When I am away from you... I find it so difficult to concentrate. Especially when I know I am coming to you in 4 short days. They go fast... But seem to tick by "one second at a time..." does that make sense. Sometimes... Nothing makes sense... All I want is you... Beside me... Touching me... Hugging me... Just near me. Whispering in my ear... That you have missed me... And love me. *sigh* what more could a girl ever dream of... Of hope for. I have it all... Well almost!
It is only a matter of time before "we" really do. I can't say how this will all work out... As far as who lives where and when... But what I know for sure... Is that *you & I* will be together. That thought makes me hunger for you more... And so... Without delay... I will tell you what I want on sunday.
I arrive at napanee... Shortly after 11am... To find the rooms are not available (as usual)... I hate waiting... I want to freshen up... And strip down to my garter and hose... Waiting for you... Laying on the bed... Touching myself. The drive here... Seemed to take for ever! I had the music blaring... And left just after 7:30am. My family still think I'm "crazy in love" to run to you like this... And be willing to drive so far. They have forgotten what being in love is like! How it makes you want to move heaven and earth to be with the man you love!
I am not the only one to be early... As I pull into the parking lot... By the buses... I spot the van... With the most handsome man in the world... Smiling at me! I pull up beside it... And jump out... Barely giving my car a chance to stop... And for me to turn off the ignition.
I walk over to your drivers side window... Which is rolled down by now... And lean in to kiss you... Long and passionately... With a hushed whisper... "hi baby." oh the taste of your lips on mine... Send shivers down my spine... And I hate to separate our lips. But you pull back and just stare at me... With those beautiful sensuous brown eyes... Questioning... "lets go." I read your thoughts and say the room isn't ready yet... Not till noon! Rats. I read your hunger... It is easy... Because it matches mine... And you tell me "get in the van..." said in a very authoritative manner... That sends another shiver up my spine... As I obey.
Very few cars are in the parking lot... Many trucks are there... But it is relatively quite. I expect you to start to drive away... But instead you stay parked... And turn the radio up... As it is playing a very sexual song about lovers... Missing each other... How appropriate.
I barely have the door shut... When you reach over and roughly pull me to your hungry lips... Kissing me hard and deep... Our tongues tasting... Probing... Sucking loudly... As if we had been apart forever. That's what it feels like... For you & i... When we are not together... It feels like forever in between. I melt at just the touch of your lips... And can feel my body... Aching for your hands too touch me. Damn room... Never ready when you need it! But that thought... No sooner flits through my mind... When I feel your hand on my breast... Kneading them... You can feel the hardness of my nipples right through the material... As you tweak and roll them between your fingers...
I press into you hand... And moan into your mouth... But you don't stop kissing me... And kiss even more passionately... (if that is possible). I open my eyes and see you staring into my eyes... The lust and hunger there... Sends another shiver through me... You feel it on my lips... As my nipples react more to your touch. More moaning sounds are heard... But this time it is you... Because you need me so much. Damn room... Before you know it... You have undone the buttons of my top and are nuzzling the warm mounds of my breasts... Kissing them... And trying to free them of the material... So you can suck my nipples and taste their hardness on your tongue. I ache with anticipation but know you don't need help... As I lean back enjoying... Watching you as you gaze upon my breasts... And occasionally looking back up at my eyes... As if to say " I'm not waiting another minute... For the damn room... I want you know... Right here!"
I feel the wetness increase between my thighs... As your mouth finds its mark... And expertly... Sucks and licks my nipple. You are determined... And deliberate... No teasing this time. Just pursed lips... Firmly tweaking and pulling on them... Suck hard... And you are rewarded with more moans... From me... As I tell you "oh stephen... How I've ached for you... Dreamt of this moment... For so long..."