6. The Sex Object
"Hey, gay boy! Got yourself a boyfriend yet?
I
have."
My relationship with Brianna hadn't been good. In fact, it hadn't been anything. Every time I had the opportunity to hook up with her, take her out, or even talk -- except for a few minutes over coffee when I was between classes -- I'd had to bail, mostly because of work at the diner and once or twice because I was about to miss an assignment deadline thanks to spending time at the diner or satisfying Justine. I managed one date with Brianna, taking her to a gig. We'd kissed and fooled around a little, standing in the audience -- her tits were nice, but felt a little too firm to be real -- but weren't able to go too far. As I drove her back to her dorm, she insisted I pull over and we fooled around some more, kissing and fondling. I got my hand inside her tiny panties and had her bra off, sucking her nipples. But when she started trying to get her hand inside my pants, my old fears returned.
"Hey, Brianna, why don't -- why don't I just go down on you?"
"Sure, but only if you show me your cock first." She had this 'naughty schoolgirl' expression on her face, which was making me horny and frustrated at the same time.
"Not -- not right now, baby. C'mon, I love eating pussy. I'm real good at it. Then -- then maybe..."
Her pussy was sweet, some nice inner lips, really juicy, and she came exactly on cue with my finger rubbing her g-spot really hard while my lips and tongue worked her clit and its fleshy hood.
As she lay across the back seat, panting, her skirt up around her waist, she said "That was beautiful, Tommy. Now, if you have a condom, you can fuck me if you'd like. You would like to, wouldn't you?"
I remembered my encounter with Rosa in the same vehicle. As soon as I'd gotten my cock out, she'd scurried away to the other side of the car in terror. I liked Brianna, and I was being offered the opportunity to fuck her, but could I go through with this?
"Brianna, please believe me that there's nothing I'd like more, but..."
"But what, Tommy?" She was starting to sound worried.
I extemporized. "It's just that -- that I have an issue with -- with my cock. I..."
"Don't tell me; it's really small."
"No. No, it isn't. In fact..."
"Then get it out and let me see it," she replied, her tone getting more exasperated.
"You see, it's -- I've like got this, this problem..."
"Shit! Do you have an STI or something?"
I saw a way out. "Well, not really. Only -- it has a kind of -- thing -- that makes it kinda -- kinda tender. So -- so I don't like anyone touching it right now."
"Oh shit. Is it -- like --
contagious?
"
"No, baby, nothing like that."
"Well, can I just, like, look at it?"
"Honestly, baby, I'd rather not. It's kinda -- kinda embarrassing. But it's, like, getting better. Maybe next time it'll be OK. But if you'd like me to make you come again, I'd be very happy to do that."
There wasn't a next time. At the football practice on Saturday, Brianna showed up with Kyle, one of the quarterbacks. I didn't like the guy, but I could hardly blame Brianna for choosing him. After all, he was good looking -- and he knew it. I thought he was brash, and that he wouldn't treat Brianna well, but I could hardly complain. After all, she'd shown me how much she wanted me by spreading her legs wide and I didn't take up her offer. What the fuck was she to think?
So she taunted me with the 'gay boy' accusation. I ignored it, but in the locker room, Kyle tried to do the same. Fortunately, most of the other guys on the team didn't join in, but one of two of Kyle's inner circle did. I kept a towel around myself and my back to the rest of the guys so they couldn't see my secret. I don't know why I didn't respond to their taunts, but I just dressed and left as quickly as I could. Sooner or later, my real secret had to come out, and I wondered what effect it would have.
***********
However, my relationship with Bernice and her friends had gotten more complicated. I suppose it began to ramp up from 'fun but weird' to 'fucking surreal' a little after I'd pulled my dick out of Bernice, that Wednesday evening.
After I'd come -- and she'd had her third orgasm -- and both of us had calmed down, kissed and hugged, and whispered 'thank yous' to each other, I finally slipped out of her.
"I don't think my pussy will ever feel the same again. Tommy, that was awesome!"
"What's the biggest cock -- or maybe dildo -- you've ever had inside you, Bernice?"
"Before you? Maybe -- I dunno -- seven inches. That felt plenty big enough. You were just -- just
amazing!
" She kissed me again as I helped her down from the dressing table. There was a sheen of what I guessed were pussy juices from just above her pussy slit to halfway down her thighs. It looked incredibly sexy.
She stood on tiptoe and kissed me, taking the opportunity to grab hold of my softening cock, helpfully sliding the condom off. She lifted it up and seemed to admire its contents, before tying it in a knot and dropping it into a little trash basket under the dressing table.
"You know, after that, I could use a drink. How about you?"
"Bernice, I'm only eighteen. It seems I can fuck you as much as I like -- or as much as
you
like -- but I'm not legally allowed alcohol."
"Tommy, who gives a shit what's legal and illegal here? I mean, your cock has been so deep inside me and done such crazy things it's probably illegal in over thirty states. It's like you've given me an injection of something scary but addictive. Shit, I guess it makes me a heroine -- you know, like a female hero -- to have let you stick such an amazing monster so deep inside me. I think I'll have to refer to it as my 'heroine injection'. But right now, I need a good, stiff, drink -- just like I needed a good, stiff cock earlier. Wanna join me?"
She kissed me again, stroked my cock -- that felt good, despite me having cum just a few minutes earlier -- pulled on a little wrap-over robe and sashayed out the door, still in her heels. I went into the bathroom and cleaned up -- I had pussy juices on me in a similar pattern to Bernice's -- then pulled on my Jockeys. The door opened, and Annika was standing there with a glass in her hand. 'Shit', I thought, 'I don't think I could fuck another woman tonight -- not even Annika'. But she looked so horny that I could feel my boner swelling again, even though my body told me I needed sleep.
"Here, Tommy. I've mixed you a Margarita. Please don't tell anyone I encourage underage drinking, or who knows what that'll do to my reputation." She grinned.