I hope you have been reading the previous instalments on my journey. So you know I was once a dutiful wife who made every effort to keep her husband happy in and out of bed. That I got angry enough to bed a much, much younger man. And then re-awoke all my naughty sexual urges from my younger days. Before I was married and my husband left me for a younger woman.
There is so much to enjoy about being a cougar -- as I have come to accept is the truth about me. I avoided using that label at first. Until I realised that I am powerless to resist a lovely young penis. Yes, I found one and then I started looking for more. Or hunting, perhaps. Nice virile young men, barely men, who are so eager to screw a woman that they are prepared to be attentive and willing to learn.
It does not take long for most men to shed that youthful zeal. It seems that once they've had sex a few times they become jaded or they just expect to be pleasured. Not my boys, however. They come to me with their wonderful dicks, aching and throbbing, and ready to learn everything I want to teach them. About how to be a real man and attend to the needs of their future girlfriends and wives.
Mind you, there are drawbacks to having a boy so young. A male of just nineteen or twenty really has no idea how to properly use his tongue on my pussy. Not that I mind teaching him, naturally. That, too is part of the thrill. If they are willing to behave and to learn.
The other drawback is that usually they are living with their parents. Its true that I find it exciting and very satisfying to corrupt those young men while their mothers assume they're partying with mates. But, sometimes, what happens is that family and parents can demand their time and attention.
So my darling Patrick never came to my bed that following Sunday afternoon. Other obligations called him. I understood, even though I was feeling terribly horny and frustrated. The upside of all that is I was reminded of how young he is -- not quite nineteen. I knew he would be back as soon as he could. Now that he's given his virginity to me, Patrick will certainly want more fun. And once he is in my bed again I'll be so horny that everything we do will be intense and wonderful.
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I guessed I lucked out on Adam as well -- my other, older young man with the huge dick. Oh yes, those more than eight inches was the other thing I'd been craving. Thanks to my husband, being single again, I can not only crave that kind of man but go and find one. I blame my friends for starting it -- Kerry who has had the biggest penis of any of us and Jill who has been a slut for as long as I can remember.
Adam was not perfect. Older than I like and not inclined to be so grateful and follow everything I say. But I saw his penis, erect and imposing, and I wanted it in my vag. And we had wonderful sex, I will say. It was kind of fun to have a man older than my usual trying to take charge of our fucking. There was a pleasure in being able to lie back and rely on a horny guy and his big manhood to give me what I needed.
What was most thrilling was just the fact that he is the biggest I've ever had -- bigger than the train boy, I think. You might have heard about a woman saying a big cock touched her everywhere inside. Well, with Adam I am sure it was true. And I've truly never felt so filled up. It was thrilling even though he was almost too big where my cervix was concerned. But I did wonder why all men are not that size -- women like me are more than ready. Because a penis so much beyond the average feels like going to an extreme. And, for me, that kind of naughtiness is just enough.
I could have really used Adam the other night, after Patrick had to change plans. I did make a booty call of sorts, finding him on-line for a chat. Since I was in a naughty mood I let him quickly turn the conversation to sex. And soon I was getting naked for him.
"Can I see that big dick?" I asked. "Since you won't bring it to me."
"You first. Show me those great tits."
I slipped off my shirt to expose my boobs for him. Why not? It was harmless fun and I have enough trust in Adam -- or, at least, I've done enough to protect myself.
"Oooh yeahhh..." he moaned at the sight. "Play with your nipples."
See what I mean about him taking charge? It's the reason why I've given up trying to make him drive to me -- a two hour round trip is too much for a young man who must have other women who admire his prowess.
"I'm so horny," I breathed to him. "Let me see you."
I moaned audibly as he brought that huge specimen into view. He was already hard. Honestly, my mouth was watering. I almost ached at the thought I'll never have it in my hands again. But it was not long before he was stroking himself. I was massaging boobs and slowly stroking my cleft -- showing him everything on my phone.
"Finger yourself," he told me.
Its really not so bad having a younger man telling me what he wants. Phone sex is so brazen and wild, anyway. I imagine Adam has had lots more practice than me. I wanted to give him enough that he'd let me watch him shooting his lovely load.
"Two fingers," he ordered.
"Oh, Adam... I want you to fuck me with that big cock."
"Show me your clit."
I did -- parting my labia enough so my little button could peek out. I was loving the feeling of sliding two fingers into my vag. Imagining it was his massive penis. All while trying to watch his hand stroking his throbbing shaft.
"Adam, I want you... your huge dick... shoot for me..."
"Fuck yourself... faster... yeah, finger that cunt..."
"I love that big cock." Yes, I really said that. "Shoot for me..."
A big blast of sticky, white semen exploded from the end of his penis. That was too much for me and I instantly started cumming as well. I didn't see the rest of his orgasm -- I was too busy with mine. I felt my vag gushing and I was groaning rather loudly. But I remembered what he'd told me and was still slipping two fingers as deep as I could inside my entrance. It was so crazy for a woman of my age to behave like that but I tried my best to stop my legs from snapping shut as I fingered myself to more wonderful pleasure.
Afterwards, when I'd sort of recovered, I was very excited still about seeing him shoot like that. I only wished he could have been shooting his stuff inside my vag. Adam, however, was just like lots of guys and already losing interest. Well, he'd had a lovely orgasm and had watched a woman play with her pussy on demand. Whereas I was just hungry for his huge penis. It a shame that Adam was not more like my other, younger boys. But I knew that was the last time I'd talk with Adam or see his lovely prick.
Luckily, I have been chatting with Massimo.
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Later that night, still really turned-on, I sent a message to my sweet Patrick. He is a good boy and always seems keen to make me happy. And I had an idea -- or maybe a need. I was relieved that he was still awake in bed.
"Are you horny?"
"Yes."