Online sex with a stranger and masturbation about a woman.
Idle thoughts.
As usual I played it cool and took my time with Kevin's latest idea. That wasn't because I was against it more because I didn't understand what he wanted or the logistics of how he could watch me chatting without the other person knowing. But then, maybe, he wanted the other person to know occurred to me.
The night after he had first told me about it we were in bed having just made lovely love and he explained in more detail and I agreed.
Cyber with a difference.
I didn't ask Kevin how he had found the site called bothshow.com but when we logged in and I saw that it was for exhibitionists who liked to flash or have sex of one sort or another, I was, naturally interested and excited. It was a little like a dating agency in that you registered, paid twenty pounds and then the organisers offered you some matches who you could approach and chat to online. Simple really. They provided us with three guys.
"What now?" I asked Kevin.
"We need to set up a new email address on yahoo or somewhere."
We did that and called it Ishow4u which is a bit silly but then this whole idea seemed a bit like that to me and I wasn't taking it that seriously. Nevertheless, I received replies from all three and after several email exchanges we settled on Paul. He was in his late forties and from the photo he sent I saw he was well-built, with dark hair greying at the temples and a nice, well-tuned physique.
We exchanged more emails to get to know each other. He explained that he was a naturist as well as a committed exhibitionist, but avoided flashing in fear of being arrested or being tagged as a paedophile. He also explained that many exhibitionists were also voyeurs, but with a bias towards one or the other; a sentiment with which I agreed.
"I only flash when it's very safe unless I am with a woman," he told me on the phone after we had been exchanging emails for a while and had moved to the next stage. Kevin, of course was listening on another phone.
"And what do you then?"
"We kiss and caress in public enjoying people seeing us touch and fondle each other."
Naturally, with my recent record, that interested and excited me as did the idea of being fondled in public so I asked. "Ok and?"
"We have sex in places where we might get caught," he told me thrilling me even more.
The 'contacts' on the site, as they are called, are available to their 'matches' as we are termed, but do not push themselves. As Paul and I got to know each other so I agreed to his suggestions to camshare and we agreed a day and time.
With Kevin in the background away from my cam I was nervous but excited when I logged on and opened up the site. Paul was there waiting for me. He was every bit as attractive as his photo. He was wearing a white tee that was stretched tightly across his broad chest and he looked good. As usual, we got on equally well talking and seeing each other as we had in exchanging emails and we did that about every other day for a couple of weeks and we became quite close. I liked him.
Kevin and I chatted about it after I logged off each time and I told him that I did fancy Paul.
"So would you like to fuck him?" he asked.
Having now had another session with Darren while Kevin looked on my appetite had been whetted. The idea of sex albeit online with another man had an appeal. But I wasn't happy opening up to my husband about that just as I wasn't about my 'negotiations' with Lisa about her and I having sex!
"Online you mean?"
"Yes cyber with him."
"Would you like me to?"
"Come on babe don't be coy."
"Ok yes. Yes I would as long as it's fine by you."
I was amazed at just how frank and open people can be with the anonymity of the net shrouding them. I told Paul everything that I did, the clothes I wore, how I felt and what I wore, or more accurately what I didn't wear, under my yoga pants at the gym and so on. He advised me that I wasn't that unusual and explained his feelings and actions, which were not that dissimilar to mine, but from a male point of view.
I told him that I would like to lift my skirt up or get my tits out and walk down a road with people around.
"I would love to walk down the street with my hard dick out," he explained replicating my feelings. "Well, you could always do that Jayne."
"How do you mean, in public?"
"Well not very public."
"What then?" I asked as I saw his hand go to his belt.
"On here."
"Oh I see, what you and me?"
"To start yes."
"What do you mean to start?"
"Well the site really does do that you know?"
"Do what?"
"Helps."
"How?"
"Well by setting up cam groups, arranging photo sessions and providing escorts for flashing evenings or for visiting dogging venues."
"Cam groups?" I asked.
"Yes. Where a number of people all log on and watch your cam."
"And I do what?" I asked feeling flushed at the thought of the answer I knew I would get.
"Whatever pleases and excites you."
"You mean flashing?"
"Yes if that is what you want to do Jayne," he said softly as his fingers fiddled with his belt."
There was a longish pause as we stared at each other.
"I want to show myself to you."
"What?"
