Chapter 6: BEHIND THE SCENES
Tony, or as he'd been known for the last six years Max Hardman, was on his way back to his trailer to wash up and grab a bite to eat when around the corner came bouncing the ever annoying Dolly Daze. She was a petite little brunette, somewhat plain in appearance to be brutally honest, but at only 20 years old she was in very fit condition and had some nice tight little buns and perky, if small, breasts.
Tony wasn't sure what it was about her that grated against him so badly though he suspected it to primarily be the general "fakeness" that she exuded. He'd seen her performances and her dialogue as well as her moans of pleasure which were so pathetically overacted that it turned his stomach. She spoke with that piercing little "valley girl" voice that sounded like an adult woman trying to sound like a baby doll. She was also clueless and vapid and had a terrible habit of cutting into anyone's conversation with comments that only further illustrated how utterly uninformed she was. She was the female version of the frat boy douchebag stereotype and Tony found neither sex to be tolerable when they acted in such a way.
Dick swinging, still tipped with a drop of cum from having shot his load all over a classy looking blonde's face only moments before, Tony was in the process of wrapping a towel around his waist as she bounded into view wearing nothing at all. Again, just like an annoying frat boy who insisted on wearing no shirt this chick just ran around the set naked most of the time. The guys, Tony included, didn't mind staring at her supple young bits but it just reinforced the notion that she was a classless little tart, and in the world of porn that's saying something.
"Hey Max!" she smiled and spoke in her usual baby doll tone of voice.
"Hi Dolly." he replied, taking note of her eyes stealing a quick glance at his meat tool before it became obscured by the towel.
It was at that moment that Tony realized something about the difference between male and female sexuality. If a women thought a man to be extremely annoying she likely would never want him so much as to lay a hand on her, let alone would she want to have sex with him. Men, however, would gladly fuck the brains out of an annoying girl but then be done with her after the act was over. Tony liked to think of himself as a decently sensitive guy. He usually wasn't rough with women unless they wanted it that way, and in his regular (read: non-porn) life he preferred to have some kind of emotional attachment to a girl he was to have sex with, even if it was not a profound one, but at least a playful attraction and the idea of making one another feel good. He felt something different looking at Dolly though, and for a fleeting moment felt a pang of guilt for it. He wanted to SPITE FUCK her. He wanted to use her like the little tart she acted like and then tell her to fuck off.
Had porn made him cynical? Was he starting to take after the dickbags he hated on set that treated the girls poorly and were overly rough with them even when it was clear that they didn't like it? He thought about it. No, that wasn't it. He didn't want to abuse her or do anything she didn't want. He just wanted to use her like a piece of ass, if she was willing of course, and then go on about his day.