It was never my intent to become a married womanizer, in fact, I never had any respect for a man who would cheat on his wife. They always seemed to be looking for something, something that is unattainable.
My marriage was going to be different. My wife and I were going to have a very close, intimate relationship. I would tell her all of my secrets and desires and she would tell me all of hers but that was not to be.
After a year and a half into our marriage, my wife fell into a sexual relationship with her manager, a single, handsome, college educated, man, just two years older than myself. From the very first day that she cuckold me, it was like she had put up a wall between us. There would never be any intimate exchange of emotions or feelings from her. She knew, that I knew it was going on and she felt that she could get away with it because I would have to prove it. I wasn't going to sneak around trying to get proof. If she would do that to me, then she wasn't worth my time. Her feelings for me were gone, if she ever had any.
