That morning with Brady was one of the most intense sessions of sexual pleasure I've ever enjoyed. I was in the mood and gave myself permission to indulge in lots of naughty play. And it was a reminder of the benefits of being older and experienced, able to take what I need from a young lover.
I was so very horny that morning. Was that why I went so far with Brady? Perhaps I felt a little guilty, deep down inside, that I'd chosen a new lover?
I admit I was feeling very excited about Matthew and the things I was going to teach him, about sex and about pleasuring a woman. At the same time, I was aware that I'd start slowly with Matt. I am sure that's for the best. I think I already shocked him on that first occasion when I asked him to masturbate for me. That's probably extreme for a boy of his age. He would not have imagined I'd be so excited just watching him shoot. But if I am to go slow with my young man, then its better to have more intense and wicked fun with my Brady. We both enjoyed ourselves that morning.
Even so, I was very keen to see Matthew again the next week. I kept thinking about his superb, young body and that lovely penis. Masturbation sessions were a mash-up of thoughts about my wonderful Brady and young, callow Matt.
Then Matt had some unexpected family obligations on the night we'd planned our next play. Of course I was disappointed -- and still horny -- but I couldn't argue about the importance of his family. It meant deferring my plans. I felt doubly pleased that I'd had taken the opportunity to be so slutty with Brady.
I feel proud about trying anal sex. Why did I do it? Honestly, I was ready for new and more intense sexual experiences. My friend, Jill, is a good role model in that respect. If she could be brave enough to pursue taboo pleasures then I think I deserve to do the same.
Perhaps I waited too long. Though I'd already been exploring myself back there. Some women are too frightened to try it. I was a little scared, I admit. I'm so happy that I never suggested it to my ex-husband. And it was intense and enjoyable. The experience was better than I'd have imagined.
Being Brady's first made it all the more taboo and delightful. And it was even better the second time, the orgasms so different to anything else. I was on a high for hours after Brady left my bed that morning. I had known there was a good chance that he would shoot his load in my bottom. Truthfully, I suppose I kind of wanted that to happen. It reminds me that I have control and power over him when he loses his self-control.
The wait won't be so long again. I wouldn't to offer my bottom to him every time. I don't want him to see me like that. And there are so many other wonderful pleasures that he gives me. I guess I am greedy in that way. But I allowed my young lover to shoot his load into my bottom. I feel like a changed woman.
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Sex is all around us. I am convinced of that. Most of the time we ignore it. When I was young, in my student days, it was exciting and thrilling to know that sex was always on offer - anything was possible.
Marriage works like that -- for a time. Or perhaps I was just unlucky to have chosen a man who was boring in bed and didn't seem to care.
Now I can't ignore that sex is everywhere. I know that my friends are having sex. And people like Clive are having sex. Oh yes, Clive -- he has a way that cannot fail to attract women to him. I remember him very fondly, indeed.
Young couples are having sex, I know because some of my young lovers have girlfriends that want to screw them. My own daughter has sex -- though lately I suspect she's getting less than me and I smile inwardly at that.
And Jill -- one of my best friends. I know she is getting plenty of sex since she likes to tell me whenever we meet. Not the details, which I might not mind, but at least that she had sex the night before or last weekend. With her boyfriend or one of her other lovers. She's told me about facials and anal screwing and threesomes. I know she's still waiting for a man to make that happen for her.
Jill is always horny -- even more than me. I wasn't shocked that she propositioned me for sex a while back. Though I'd never really given her any reason. I admit I was intrigued and tempted. She took the lead and, despite knowing Jill so well, I was a little surprised by her confidence. I let her finger me, a first. Despite my nerves I enjoyed her touch. And I knew Jill had been thinking of doing more.
We had our usual lunch with Kerry the other day. I won't repeat the details. It was our normal chat. I did my best to start off talking about work and what all three of us are up to. But it wasn't long before Jill got us talking about our sex lives. I didn't mind. I asked Jill whether she has yet allowed her boyfriend to shoot onto her face.
"Oh, no," she said with a sly grin. "That's a dirty pleasure. I don't want to get dirty with him."
"You've been seeing him for so long," pointed out Kerry. "When are you two moving in together?" She was trying to change the subject but Jill was having none of it.
"I've got a new guy," Jill told us boldly. "Married. But I think he is a bit wild. I'll give him a couple of months to see whether he asks for a facial."
Afterwards, Kerry had a few things to do so I walked to the carpark with Jill. I was just making small talk.
"Why are you so keen to know about facials?" she demanded. "Have you been getting some lately?"
I pulled a face, hoping Jill would not guess at my secret. I was not about to tell her of my exploration with young Brady -- and certainly not how much I enjoy having his warm, sticky stuff shooting onto my face.
"I always get so horny after we have lunch," Jill went on. "All that talking about fucking."
I giggled, knowing the feeling and also knowing that its normal for Jill to say that sort of thing out loud.
"You'll have the boyfriend take care of that tonight?" I asked. I knew how Jill was feeling but I'd wait till Brady was in my bed the next morning.