He flopped down on his brown leather couch with a sigh. He gave a start of surprise as she folded her body on to the seat next to him, rather than selecting the couch opposite as she usually did. One knee bent, facing sideways and looking directly at him, she looked perfectly at home in his sitting room. The afternoon light slanting through the window made the dust motes dance. The red-blonde hair along his freckled arm glinted in the sunlight.
"Give me your hand," she said casually, and he obeyed without thinking. She took his large fine boned hand - bearing its neat clean fingernails - in two of hers and examined it with care. She turned his hand palm up in hers. Slowly she traced along each of the lines in his palm. Her touch was light. For a moment his brain went elsewhere, but he managed to pull it back. Briefly he wondered if she was going to pretend to read his fortune. Before he could complete the thought she instead ran the tips of her fingernails along each of his fingers in turn.
"You have always had beautiful hands," she murmured, "... sometimes I wonder how they would feel -" She cut herself off abruptly, without letting go of his hand. Her examination ceased and she looked directly into his eyes.
"We've been friends a long time," she started, serious now. The gravity of her tone gave him a slight tingle of apprehension.
"You are... a gentleman," she continued, "so I want to say... that you should say 'Stop' if you don't want to keep going." She paused, clearly uncomfortable.
"You don't have to worry I'll be offended. Wherever this ends, we can walk away from today as if it never happened. I won't keep checking with you for consent - it's too much like asking you to think with your head rather than... Anyway, you know now, you just have to say stop, and I will, without any repercussions." She had rushed through the last bit, and he realised she was finished, as she looked at him expectantly through her black rimmed frames.
"OK," he managed, though he wasn't quite sure what he was agreeing to. He suddenly realised how close she was to him on the couch, her knee resting against his thigh. He was sure he would have noticed that before. He was suddenly aware of her scent, a heady mix of clean laundry and fruit scented shampoo; something he had only been dimly aware of previously but very much associated with her.
"Take off your t-shirt," she said quietly.
Surprised, he managed to stammer out an inarticulate, "What?"
She looked him in the eye. "Take off your t-shirt," she repeated patiently. "I want to see your scars."
He had three little scars from an appendectomy several years ago, which would be as easily displayed by just raising his t-shirt. He stood and did so. She leaned forward on the couch, placed her hands on his hips and guided him closer. Her head was in line with his stomach, her eyes searching out the tiny marks.
"Here," he pointed near a thatch of reddish hair by his bellybutton, "here," pointing a little lower on his right side, "and..." He realised he would have to pull down the waistband of his soft grey tracksuit pants to show her the third. He flushed slightly. "And here."
She touched each scar lightly as he pointed them out, causing him a little involuntary shiver. She was right, they had been friends a long time, almost 14 years. It had always been strictly platonic, their only physical interaction being accidental - like when he turned too suddenly in his small kitchen. Or when they were sitting in the cinema & their arms bumped against each other, before they settled into their respective positions on the armrest. Unbidden, other times popped into his head - when she playfully rubbed the back of his head after he got a haircut, when she slapped his arm in mock offense, when he gave her a present and their fingers brushed as she took it.
He snapped back to the present as she ran her hand up the inside of his t-shirt, tickling the hair on his chest as she rose from the couch. He was tall, and though she wasn't short, she was still a full head shorter than him standing.
She gazed into his pale blue eyes, and with a small smile said, "I said, take it off."
"Why?" his voice squeaked. He kicked himself mentally. He could say it again, normally, if he concentrated, but that would be admitting his embarrassment. He decided to let it go.