for you. Now give me a hug so I know we are separating on good terms."
He got up out of his chair and she pulled him into a hug. He was warm and felt good, but she could not be what he wanted at this stage of her life. She let him go and kissed him on the cheek.
"Here is your key. I won't say goodbye because we will see each other again."
She turned, picked up her backpack and left through the door. Steven watched her go and then sat back down in his chair. Okay, okay, he was an idiot thinking he could change her mind. But it still hurt.
He took his dishes to the dishwasher and busied himself cleaning the kitchen. When he had everything clean he picked up his books and laptop and left for class, hoping that would lift his spirits.
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Donald got a text around noon from Dana saying that she had moved out and that Steven had taken it better than she thought he would. She also asked him if he wanted to meet her for dinner. He sent a text back to her and suggested they meet at the Student Union at five. She returned the text and agreed.
The meeting with his adviser was at two o'clock and he was looking forward to it. He finally had an idea and it was related to one of his adviser's suggestions. He hoped it would go well.
Dana had classes most of the day, her last one ending at three. When that time came she went to her car and drove to her old apartment. She took her laptop and books with her and knocked on her old door. Cindy opened the door and practically screamed her name.
"Dana! Welcome back!"
She took Dana into a big bear hug. They both held each other tightly for a minute. When they uncoiled from each other they looked at the other and tears began to well up in both of them.
"It is so good to have you back. I've missed you."
"It's so good to be back. Still got room for me?"
"Of course, silly. Your room is ready and waiting for you. Come on in!"
Dana picked up her books and laptop and went inside, closing the door behind her.
"It still looks the same."
"It is the same. I can't afford to change anything."
"Let me get my stuff up here and then we can talk."
"Need any help?"
"No , just have the one bag I left with. Back in a minute."
She returned shortly with her bag. She tossed it into her old room to unpack later along with her books and laptop. She returned to the living room to find Cindy sitting on the couch with a canned coke in her hand.
"There's another one on the counter there."
Dana spotted the coke and opened it before sitting beside her friend. Cindy was full of questions.
"So tell me why you're back. Did you break up?"
"Yes, we broke up. He thought he was in love with me and we both know how I feel about that."
"Yeah, I was afraid of that. It always seems to happen to you. You attract boys who want to fall in love with you like a water melon attracts flies."
"It does seem that way at times. At least this one took it well enough. There was no big emotional scene to deal with this time."
"Yeah. Girl, it is sure nice to have you back. By the way, thanks for continuing to pay your share of the rent. I can't thank you enough."