The clouds have covered what's left of the sun as I sit here on this park bench listening to the kids play at the park. Right at the moment I am in mommy mode. I brought my boy down here to run off some of his ridiculous energy that never seems to slow. However, just because I am busy being a mom does not mean that my thoughts are all pure and virgin like. Actually, what's been on my mind is my man and his ability to drive me absolutely nuts. My mind is forever picturing new things that I would love to experience with this man. If I can't experience these things with him, then I have no interest in experiencing them at all.
I think about how I just shared my scenario with him about another girl and him fucking while I watch. Holy hell that is one major hot story that is sure to leave you with the need to either get fucked or fuck yourself so to speak. This has led me to thinking about him watching me and another man fuck. Now I am wondering if I will be able to have the same effect on another man as I do mine.
I do know that if I am able to do to another man what I do to mine, then it will not have the same effect on me as it does when it involves only my handsome man. The way mine reacts to the things I am doing to him is enough to make me completely lose my fucking mind. Don't get me wrong, it would be a huge turn on to know that I am pleasing another man but the reality of it is there is really only one man that matters to me and pleasing him is what I live and breathe for and what keeps me going.
So, I have decided that this threesome is something that must happen and I am determined to see that it does. I begin to strategically plan and carefully select the man that will be my toy. My ridiculous list of wants and don't wants doesn't really need to apply to this situation because when it is over he is not the one that I will be thinking of, desiring or going home with. However, I do know that I don't want a sleaze bag or just some random man off the street. I am looking for a toy, not just a piece of ass.
I've recently decided that instead of locking myself up in the house it might do me some good to get out and live a little even if it is alone. Sitting at home alone has really started to eat at me in ways I never thought possible. Not to mention, how am I going to ever find this other man if I don't go anywhere other than work and home? So I've been going to this bar that some old friends told me about and I went with them a couple of times.
The name of it is "Midnight Rodeo" and I have decided that I will be going there tonight. Yes, they have a mechanical bull and hell no, I have not tried it. If I'm going to be thrown around I'd prefer it to be in the bedroom with my man and sex is definitely going to be involved. The best time to go to this bar is Saturday night because that place is packed. You are sure to have a good time whether it be dancing, playing pool, mingling or people watching while enjoying an ice cold beer.
I've been back now probably a half dozen times. Tonight there is this one man that has caught my eye. Actually, I think I caught his attention first but needless to say, we started talking. His name is Colton and he is a pure country boy that grew up on a farm. Now he is into the cattle business. Roping and riding all day in his wranglers and white t-shirt.
I ask him, "are you single?"
He replies with, "Well, yes and no."
I decide to let that go and if he wants to expound on it later, then he will. Who the hell am I to ask questions about a relationship and it's meaning anyways?
He says, "What about you, are you single?"
I pause for a moment as flashes of my mans smile fill my mind. I say, "no I'm not single, at least I don't consider myself single but maybe he does. However, I am looking for another man to join in and help make a few of my fantasies come to life."
He smiles a huge smile as he says, "Really?"
I shrug my shoulders and smile as I look away and mumble, "maybe."
The evening is flying by and the conversation has been great. I am really glad that I decided to come here tonight because this was definitely way better than spending my night on the couch alone.
I ask him, "have you ever had a threesome?"
He takes a deep breath and says, "Yes with two girls."
"Lucky bitches," I say and that has him laughing. Then I ask him the question I've been wanting to ask him all night. "What would you say about a threesome with my man and me?"
His response, "What would you say about a foursome with my sort of girlfriend and I?"
I just about spit my beer out and start choking on what I am trying to get down. I say, "well, that's definitely not what I was expecting you to say!!"
He starts laughing and says, "Is that a yes?"
I smile and nod my head as I say, "absofuckinglutely, but I think we should go right this very minute and run it by my man!!" That's that and we walk out to the parking lot together. I say, "follow me to my house and by the time we get there the man of the hour should be there."
When we pull up to my house I see my favorite mans red truck parked in it's spot. We park and walk up to the porch together. It just so happens that my babe is sitting on the porch drinking what I assume to be a ruined coke that has rum in it. I never have understood how people can drink that shit let alone ruin a perfectly good coke!! That should be outlawed!! Our eyes meet and he sees my smile that he knows so well. It's the one that says I am up to something.
He looks over at Colton and then back at me and he says, "No way babe!!"
I say, "yes way babe!!"
I introduce them to each other and go inside to grab some beers. When I come back out, they are in a full blown conversation about who the hell knows what. All I can think about is the two of them in my bedroom, hell on this damn porch for all I care, making me feel like I am the only woman in this world that matters.
After the two of them finish what they are talking about, I look at Rick and say, "baby he wants to know what we think about a foursome with him and his "sort of" girlfriend?"
Rick clears his throat as he says, "Well fuck, I was thinking threesome but sign me up!!"
We all laugh at that and I take a seat next to Rick. I look at Colton and ask, "when do you think she would be available to meet?"