Note. There are frequent references to sex acts. However, the thrust of this piece is to show how a film handles sex and lust and power.
My story is in this format to show King John's psychological make up in a favourable light. It avoids detailing the frequent sieges and battles that he fought. This is why the action takes place in Marlborough Castle (the ruins are now inside Marlborough College) on "The Mound". Marlborough Castle was reputably King John's favourite occasional residence.
It also details the effect of being an actress in such a sex based film.
Enjoy.
INTRODUCTIONS
My name is Pauline Saunders and I am a 40 year old actress. In my youth I had hoped to take Broadway by storm, but it didn't happen. I got solid parts in off-Broadway productions and that was my highest achievement.
Any over 30 year old actress struggles to get a decent role. This applies even if you are a world wide recognised actress. Apparently the camera no longer loves actresses when their faces and boobs go south.
I was reduced to walk on parts with only a few lines or none at all. My husband Chris says that I would be happy to be a stage hand if it helped to mount a major production. I tell him that stage hands are as skilled in their arts as we actors and actresses and directors and lighting people and prompts.
It is only because I love the stage that I continue. to go to auditions. My agent has to work hard to get me those auditions.
It's only because of the financial and moral support of my husband that I can continue my quest for stardom. Chris comes to watch me and, to be open and honest, he has seen me in some pretty poor shows. But, never once has Chris stopped supporting me.
MY AFFAIR
Six years ago I had an affair. Chris managed to overcame his anger when I slept with another actor. It was a tense time and he considered filing for divorce. But he stuck with me. That affair was the worst decision of my whole life. If I could go back and relive my life it wouldn't include that sordid episode.
It still rankles with Chris that this actor now is a household name. Shortly after that stage show, Hollywood came a calling for him. His agent got him a 3 picture deal. That 3 film deal led to better contracts and then major parts in theatres across the globe. On principle we never go to see his films or speak his name, even though my dalliance was 15 years ago. I told Chris that the actor wasn't good in bed and that helps him to cope with my betrayal. It wasn't a lie. The actor was really bad at sex despite his large penis.
The star was a lousy lay. Maybe that's why he hasn't got married. Once women get to know he is bad in bed they leave him. Money and fame haven't helped him find a soul mate. I am lucky that I have a soulmate in Chris.
But even soulmates have their limits and a film offer was to test even Chris's devotion to our marriage.
THE FILM OFFER
My agent had worked hard to get them to offer me a major part of the film version of King John's life. It is taken entirely from his viewpoint. I was to play the part of his first true love. I was to act the part of the 36 year old, eldest daughter of the Earl of Southampton. My husband is a Baron who is away on a Crusade and may not ever return. There is a tension in my character's romance with the 23 year Prince. I want him but also want to remain faithful.
JOHN IS NOT BAD
Most people think that John was a bad King. This film shows that he reacted to events. It implies that no one could have done any better, given the historical predicament he inherited. That re-evaluation alone should help box office.
In the film John is in a church seeing a "Last Judgement, with Christ in Majesty dividing men into the saved and the damned". The film will show John seeing several kings in full regalia on the side of the damned.
A Bishop says to John "Think of the great risks which rulers are taking when they are set up with authority over others but cannot control themselves and end up perpetually tortured by devils.'